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Posted by obsidian on November 8, 2010, at 22:34:56
or a projection of how I feel onto others?
it's the nature of paranoia right?
I think they are saying bad things about me, that I am amusing them.
I can't tell.
I hate this feeling.
Posted by janed on November 8, 2010, at 23:11:56
In reply to paranoia??, posted by obsidian on November 8, 2010, at 22:34:56
> or a projection of how I feel onto others?
> it's the nature of paranoia right?
> I think they are saying bad things about me, that I am amusing them.
> I can't tell.
> I hate this feeling.
Yes. It is the nature of the beast. But even when you know that it feels awful. Or maybe that's why it's so bad - because you are doubting yourself at the same time you are doubting others. Whatever it is it's an awful feeling. Feel better.Jane
Posted by floatingbridge on November 9, 2010, at 12:31:26
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » obsidian, posted by janed on November 8, 2010, at 23:11:56
((Double hugs Sid.))
I second what Jane says.
(Unless you happen to be interacting with some childish, ill-behaving adults...then they need a time out. Exclusionary play not allowed.)
Posted by Dinah on November 9, 2010, at 12:33:32
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » obsidian, posted by janed on November 8, 2010, at 23:11:56
I can't imagine improving on what Jane said.
I hope you feel better soon, sid.
Posted by obsidian on November 9, 2010, at 20:36:02
In reply to Re: paranoia??, posted by Dinah on November 9, 2010, at 12:33:32
thank you all
it built up so badly today
I feel like the designated freak
I don't feel emotionally safe
I even felt like people in stores were talking about me
I know they weren't really
as for the more familiar people
they might be saying bad things about me
why I am such a hot topic...I don't know
Posted by obsidian on November 9, 2010, at 21:04:01
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » Dinah, posted by obsidian on November 9, 2010, at 20:36:02
I am medicating myself a bit more - not much
since isolation can't really be an option
oh, but how I wish it could be :-(
hiding under the covers would be good
Posted by sigismund on November 9, 2010, at 23:00:26
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » Dinah, posted by obsidian on November 9, 2010, at 20:36:02
>why I am such a hot topic...I don't know
You must have some idea :)
I've forgotten. You take Lamictal, Seroquel and venalfaxine?
Bloody useless. What might be worse is they're not.
That's a bit like my father saying of me when at age 15 I was spilling the peas and falling into my food at the table.
'What's wrong with him?'
'I think he's drunk.'
'I hope so.'You deserve credit for just turning up at work. You deserve credit for getting out of bed.
Posted by floatingbridge on November 10, 2010, at 2:59:24
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » obsidian, posted by sigismund on November 9, 2010, at 23:00:26
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> You deserve credit for just turning up at work. You deserve credit for getting out of bed.Yes
(((More Hugs)))
Posted by obsidian on November 10, 2010, at 21:40:00
In reply to Re: paranoia?? » obsidian, posted by sigismund on November 9, 2010, at 23:00:26
thanks sig
today was better, others didn't seem to have nearly the amount of bad intention that they did yesterday
I take those and klonopin too
showing up is 90% of the work...maybe
and oh how I could stay in bed
I better sleep a lot now to counter that urge tomorrow
thanks sig, I hope you are well
Posted by obsidian on November 10, 2010, at 21:40:34
In reply to Re: paranoia??, posted by floatingbridge on November 10, 2010, at 2:59:24
you are very kind
thank you :-)
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