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Posted by Sourceror on May 1, 2002, at 21:52:39
I sit here thinking is the end near??
I want it to be..
I just want to pass on from this body.
Can I do it is the question??
I wish it to be...
I wish it so...
I can't help but think what is next...
doesn't it have to be better than this.
I feel so lost...
I just sit and fantisize about it.
An end to this madness...
This is what I seek.
Just pop a few pills...
That is all it would take...
Why do I hold back...
I want it to be over...
yet I can't push that final button...
take that final plung.
Posted by alii on May 1, 2002, at 23:59:46
In reply to Is the end near??, posted by Sourceror on May 1, 2002, at 21:52:39
>>>...An end to this madness...
This is what I seek.
I want it to be over...<<<Wanting an end to the disease is understandable. I want my fight with this disease to end as well.
Hoping your visit to pdoc is helpful tomorrow.
a voice from the other coast----alii
Posted by Angel Girl on May 2, 2002, at 0:56:53
In reply to Is the end near??, posted by Sourceror on May 1, 2002, at 21:52:39
I know what it's like to feel lost, I feel it too. We all want to end this madness and the pain that goes with it. I've been where you are more times than I can count. You're not alone, I'm feeling your pain, I'm with you. Sometimes it seems like it would be so much easier to reach for that bottle of pills than to keep struggling every day. But why do we hold back??? If we give in and take that final plunge, then that's exactly what it is, FINAL!!! There is no more chances, no changing your mind. I think we want to desperately believe that it's not always going to be this way. We want to believe that someday we will be well. We hang on by a mere thread and look for that faint glimmer of hope that life has something more to offer us. Don't give up. Hang on. You won't always feel this way. Someday, somehow something is going to happen and you'll find your way. I can't promise you it will be easy but we're all here to help you. I wish I could offer you more help. I don't know what else to say. I need help right now too. Please keep posting. <hugs>
Angel Girl
Posted by Ella on May 2, 2002, at 3:27:58
In reply to Is the end near??, posted by Sourceror on May 1, 2002, at 21:52:39
Life is out there
I know love, good times, and bad await me.
Vile demons tempt me to fly away,
Ecking by temptations, that small hope pulls
me back.Sometimes I may think of it these
temptations, yet life is out
There.
Really. This moment will pass.
Enjoyment is possible. I have moments of
weakness,but
Never give up. I
Give it all I have
The life awaits me. I try. I
Have hope.Life is out there
Of course there are choices good and bad, lessons
yet to be learned. The
Veil between life and death seems so thin,
shedding this world is so tempting,
Ending it and avoiding this pain.Come back, come back hope says.
Life is out there
I have
a song to sing
a battle to fight
a life to live
p.s it is really late. ugElla Mia
Posted by cmcdougall on May 2, 2002, at 13:12:12
In reply to Re: Sourceror, life is out there, posted by Ella on May 2, 2002, at 3:27:58
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