Psycho-Babble Social Thread 24280

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It's come down to this

Posted by aLIi on May 22, 2002, at 9:26:13

Sooooooo do I start to believe the dark sadness I have been waking with for the past couple of weeks?
--or--
Do I chalk all this up to healing old wounds and the messiness that goes along with such matters?

This hollowness is beginning to crowd out my will/fight/qi.

-aLIi the commoner

Commonly known as the moodiest s.o.b that many have come across

 

Sadness today following yesterday's anger...

Posted by aliI on May 22, 2002, at 10:59:18

In reply to It's come down to this, posted by aLIi on May 22, 2002, at 9:26:13

...and the connection would be? Compare and contrast and copy copious notes about this constant crazy conundrum.

Roller coasters are only fun when you are expecting to be on the ride.....I am aware that illness is clouding mind but emotions are flying all over the place and I'm getting farther out to sea.

See me drift?
I'm hearing thunder
quickly now
I'm going under

a.

 

Drifting vessels and emptying hearts.....

Posted by aliI on May 22, 2002, at 11:41:11

In reply to Sadness today following yesterday's anger..., posted by aliI on May 22, 2002, at 10:59:18

...spades, diamonds, clovers

over and over
why does this shakey ground
keep me guessing each time
as if it is new demon
yet I am so tired of this aquaintance
I do not recall inviting depression
and all her wiley forms into my mind
to wreak havoc and destroy
what I remember from before

I can remember what I was like
how things felt
the art that flowed through me
the wonder in which I lived in this world
and to keep waking up crying
even as I know it is
part
of
the
HELLING....oops
healing
process......

Feeling no healing only wild wild ride beginning again,

aliI

 

Re: Sadness today following yesterday's anger...

Posted by KB on May 22, 2002, at 11:42:25

In reply to Sadness today following yesterday's anger..., posted by aliI on May 22, 2002, at 10:59:18

Hang in there. Whrn I was in the middle of my big greyness I just kept forcing myself to put one foot in front of the other and kept moving until I finally came out the other side.

 

I'm hanging by the same thread that has been.... » KB

Posted by aliI on May 22, 2002, at 11:54:07

In reply to Re: Sadness today following yesterday's anger..., posted by KB on May 22, 2002, at 11:42:25

...unraveling over the past few weeks/months/years.

Mind is beginning tricks. Thanks for words of chin up.

My chin is towards sky and all it feels like is that life took a one two across it.

One foot keeps going
other comes along
how many days/weeks/years of this?

Empty/full/half cocked too
I am really really in foul darkness today.

ALIi

> Hang in there. Whrn I was in the middle of my big greyness I just kept forcing myself to put one foot in front of the other and kept moving until I finally came out the other side.


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