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Posted by Deneb on September 30, 2009, at 16:29:24
I tried to sleep, but just ended up sobbing in bed. Why is pdoc punishing me?
Posted by Deneb on September 30, 2009, at 17:22:09
In reply to Help, I feel bad, posted by Deneb on September 30, 2009, at 16:29:24
I want to just give up and kill myself, but then I imagine myself after having damaged my liver or kidneys or whatever, knowing I am going to die an agonizing death in a couple of weeks and I just know I'd regret it.
My classes are hard. I'm behind. Pdoc is abandoning me. I wish I could escape life for a bit.
I feel bad.
Soon without pdoc, there will be no one to talk to. Babble is disappearing. Soon there will be no one. I will be all alone. I wish I could just drop dead. :-( Then I don't have to go though this pain.
Posted by elizabeth31 on September 30, 2009, at 22:36:53
In reply to Re: Help, I feel bad, posted by Deneb on September 30, 2009, at 17:22:09
Im so sorry you're going through such pain and experiencing such sadness--I am glad you're using this post to reach out to people as we do care about you and are here to support you as best as we can by encouraging you online.
That being said, I have to tell you-your post makes me very uncomfortable and I don't think it was exactly appropriate to post as I personally read it and was really worried about you! I don't know you so its difficult to tell by what you're writing how serious you are--but reading posts like these makes me not want to be apart of this website because the seriousness of your statements alarms me and I don't want to make you feel worse by posting this feedback to you in anyways...but I really hope you call your doctor immediately and tell him/her about your suicidal thoughts--there is nothing wrong with admitting you're going through some hard times and getting more immediate care now with medication/therapy should be your priority. Im probably just overreacting but it would make me feel better having you respond and tell me how silly I am beingthanks!
Posted by onceupon on September 30, 2009, at 22:45:32
In reply to Re: Help, I feel bad, posted by Deneb on September 30, 2009, at 17:22:09
Please don't do something you'd regret, Deneb.
Sounds like your thinking is getting the best of you tonight. Do you have any tried and true means of distraction? Try to get out of your head if you can.
One foot in front of the other right now. Trust me, I get wanting to throw it all in. (I'm mentally composing a post about it right now!) But, FWIW, I hope you hang on for now. Try to get some sleep. Come back here and post some tomorrow.
Take good care.
Posted by Deneb on October 1, 2009, at 16:11:38
In reply to Re: Help, I feel bad, posted by elizabeth31 on September 30, 2009, at 22:36:53
Thanks for the support. Sorry about scaring you. I ended up sleeping, a LOT. I slept from 11 PM to 4:30 PM. I don't feel good. I ended up canceling tutoring today.
I'm really ruining my life.
Posted by Deneb on October 1, 2009, at 16:12:47
In reply to Re: Help, I feel bad, posted by onceupon on September 30, 2009, at 22:45:32
Thanks for the support.
Posted by elizabeth31 on October 1, 2009, at 22:14:38
In reply to Re: Help, I feel bad » elizabeth31, posted by Deneb on October 1, 2009, at 16:11:38
yay i was glad to see your post today-i hope you're feeling better...thats great you got some rest and don't worry about taking a day away from your responsibilites-they tend to be there tomorrow like it or not:) I was just going to say I feel your pain and identify with you in that my therapist is also pulling away from me lately and it was admirable for you to post your honest thoughts..thats a really good character trait you should remember about yourself as not everyone can do that...I know you feel alone and abandonded as your therapist is less available but just remember we need you right here on babble to help support all of us:)
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