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Posted by gazo on April 10, 2007, at 22:48:35
i am sorry. i didn't ask for any of this. i never asked to break into tears of hurt and anger.
it's not fair.
it should be safe here.
Posted by muffled on April 10, 2007, at 23:16:30
In reply to i'm sorry, posted by gazo on April 10, 2007, at 22:48:35
> i am sorry. i didn't ask for any of this. i never asked to break into tears of hurt and anger.
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> it's not fair.
>
> it should be safe here.
>
**Gazo, my T has said to me that she would never intentionally hurt me, but sometimes we hurt others while not meaning to....its the human condition.
But if she did hurt me we could talk about it and work thru it...
Sorry you got hurt Gazo.
But there's more good than hurt here I have found.
Alot of pain, but alot of understanding.
Take care Gazo.
Muffled
Posted by gazo on April 10, 2007, at 23:26:59
In reply to Re: i'm sorry, posted by muffled on April 10, 2007, at 23:16:30
i know. people are people. i'm not mad @ anyone here.. just hurt. The anger belongs elsewhere... but they all go together.
"A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked. "
Posted by antigua on April 11, 2007, at 7:28:29
In reply to i'm sorry, posted by gazo on April 10, 2007, at 22:48:35
I'm sorry you don't feel safe here. I think we all try the best we can, but we do have issues. I'm a cracked egg, too, sometimes more than other times, and I hope it gets better for you, too.
best,
antigua
Posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 7:42:04
In reply to Re: i'm sorry » gazo, posted by antigua on April 11, 2007, at 7:28:29
haha.. every egg has cracks somewhere. :o)
it's not the board. i was upset in chat. i trigger easy sometimes. it's my fault. i should stay away when i am in a bad space.
i freaked out.
it's not anyone else's fault here that things have happened to me. it's not anyone's fault i am having problems cycling again. The nightmares are not anyone else's fault.
it's me. i figure in a past life i was some nasty-a$$ person or something.
i'm doing better so far today, but the day is young.. how's that for optimism? :o
Posted by karen_kay on April 11, 2007, at 15:32:15
In reply to Re: i'm sorry » antigua, posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 7:42:04
you said:
it's me. i figure in a past life i was some nasty-a$$ person or something
you know what? lately, i've been feeling so much guilt, anxiety, so very overwhelmed with everything, i've been thinking the exact same thing. was thinking for a while i must have been hitler or someone really bad. still was thinking that this morning but figured telling my t that wouldn't help consdierign she was tryign to help me cope with all this guilt. i've completely forgotten everythign she said to help me except that i haven't quite coped with my mother and growing up with her. grrrrrr! i would like to think i'm past all that by now. rj reynolds almighty, give me strength!
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