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Posted by B2Chica on December 10, 2010, at 16:21:18
i admitted to hospital on tuesday. pdoc really encouraged me last friday and by monday i felt so suicidal i told him YES give me partial (day program at hospital) so i've been there all week and probably all next week. starting to worry about job but cant do anything about that. they've been supportive before. i hope they are again.
see pdoc everyday. which is what i need to get meds figured out, except that i think my worst depressiving thinking time is 1:30/2:00 to about 10:00 evening (or whenever i take enough meds to get to sleep).
i like feeling safe during the days.
gotta run.
b2c.
Posted by pegasus on December 10, 2010, at 17:27:43
In reply to in day hospital, posted by B2Chica on December 10, 2010, at 16:21:18
I like hearing that you're safe during the days.
I've been worried about you. Although, I know you've been through times like this (somewhat at least) before, and you made it through to a better place after that. So, I know you are strong, and can survive. But, still, it sounds very hard.
cyber hugs
- p
Posted by Phillipa on December 10, 2010, at 20:21:32
In reply to Re: in day hospital, posted by pegasus on December 10, 2010, at 17:27:43
Glad you're in the day program and have access to your pdoc daily. Will you also go over the weekend I'm guessing not. Phillipa
Posted by PartlyCloudy on December 11, 2010, at 18:16:26
In reply to in day hospital, posted by B2Chica on December 10, 2010, at 16:21:18
Thinking of you, B2Chica. Thanks for letting us know you're safe. Take good care.
pc
Posted by annierose on December 11, 2010, at 20:03:18
In reply to Re: in day hospital » B2Chica, posted by PartlyCloudy on December 11, 2010, at 18:16:26
Thinking of you. I think you are taking good care of yourself. And that takes strength and courage.
Posted by B2Chica on December 11, 2010, at 22:04:47
In reply to Re: in day hospital, posted by pegasus on December 10, 2010, at 17:27:43
((((((thanks p i needed those)))
Posted by B2Chica on December 11, 2010, at 22:09:08
In reply to Re: in day hospital, posted by annierose on December 11, 2010, at 20:03:18
thank you all for your support. i really need it right now.
no weekend but with my fav nephew right now.
talking bout meds.later
luv ya all
thanks
b2c.
Posted by obsidian on December 12, 2010, at 0:22:11
In reply to Re: in day hospital, posted by B2Chica on December 11, 2010, at 22:09:08
take care B2Chica
wishing you well,
sid
Posted by B2chica on December 13, 2010, at 22:11:36
In reply to Re: in day hospital » B2Chica, posted by obsidian on December 12, 2010, at 0:22:11
thnx sid.
why is it im glad to be there but i want to get discharged soon.
but i KNOW inside that i need at least one more week. (this week and part of next)?maybe i just want to get well.
i am on my way though.on zyprexa, helps greatly with suicidal thoughts. gabapentin working well for anxiety. taking about every 2 hours.
and start pristiq tomorrow morning.back on old regimine as of tomorrow.
*************i'm still pretty nervous about meeting with my T.
after last 'episode' during session. and how it ended.i just have this gut feeling that our relationship will be/ is forever changed.
im nervous as heck.
i emailed her tonight to set up session (with her and pdoc per her request).i'll be nervous until i hear back from her. but timing is all messed up due to holidays.
aaaaaarrrrrrggghhhh.my anxiety is rising just thinking about this. better stop for tonight.
take another gabap and try to go to sleep.
thanks for listening.
b2c.
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