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Posted by Racer on July 17, 2005, at 15:53:29
Oh, how I wish recovery could go in a linear path, just once in a while!
After having a pretty darn good week, late yesterday I got hit with a huge wave of the Feeling-Fats and depression to go along with it. By last night, I was in sad shape, and today it's not going away. I can't stand to be me right now -- not because anything is really wrong with me, just because I'm as fat as a house and it feels so sickening.
I really hate this. The scale says that I'm the same weight this morning as I was last Sunday morning. I know that this is just distortion. But that doesn't do a dang thing about how it feels.
Oh, I hate this. I wish I could just feel attractive. Even fat and attractive, maybe.
I know that it's got to do with things at home, but that doesn't help any. I know that I really want -- I *need* -- to feel as though I have some physical connection to someone else, but even knowing that doesn't help. Today I just feel so -- stuck, I guess. And, somehow, it feels as though I wouldn't feel this way if I were thin again.
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by ed_uk on July 22, 2005, at 16:29:29
In reply to ARGH!!!, posted by Racer on July 17, 2005, at 15:53:29
Dear Racie,
I don't know what you look like but you're a beautiful person.
Ed xxx
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