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Posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 16:53:11
Forgot I hate f*ck*ng new years too.
Stupid damn T's and they abandon us.
We supposed to take care ourownselves, and we do.
But WTF they trying to pull on having us LEAN on them? WTF up w/THAT????????????
Then they f*ck*ng gone.
If we bug them then we being BAD.
We NOT ALLOWED.
Why my T all nicey, nicey, then she goto go away?
My ikid not listen to me.
She think T protect her.
STOOOPID kid.
T NOT gonna.
GOTO be ME.
But kid not got alotta use for me.
Me neither.
I don't feel good.
Mebbe I commin down w/something.
Acid stomach.
Bad morning.
Oh well.
Like dumb stupid NOT THERE T says...it will pass.
Time to get off my pity pot and move.
But I just wanto sleep and sleep.
And I feel guilty cuz I should be attending my IRL kids and taking them places.
But I sit here feeling sick and wanting to sleep.
Bad mom.
Bad client.(I emailed T-I let ikid do it)
Bad wife.
I gonna get LOSER tattooed on my forehead.
Good idea.
I go sleep.
M
Posted by Maxime on December 30, 2007, at 19:50:18
In reply to AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 16:53:11
Muffled, you are not a loser, not at all. You are just having trouble coping right now, but you are doing it (coping).
I hope you are in bed sleeping right now. A good night's can really help to change your thoughts.
Maxime
Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 30, 2007, at 19:58:54
In reply to Re: AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by Maxime on December 30, 2007, at 19:50:18
hi muffled,
you WILL get through this.It will just be a few more days.
hugs,
-Ll
Posted by nfc on December 30, 2007, at 20:14:31
In reply to AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 16:53:11
hey,
take care and hang in there. all the negative stuff you said about yourself is not true. although my dx is different from you, I've said a lot of negative things about myself before and still do. It's the way we feel during those depressed guilty times that make us feel that way and say those things. In a perfect world all those things would be just the opposite. It would be all positive things. but the world aint like that. I like to think the next life will be though. for now we can offer support and keep you occupied through babble. have someone help you like family in the search for another T if you want.
take care
nfc
Posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 20:21:48
In reply to Re: AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by llurpsienoodle on December 30, 2007, at 19:58:54
I know you guys are having a rough go too :-(
But we all survive OK?
We all hang in there.
My ikid wrote mail. My T said it was nice to hear from ikid.
Its is so dumb that its so huge for ikid to see that.
I am trying to just let her(ikid) be happy in it. Steada just trying to cut it down.
But we glad T is out there.
We kinda were wondering.
We made a safe place what included her this bad morning, and it helped, but then I think we got scared mebbe she not real or something.
I dunno.
I getting tired of being mental.
Anyhow.
We all hang in there OK?
One day, mebbe we meet and have latte's. Homemade cookies. Mebbe we laugh until tears come.
And then we feel better cuz we understand each other, and its OK.
Maybe huh.
Thanks guys, your replies mean lots.
I will read them lots.
Thanks.
Hope you guys can feel OK some too.
M
Posted by JoniS on December 30, 2007, at 22:26:26
In reply to AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 16:53:11
Hope You're doing better now that you heard from T. She must be a pretty sensitive T.
I'm hanging around in that "rant" stage you were in when you started this thread. warning! warning! Danger! Will Robinson stay away! Danger! Danger! .... more rants...
thanks Muff, and all Babblers (sigh)
Posted by muffled on December 30, 2007, at 22:39:42
In reply to Re: AAArrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhh*trigger rant**, posted by JoniS on December 30, 2007, at 22:26:26
Well if it makes you feel any better , rant away. Just post a rant trigger on top so people understand its a rant as opposed to an actual crisis at that time.
Sometimes it feels good to spew onto the net.
Sometimes I just post some random fact that i don't wanto admit to myself, for all the world to see(potentially anyways...).
Joni, this must be so hard for you.
Do you have any IRL support, useful understanding support to help you thru this time?
Are you able to eg email your T, just to know he is OK?
I didn't ask for help from my T. I just was telling her bout how I used her in a visualization and that it helped my ikid and thanks. And she wrote real short answer. But it helped to know she out there and OK.
I dunno how it is for you?
Mebbe babbling some would help?
Or LOTSA journalling?
Or writing letters to T, for when he gets back. Maybe you give them to him, mebbe not.
Or visualizations of T keeping you safe?
I remmember counting weeks as they went by to see T when she gone long time.
Listening to voicemmail.
Hope you OK.
I like you JoniS.
Thanks for posting.
M
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