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Posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 9:13:29
I'm sitting in the library when I'm supposed to be in class. It's the last day of class and he's reviewing everything for the test. I should be there because I haven't studied. Also, yesterday I had a really bad day at work. i DON'T KNOW WHAT i'M DOING AND i THINK i'M MAKING A REALLY BAD DECISION BY NOT GOING TO CLASS. I have an appt. with a pdoc today and I have no idea what it's going to be like. I don't think I can go to my job anymore. I have to deal with people and it's so hard. I don't want to be on more medication I just want to take a rest. I desperately need therapy but not someone stupid and not someone talking down to me and telling me I deserve to be treated that way. OK I'm done now. Hopefully this will all be over in a month. I don't know where I get month from. If I quit work now, everyone is going to be mad at me because they haven't hired anyone else and they will also talk about me for sure. I don't want people to worry about me. Or maybe I do. But I definintely don't want people to talk about me. OK, now I'm really done.
-Angela2
Posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 13:43:24
In reply to I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 9:13:29
OK, well I have decided to keep going to work even though I had a horrible day. Also, the last day of class is tomorrow so I don't have to worry about going ever again. I am seeing my therapist today (the mean one), to talk.
Posted by Shortelise on August 10, 2005, at 18:05:10
In reply to Re: I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 13:43:24
((((angela))))
ShortE
Posted by Poet on August 10, 2005, at 18:30:17
In reply to I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 9:13:29
(((Angela2)))
I hope you find a good therapist- no one deserves to be talked down to.
You're under so much stress between work and school, no wonder you don't feel like going to either.
Take care. Good luck on the exam.
Poet
Posted by javableue on August 10, 2005, at 20:08:07
In reply to Re: I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 13:43:24
((Angela2)) Sounds like you have a lot on your plate; school stress alone can be overwhelming when it's like that. I wish you luck on your test and hope everything else improves for you. Take care.
Posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 22:04:34
In reply to I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 9:13:29
Wow, thank you guys for being so nice. I couldn't believe it when I saw that my post actually got responses. i feel like I posted that and it just wasn't worth it for anyone to reply. I mean, what can they do for me? I thought. So thank you. I have decided to keep seeing my "mean" therapist. She actually isn't a mean person, but there are things about her that clash with me. Like she can be very judgemental and critical and that mkaes my social anxiety go sky high. But she knows me, and she gives good advice. For now, I'm sticking with her. But who knows what the future will bring. Have a wonderful night you beautiful babblers.
-Angela
Posted by Fallsfall on August 11, 2005, at 16:16:34
In reply to Re: I am being really bad, posted by Angela2 on August 10, 2005, at 22:04:34
Good luck on your test!
Have you told your therapist that she feels judgemental and critical to you? I ask that because I went through a long period with my therapist when I felt he was being critical, but he really wasn't. I was interpretting everything critically. We worked hard on this, and I think that I don't perceive things as critically as I used to. The discussions weren't any fun - but they were helpful.
Good luck to you!
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