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Posted by octopusprime on November 7, 2004, at 20:31:40
i found out today that an old friend of mine is married and pregnant, just about to give birth
i found out today that another old friend of mine is a suburban wife and soon to be soccer mom
i found out today that the guy i'm dating thinks that the pills i take for birth control and sanity are causing me to lack a conscience (he needs to be dumped)
i found out today that my mother is having trouble climbing in and out of the bathtub
i found out today that whipping cream tastes good in banana bran muffins
i found out yesterday that my sister dumped her boyfriend, and i did a dance of joy
yesterday i cried tears of joy
the day before i cried tears of frustration
and today i cried tears of frustration againi wish
i wish i could integrate the disparate parts of my life together
i wish i didn't feel like a fragmented whole
i wish the different realities that i see didn't collide
and make me question what is the truth and what is a liei wish i could feel sane
i wish i could feel whole
instead i have nothing but a hole inside
where my guts have spilled out
from telling the truth and making the wrong choices
Posted by Poet on November 8, 2004, at 1:29:29
In reply to integration and disintegration, posted by octopusprime on November 7, 2004, at 20:31:40
You should have posted this on babble writing. Your poem/post is very touching. I'm sorry that you have had so many ups and downs lately.
Birth control causes lack of conscience? What? I suppose in your boyfriend's eyes unplanned pregnancies and going to court for child support create conscience?
I don't know if he needs to be dumped, but he needs to get a clue. Hope that wasn't offensive, it wasn't meant to be. I used to work in communications in reproductive health care and I get on my soap box easily.
Hope things go better this week.
Poet
Posted by partlycloudy on November 8, 2004, at 5:06:15
In reply to integration and disintegration, posted by octopusprime on November 7, 2004, at 20:31:40
we need a lasso to reel in those ups and downs and force them to live peacefully together in us. my peaks and valleys are making me car sick.
Posted by AdaGrace on November 8, 2004, at 6:58:20
In reply to integration and disintegration, posted by octopusprime on November 7, 2004, at 20:31:40
Posted by Daisym on November 8, 2004, at 11:13:35
In reply to integration and disintegration, posted by octopusprime on November 7, 2004, at 20:31:40
This is the end of the thread.
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