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Posted by Sourceror on May 19, 2002, at 19:43:14
Why do they scream to me so loudly?
Why do I give in to their calls?
When will this all stop?
Why did I have to buy more?
Why did they have to go on sale?
Am I gonna do myself in with this lack of control?
Will I follow through with my contract for safety?
Or will I just blow it off?
Will I let this kill me?
Will I do it by accident?
Do I really care?
Should I just come to the conclusion I am better off dead?
I feel like I will indulge tonight?
Go to the calling.
But how much do I give in?
How strong is the hold they have on me?
I don’t know if I can control myself.
I know I am not in a good place.
I wish there was a good hospital available.
I might consider going if there was.
But I am limited so I suffer.
My hardheadedness may kill me as well.
I just don’t know.
I have started to not care as well.
Why should I worry about how it will affect everyone else?
Why can’t it be about me for a change?
I guess I just have to ride the waves and see what happens.
Posted by Alii on May 19, 2002, at 20:13:19
In reply to WHY???, posted by Sourceror on May 19, 2002, at 19:43:14
>>>My hardheadedness may kill me as well.
I just don’t know.
I have started to not care as well.
Why should I worry about how it will affect everyone else?
Why can’t it be about me for a change?
I guess I just have to ride the waves and see what happens.<<<Keep surfing......that's all anyone can do Source.
--Aliiwahine
Posted by paxvox on May 22, 2002, at 20:50:35
In reply to WHY???, posted by Sourceror on May 19, 2002, at 19:43:14
Why? Because someone, somewhere cares about you, if not loves you. There is someone a phone call away that may be your life-line. No family? Friends? Church? There HAS to be someone that cares about you, even if you don't want to (or can't) acknowledge it. Why? Tell me how this world would be some much better without you. Why? Because even a cry in the dark does not always go unheard. Why? I don't even know who you are, but I understand your pain and have stood at that threshold of "why?". Why? Because you never, never can tell what will come up with the sun tomorrow. Do you want to be healed? There are the means if you are willing.
PAX
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