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Posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 0:08:28
I don't want to freak anyone..
Oh so considerate to the end.
Or am I , do I really care?
Posted by IsoM on December 10, 2002, at 0:28:00
In reply to going to try and take a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 0:08:28
Ah, dreamer, you ARE considerate! You may feel that inside you're a monster, but if you are, you're one of the sweetest monsters ever. I'm constantly amazed that despite the pain you were brought up in & the harshness of what your reality has been like, that you're much kinder & gentler than many people who have no excuse for their cruelty. You've risen above the nasty mold you were formed in & broken it to become a person worthy of admiration. I don't EVER recall anyone upset with any post of yours - not ever!
If you need a break from here, okay. Take it, you may need it. And thanks for letting us know so we won't panic.
Posted by Dinah on December 10, 2002, at 5:56:42
In reply to going to try and take a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 0:08:28
Dreamer,
I second absolutely everything IsoM says. And if you feel you need to take a break for yourself, you of course need to do what you feel best. But if you think you've done anything at all wrong, please know that you haven't done one thing wrong on this forum. And if you think that you need to take a break because the people on this forum can't take your expressions of pain, it's my opinion that you're probably wrong. The majority of people here understand pain and anger, and moreover you used your usual carefulness to flag your post, just in case.
I'd tell you to go ahead and use the 2001 board to express yourself if it feels safer there, but somehow that seems to imply that your self-assessment is accurate. And it just isn't.
With respect,
Dinah
Posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 11:23:53
In reply to Re: going to try and take a break.. » Dreamerz, posted by Dinah on December 10, 2002, at 5:56:42
Today after 6 weeks the pdoc got out his little med book and agreed that the dosage was kaput.
I'm no way blaming it entirely on the meds I think after all the sleep my mood has gone in the opposite direction but not euphoric as I usually expect..in fact reminds me of my evil years when I self medicated.
Anger is natural but I have to be careful that is why I get paranoid about things.
I'm also concerned about Tina especially after we lost Sar even though me and Tina ain't great buddies..the pain of another who wants to die easily draws out the part of me that says suicide also ...
I've been having feelings that I don't care about anyone anymore --not only here--I mentioned my hostility to the doc but he is not a mind psycho he just deals with meds.
Anyway before I go on tangents...seize yer laters
Posted by Dinah on December 10, 2002, at 11:51:47
In reply to Re: I am taking a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 11:23:53
I think everyone takes a break from time to time. I'll look forward to seeing you again when you're ready.
But quit beating yourself up. You have nothing to feel guilty about from your actions on this board. Save your self flagellation for other venues. ;)
Dinah
Posted by gabbix2 on December 10, 2002, at 11:53:56
In reply to Re: I am taking a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 11:23:53
Hey,
I second Iso and Dinah, if you need a break take it, and thanks for letting us know.Oh dreamerz, no monster ever..
I think I know how you feel about not feeling able to unleash the anger.. no, its not about the recent event, it was something I wasn't directly involved in, and didn't post about cause
I was afraid of the venom not stopping.Lets just say, something made me want to strip naked and yell.. not the kind word *pedophile* while running down the street. I didn't do it though..:(
I'm sorry about what you've had to deal with.
But hey, these women are pretty cool..
Posted by Tabitha on December 10, 2002, at 14:12:42
In reply to Re: I am taking a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 11:23:53
DreamerZ, it's kind of you to want to protect others from your anger. I understand wanting to withdraw after Tina's posts. I feel helpless and a bit angry over the helplessness. I don't know what else to say except take care of yourself, and remember that many folks here care about you regardless of your feelings right now. And thanks for letting us know.
Posted by Bobby on December 10, 2002, at 15:56:09
In reply to going to try and take a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 0:08:28
Posted by Robin David John on December 10, 2002, at 19:11:10
In reply to going to try and take a break.., posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 0:08:28
..I wish that all your pain and anger can come end...when we run we dont grow ..and when there is support ..(my opinion ) we should yell out ....now for the real say ..the winners never quit ..and the quitters never win..you need a break ..break from what, we love you here and no matter what you do we are here for you...I hope to see you soon..please disregard my previous post ..I know Barbara Cat would not want you to run either..none of us do ..we just want to support you no matter what..
Lots of love coming your way ((((HUGS))))
Robin
Posted by dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 20:38:25
In reply to Re: going to try and take a break.., posted by Robin David John on December 10, 2002, at 19:11:10
Had to check in and now see that Tinas alive and kicking..
I thank everyone for the kind words (sounding like a speech at the oscars ceremony)
I need a break it may be good to fill the time with something else for a while I've many things I need to do if sedation will allow.
I needed my brothers address so I had to phone my mother..but he seems to have abandoned her also..thats all of her 3 children...her bitterness transferes itself into me I become a angry child...
Anyway enough of all that...I ain't running just need to escape into myself .
Much love everyone...
Posted by kath on December 17, 2002, at 20:14:58
In reply to Re: going to try and take a break.., posted by dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 20:38:25
Please check back in when you feel up to it & let us know how you are doing.
hugs, Kath
>
> Had to check in and now see that Tinas alive and kicking..
> I thank everyone for the kind words (sounding like a speech at the oscars ceremony)
> I need a break it may be good to fill the time with something else for a while I've many things I need to do if sedation will allow.
> I needed my brothers address so I had to phone my mother..but he seems to have abandoned her also..thats all of her 3 children...her bitterness transferes itself into me I become a angry child...
> Anyway enough of all that...I ain't running just need to escape into myself .
> Much love everyone...
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