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Posted by ali_b on December 23, 2005, at 11:13:01
Went to the hospital.
Met a boy.
Talked (both depressed).
Came home.
Met up again.
Slept together.
Casual, oh yes we say, this is totally casual.
Indtroduced him to another friend who I met at the psych ward at an earlier time.
He stayed there last night.
Feel like a disgusting idiot.
I am jealous, frantic, scared, remember past cheating bf, ex-husband...
I am sick now, and I hate this.
What a dumb f*cking idea, I think sometimes.
I have no one.
ow...this hurts
i don't understand
Posted by sleepygirl on December 23, 2005, at 11:22:06
In reply to This may be a *trigger*, i'm just not sure, posted by ali_b on December 23, 2005, at 11:13:01
Oh boy, I'm sorry. :-(
Yeah feelings are tricky that way, casual, sure way casual, but oh crap, there it is.hhhhmm...maybe you weren't sure you wanted a relationship, but didn't want him sleeping with a friend either...that sucks
You're NOT an idiot. You met each other at a particularly vulnerable time, connected, maybe why this hurts so much.....hoping for more?
I'm sorry you're so disappointed, hurt, etc.
any chance? he just "slept" there (have to ask)anyway, feel better, much better, soon
Posted by fairywings on December 23, 2005, at 12:35:26
In reply to This may be a *trigger*, i'm just not sure, posted by ali_b on December 23, 2005, at 11:13:01
(((ali)))
It's not your fault. He was the idiot, and so was your friend. Isn't that girlfriend rule #1, we don't sleep with someone our friend is interested in? I'm sorry you got hurt.
fw
Posted by ali_b on December 23, 2005, at 13:29:10
In reply to Re: This may be a *trigger*, i'm just not sure » ali_b, posted by fairywings on December 23, 2005, at 12:35:26
Actually I think that it was just the old hurts and all that inadaquecy sh*t....they creep up on you when you think you're well. Realized i'm 'not over' some stuff. F*ck.
And the friend, who knows what they're doing and I really don't mind, I sort of suggested that he 'make her feel good' (all of us being suicidal only a week or so ago) thought she deserved the attention....plus that would gaurantee the 'casual' part.
Eh, but I'm f*cked up just anyway... X-mas, and some other stuff...well,and just being me.
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