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Posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:28:54
just knock off some seroquel because this pot I've smoked has got me so sedated, and I'm up too late and I don't know how the hell I'll get up for work
...but seriously, that stuff is too sedating WTF?and I thought about it
and I thought, god do I really want to feel anything more than I do right now??
not so much, I'm not in the mood to feel sh*ttyyou see, it's probably a bit of a blankie for me
but it just drowns out a lot of stuff
and also I'd have to cop to that in therapy tomorrow, you see I can't lie for anything
I mean even if I was able to put the words to it I don't think I could say it
and not saying something is often the biggest type of lie
like "oh yeah, things are fine taking my meds, not smoking a whole bunch of pot...no (shakes head no), don't I not look like someone from the big lebowski?"so I didn't skip anything, I took them all and then I thought...should've skipped the klonopin dammit, that would've gotten me a little edgier in the morning, pushed me through the day...but I'd be too freaking irritable
these drugs have got to go
hopelessly addicted to
effexor
lamictal
klonopin
seroquel
marijuana
fizzy fruit juice
Posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:32:25
In reply to so I was thinking of skipping some of my meds..., posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:28:54
leave the fizzy fruit juice, thanks
Posted by Sigismund on April 16, 2009, at 17:14:43
In reply to so I was thinking of skipping some of my meds..., posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:28:54
It's a bit of a crap shoot, isn't it?
(What's a crap shoot anyway?)
It isn't clear to me why marijuana is worse (or better) than your other meds.
Or that taking it means your meds will work less well.
I mean, that's what they say. Maybe they're right? Wtf do I know? I still think it sucks.
Posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 21:07:57
In reply to Re: so I was thinking of skipping some of my meds... » obsidian, posted by Sigismund on April 16, 2009, at 17:14:43
yeah you know sig, sometimes I think that the pot is the best thing to be on, I mean my anxiety level is way down, man I just don't give a crap what I say, and let me tell you it is nice for a change to not feel inhibited when talking to people
but you know what I did...I took my metal file cabinet out into the hall and beat the crap out of it because I had locked my bag in it by mistake with no way to open itsig, I hope you're not too squeamish to see an example of the aggression a piece of office equipment can get after pissing you off for years
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0hpMHCrSPY&feature=related
Posted by Sigismund on April 17, 2009, at 0:17:52
In reply to Re: so I was thinking of skipping some of my meds... » Sigismund, posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 21:07:57
I'm just glad you managed to get it out.
Since we're doing youtube....The background to this is that the male speaker is a suspected (no doubt wrongly) paedophile at a party where everyone avoids him.
Todd Solondz is so good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D12otRtAT9s
Posted by obsidian on April 19, 2009, at 18:38:42
In reply to Hope? For what? » obsidian, posted by Sigismund on April 17, 2009, at 0:17:52
wow, that guy's fatalistic isn't he?? ;-)
thanks sig,
sid
Posted by alexandra_k on April 22, 2009, at 15:23:17
In reply to so I was thinking of skipping some of my meds..., posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:28:54
maybe add a little caffeine in the mornings. or nicotine. patches. not smoking. i don't know lol.
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