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Posted by LiLi80 on April 22, 2002, at 20:51:28
gillooly wont budge. He thinks i was complaing , but i wasnt. I hate my life, just breathing makes me screw it up. now i am kicked out of the class. and i have to take another class! i was supposed to leave for the west coast to do my film school. but now i have to stay and take some crummy summer class at this stupid catholic school. the dean told my mother that i can take the class anywhere and anytime, and still walk in graduation. I know for a fact that isnt true. If you want to walk you have to be enrolled in a summer class already at that school. you cant even do it second session they make you do it first session. God i dont want to walk, my mother wants it more than i do. I dont exactly have a choice. she makes me so mad, like i should just roll over and take it. I am going to yet another lawyer tommorow, he will probably brush me off too. i have gone thru the phone back from a-z, there is no one left. i kept poppig neurontin while screaming at my mother, and then she gets mad for me taking the 8888888 medication. 888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 8888 8888 8888 8888 8888!
I didnt do anything wrong yet i am continuosly being destroyed. I honestly think that they want me dead. If i am dead i cant make waves. the school didnt do anything when i told them about the threat i got. They said they were sorry. 888888888 888888 8888 8888 8888! I am just so mad. I cant find any justice. I found a stupid tutor, why is he being so stubborn, oh yeah his ego was bruised. 8888888 88888!
ok just to let you know, I am using the # 8 to show my emotion of extreme anger, that cant even be expressed in swear words. Most likely i will just use the # 8 to convey extreme sadness and loniness too someday. or extreme thoughts of suicidalness. mainly 8 will mean that things are really bad for me.
lili
Posted by trouble on April 23, 2002, at 1:26:10
In reply to I hate him, posted by LiLi80 on April 22, 2002, at 20:51:28
Lili, do you know what I think? Your use of the number 8 clinches it for me, this is some powerful cosmic sh*t, girl. That figure, turned sideways is the ancient (greek? roman? Zen? scholars? ) symbol for infinity, and it is considered a feminine symbol.
I don't think your use of it is a coincidence.When I was an abused kid I was obsessed w/ drawing this figure 8, on its side, and coloring it in over and over in different colors, it was all I'd do in kindergarten, drove my teacher nuts, must have made 50 of them in one year.
Then when I grew up and learned that it was the specifically female sign of infinity I realized something inside me must have known this and was refusing to go under. It's a complete mystery to this day, and seeing your 888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 up on the board tonight made me think of it, and then hearing you say that this was going to be your new symbol to express rage and sadness and loneliness spoke volumes to me. I just wanted to add, turn it on its side now and then (which is what you do to everything that gets in your way) and it may take on richer meaning. Then again, I could be delusional, but like Mr. Lennon says, whatever gets you through the night. Is all right. It's all right.love,
your everlasting blah blah
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