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Posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 12:23:22
ok, i think i need a few warm fuzzies. ok, here goes my whining: my T's secretary just called and cancelled today's appt. she said it was a family emergency which means he probably has to go out of town.
part of me hopes everything is ok for him and his family, the other part wants to crawl in bed and cry. i really feel i needed to talk with him today. it just seems like my depression is coming back and i don't know if the meds are pooping out or if it's something else that's bringing me into this coma type feeling. also my S. thoughts are coming back. well i should say i don't think i want S. not like i did before but i just want to disappear. i want to leave everyone behind and just run away. (to another bed that i can crawl under)
i'm starting to get tired of these feelings. nothing makes me happy anymore, i'm neglecting all my family and it's an effort to stare at a wall.ok, self pity party over.
thanks for putting up with me babblites.
b2c.
Posted by Jazzed on July 18, 2005, at 13:17:16
In reply to cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 12:23:22
Gosh B2, you're not having a pity party! You've been through a LOT, and now your T had to cancel when you really, really needed him. That's a lot to have to deal with, let alone expecting yourself to be happy! Go easy on yourself, allow yourself some time to process all of this, and try to do something nice for yourself.
When were you able to reschedule? I hope it's not too long. Post as much as you need to, that's what this is all about!
(((hugs)))
Jazzy
Posted by shrinking violet on July 18, 2005, at 13:33:19
In reply to cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 12:23:22
ugh, i'm so sorry. don't cancellations seem to always happen at the worst times?
Try to hang in there, and do something nice and comforting for yourself.
sv
Posted by Dinah on July 18, 2005, at 19:26:19
In reply to cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 12:23:22
I hate that! Not only do you not see them, but you have to worry on top of it.
Posted by B2chica on July 19, 2005, at 9:09:19
In reply to Re: cancelled :( » B2chica, posted by Dinah on July 18, 2005, at 19:26:19
thank you all SOOOOOOO much for the hugs. that's just what i needed. i need something to hang on to.
i am feeling a bit better today. yesterday was horrible.
man i don't know what i'm going to do when he leaves. he thinks he'll be moving in august (that's seems like sooo soon). i'm hoping for the end of august. his family emergencies keep taking him out of town so he said he'll move there for that reason.
i just feel like since he cancelled, that's one less time i have with him.oh and last night i FINally had a dream about my T. not sex but he came to sit with me on his couch he grabbed my hand and told me he'd never forget me, he hugged me then leaned in and kissed me VERY passionately.
now that i'm awake i don't want the kiss but ohhhhhhh do i want that hug!
Posted by gardenergirl on July 19, 2005, at 12:38:48
In reply to Re: cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 19, 2005, at 9:09:19
I'm glad you are feeling a bit better, sweetie. I know the cancellation blues. It stinks. I'm glad your dream offered some comfort.
((((B2chica))))
gg
Posted by B2chica on July 20, 2005, at 9:25:37
In reply to cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 12:23:22
my T called me last night to check in. he apologized for having to cancel, and asked if i needed to see him sooner. i said YES! but normally my appt's are in the late afternoon and he could see me today but only in the morning. i go in 1/2 hour.
i almost felt better just hearing his voice.
Thanks for all the support on my little freak out.
b2c.
Posted by Jazzed on July 20, 2005, at 13:06:50
In reply to Re: cancelled :(, posted by B2chica on July 20, 2005, at 9:25:37
> my T called me last night to check in. he apologized for having to cancel, and asked if i needed to see him sooner. i said YES! but normally my appt's are in the late afternoon and he could see me today but only in the morning. i go in 1/2 hour.
> i almost felt better just hearing his voice.
> Thanks for all the support on my little freak out.
> b2c.Good that you got in, and good for you for telling him you NEEDED to get in! Hope it went well
Jazzy
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