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Posted by muffled on December 12, 2007, at 19:19:57
Whether its upset kid.
Whether its addictions.
Whether its a combo.
Arrggghhh.
I'm holding on by my teeth.
My feelings are just crazymaking, its hard to keep tolerating.
I need a break.
I need a break.
I need a break.
But if I TAKE a break.
If I GONNA.
I WILL phone T.
And hope she don't answer.
Cuz alot of emotion is anger right now.
Last few weeks, anger, anger.
I like my T.
I don't wanna do anger at her.
Sucks.
But I WILL survive.
I always do.
I'm in for the shock of my life if I ever don't.
M
Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 12, 2007, at 20:28:45
In reply to I'm on the edge of disaster, posted by muffled on December 12, 2007, at 19:19:57
muffledy,
and inner kids
and angry inner kids toothere are problems, sure, but the problems are still there after you indulge the addictions.
What are the problems? Are they problems in your emotional heart, or problems for your rational soul?
Can you treat yourself with just a fraction of the caring and concern you extend to us random babblers?
I'm so sorry that you're hanging on just barely. I visited you in your cave earlier. I dunno if you were there, hard to tell in the quiet dark. I just felt a lot better being there. I hope you understand and can feel the difference you've made in my life. You are a wonderful muffleddy. I wish you weren't feeling bad. ((((muff)))) ((((scaredangryinnerkids))))
take good care, and let babble know how you're doing. even if you have to write 4 posts in a row. whatever. stick it to dr. bob.
-Ll
Posted by star008 on December 12, 2007, at 20:34:55
In reply to I'm on the edge of disaster, posted by muffled on December 12, 2007, at 19:19:57
You are gonna make it muffled.. you are gonna get through this.. and this too shall pass.. it always does.. just feels like h when u are in the middle of it.. hang on muffs.. take care of yourself.. get some sleep. you can get through this one too..can't always escape.. sometimes u have to ride it out.. can't ever get through it if you escape everytime it gets tough..
YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!! HURTS SO BAD BUT YOU CAN RIDE IT OUT ANOTHER DAY!!!
Posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 0:43:54
In reply to I'm on the edge of disaster, posted by muffled on December 12, 2007, at 19:19:57
OK, I took benedryl, and bathed and slet.
Now I want to crawl outta my skin.
I have never had it this bad.
I try xanax, cuz its bloody awful this feeling.
I have to keep moving, but I still sleepy.
But I home, not in trouble....
Least not too bad.
I get xanax.
Thanks for help guys, i didn't go out.
M
Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 13, 2007, at 7:24:54
In reply to benedryl, posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 0:43:54
muffled,
I hope that the morning brings you some relief. Can you call your physician or pdoc and ask for something to help you right now? I found that zyprexa was really helpful. do you have any seroquel left?I'm worried about you. I hope you feel better, but make sure and let people IRL know how bad it is, okay?
-Ll
Posted by Dinah on December 13, 2007, at 7:57:25
In reply to I'm on the edge of disaster, posted by muffled on December 12, 2007, at 19:19:57
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, Muffled. This sort of agitation is a state where I find medication very useful. Maybe you should call your doctor as well?
Posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 9:12:30
In reply to Re: I'm on the edge of disaster » muffled, posted by Dinah on December 13, 2007, at 7:57:25
manoman, the benedryl was AWFUL.
But I took xanax and eventually fell asleep again.
It is a new day.
I feel shakey, but its a new day.
Ya, this here muffleds gonna be OK.
I hate the nights.
THANKS GUYS!
On I go.
Goto run.
You guys are great.
M
Posted by star008 on December 13, 2007, at 9:29:46
In reply to Made it!!! I survived! Ha!, posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 9:12:30
Of course you survived.. Muffled is stronger than she thinks she is;)
Posted by Phillipa on December 13, 2007, at 12:36:59
In reply to Re: Made it!!! I survived! Ha! » muffled, posted by star008 on December 13, 2007, at 9:29:46
She's very strong go Muffled!!!!! Phillipa
Posted by TherapyGirl on December 13, 2007, at 18:36:27
In reply to Made it!!! I survived! Ha!, posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 9:12:30
Of course, you're going to be okay, Muffly. You are one of the strongest women I know, and I know some kick-*ss women.
I'm so sorry I haven't been around much. I've been thinking about you, but have had an unusual week. Big fight with ex over the weekend, followed by a trip to my parents' house for a funeral. It's just been a laugh a minute around here.
But I survived (and only talked to T once it was over) and I know you can, too. I'm proud of how you're keeping yourself safe.
Posted by sunnydays on December 13, 2007, at 20:04:21
In reply to Made it!!! I survived! Ha!, posted by muffled on December 13, 2007, at 9:12:30
I don't remember the name of it, but there's a drug called AntAbuse or something like that that's supposed to make you feel sick if you drink. Do you think that might help you? I don't know, so feel free to tell me it's an awful idea.
I hate the nights too. I wish I could keep you company. I have such a hard time at night.
Hang in there. I'm with you.
sunnydays
Posted by Phillipa on December 13, 2007, at 20:26:46
In reply to Re: Made it!!! I survived! Ha! » muffled, posted by sunnydays on December 13, 2007, at 20:04:21
Sunnydays think campral is the new med for stopping drinking and helps anxiety too. Phillipa
Posted by muffled on December 17, 2007, at 22:10:05
In reply to Re: Made it!!! I survived! Ha! » muffled, posted by sunnydays on December 13, 2007, at 20:04:21
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