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Posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 16:05:44
The rage. The emotions. Little things. Lotsa little things. Building into a pile. Deeper and deeper. Until I fear I may drown.
I think babbles been triggering me too.
The people that have hurt my babblefriends.
That hurt them when they just kids.
That hurt them now.
I want to destroy the evil.
Destroy the bad.
Make it go away.
The pain, it rolls around my heart, killing me.
It clouds my mind.
It makes me rage.
DESTROY.
Stop it.
Stop badness.
I'm ok.
For now.
I'm so f*cking sick of scars.
And lying bout them.
Its all such b*llshit.
I am mentally f*cked.
Damn.
OK spec K I posted.
I such a f*cking meathead.
WTF
Take care all
Muffled
Posted by happyflower on March 20, 2006, at 19:47:09
In reply to Its building....:-( **anger,SI,emotion TRIGGER***, posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 16:05:44
So sorry you are hurting my sweet muffy. Don't worry about the evils in the world, they will have their day in court.
It is sweet of you to stick up for us, but please don't hurt yourself to do it. Besides there isn't a good enough punishment for the evil people in the world. Take care!
Posted by JenStar on March 20, 2006, at 19:51:24
In reply to Its building....:-( **anger,SI,emotion TRIGGER***, posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 16:05:44
hi Muffled,
I'm sorry you're hurting and feeling bad. It makes me sad to see you write insults to yourself - I don't know you very well, but I can tell that you're a very cool, awesome person!! You're NOT all the bad things you said, I know that much at least from reading your posts.I'm sorry you're hurting. I don't know what to say to help, but at least I can sympathize and hope that you feel better soon.
((muffled))
JenStar
Posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 22:00:57
In reply to Its building....:-( **anger,SI,emotion TRIGGER***, posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 16:05:44
for all the good that'll do me.
I'm on a wait list for group therapy or something with the local mental health people.
Who knows how long that'll take.
Sorry I not much use.
muffled
Posted by fallsfall on March 20, 2006, at 23:19:39
In reply to THX Happy, Jenst.-My T is back on 27th....., posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 22:00:57
Be kind to yourself while your therapist is away. It is a very hard time. Try to just mark time until she comes back. Let us know how we can help. What would you like to do at Camp Comfort today?
Posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 23:32:08
In reply to Re: THX Happy, Jenst.-My T is back on 27th..... » muffled, posted by fallsfall on March 20, 2006, at 23:19:39
> Be kind to yourself while your therapist is away. It is a very hard time. Try to just mark time until she comes back. Let us know how we can help. What would you like to do at Camp Comfort today?
**Thx falls.
I just getting real down on myself lately. Y'know, the evil inside business. Like yer poem.
Today at camp I would like to climb cliffs. Real high. And see a beautiful view.
Then I would like to wrassel some dogs and throw sticks in the water for them.
I like snorkelling too.
My kid just wants to be with others and be silly.
And have a fire, and roast marshmellows, and make smores.
We could lay in the dark and watch for satellites and shooting stars.
I'm gonna try and be there.
Its getting late where I am.
Thanks Falls.Muffled
Posted by special_k on March 21, 2006, at 5:04:40
In reply to Camp comfort » fallsfall, posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 23:32:08
((((((muffled))))))
i really don't think you are evil.
i don't think anybody is(((((muffled))))))
don't know what to say... sorry.
Posted by milly on March 21, 2006, at 10:35:39
In reply to Camp comfort » fallsfall, posted by muffled on March 20, 2006, at 23:32:08
Hey my kid (little milly)read your post but she is very quiet and only sits and hugs her knees and watches from afar, but she would like you to know she would like to be silly too if only she could stop hugging and rocking.
Posted by muffled on March 21, 2006, at 11:00:58
In reply to Re: Camp comfort, posted by special_k on March 21, 2006, at 5:04:40
Posted by muffled on March 21, 2006, at 11:12:30
In reply to Re: Camp comfort » muffled, posted by milly on March 21, 2006, at 10:35:39
> Hey my kid (little milly)read your post but she is very quiet and only sits and hugs her knees and watches from afar, but she would like you to know she would like to be silly too if only she could stop hugging and rocking.
>
**Sorry your kids so sad Milly. I had a poster who helped me alot with my kid.
I still struggle with the fact that she IS a kid. And I have to relate to her that way. And that she DOES exist, that was important to her too.
Maybe little Milly will come and rock beside my kid, under a tree. And my kid can show her cool stuff. And my kid'll make a little town with sticks and dirt and pebbles and little Milly can peek and watch her. That might be nice for her. She can help my kid if she wants. But if she doesn't want , thats ok too. My kid likes quiet company too, so she's not alone. Could little Milly come keep my kid company awhile. She'd like that.
Thanks,
Muffled
Posted by Damos on March 21, 2006, at 14:59:31
In reply to Re: Camp comfort » milly, posted by muffled on March 21, 2006, at 11:12:30
Hey sweet Muffled, can I come to camp too?
Sounds like the kids are gonna have lots of fun, I'd like to be silly too, don't get to be silly and safe much. Puppy and me do sometimes though, we get all excited and tear through the house at a million miles an hour chasing each others, kinda playing tag, then we collapse on the floor all exhausted and panting (we get into big trouble - but we don't care).
You all precious to me. Think of you often and wonder how you all doin.
(((((((all the muffled ones))))))))))
Damos
Posted by milly on March 21, 2006, at 16:36:46
In reply to Re: Camp comfort » milly, posted by muffled on March 21, 2006, at 11:12:30
Thanks muffy
It is all so confusing and milly hasn't been too kind to 'little milly' she is so strict with her. She was only really made to acknowledge her when T sent 'little T' to her but she would only stamp and sulk and wouldn't play with him, but she appreciated him noticing her.
Previously milly had got really angry if he talked about 'little milly' because she was wanting all the attention for herself.
'Little milly' doesn't know how to play but she would like to come and watch through her fingers if that's Ok, she won't join in incase she spoils your kids twig town, she spoils lots of things.
Thanks for just letting her be there
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