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Posted by Questionmark on July 23, 2004, at 1:26:01
Years and year, months and weeks and days and days and days... and hardly a thing has changed. So many days. Nardil keeping me hopeful and happy and numb and naive. Days of smiles and laughter and relatively care-free mild to moderate happiness. But the truth always shows its ugly face... after awhile... like today. Who am i kidding? This life is not for me. This world is not for me. i hate this world, this life. But for some reason i do not want to leave anymore. What the hell do i want to stay for? i don't even know.
Dying inside... and it doesn't even matter. There is no significance.
Posted by yoshimi on July 23, 2004, at 1:31:16
In reply to blah blah blah, posted by Questionmark on July 23, 2004, at 1:26:01
hi questionmark,
i remember you from a when i posted a long
time ago. im sorry you are feeling so badly.
i know it comes in waves like that too. at least
it does for me. i just wish i had some better
advice. one thing that really helps me is
to stay ridiculously busy.
there is significance. its just sometimes hard to find.
wish i could fix it.
yoshimi
Posted by karen_kay on July 23, 2004, at 6:27:13
In reply to blah blah blah, posted by Questionmark on July 23, 2004, at 1:26:01
you said you do not want to leave. perhaps there is a reason, right? maybe that's a start for now. perhaps that's a sign that you have something you jsut have yet to find it. there's somethign out there for you, you just have yet to find it. maybe today's is your day. maybe it's tomorrow. perhaps it's the next. but, even if it's in a year or even five, don't you think it'll be worth the wait if it's bliss you find? i think so. there's a reason you don't want to leave. all of this everyday mediocrity and numbness and pain will be worth it for even just one day of bliss, don't you think? i certainly do. the significance is there. we'll see it one day. just wait for it. (what's that i smell? perhaps another mood swing coming my way? nahhh, just a moment of positivity i think :)
take care dear.
Posted by Questionmark on July 23, 2004, at 13:25:32
In reply to Re: blah blah blah » Questionmark, posted by karen_kay on July 23, 2004, at 6:27:13
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