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Posted by alesta on April 25, 2005, at 1:47:08
In reply to Re: my vote » alesta, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 1:38:58
oh dear..shoot, i don't want ppl to hate me for feeling that way..i know how divisive this admin board can be..i just want peace. hope everyone understands. man, i need to go to bed, lol..i think i'm having a rough night being alone..:(
amy
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 2:05:32
In reply to Re: my vote » alexandra_k, posted by alesta on April 25, 2005, at 1:47:08
peace.
I don't think people will hate you
Even though they may hate the idea of small boards...
Posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 8:02:34
In reply to Re: my vote » alesta, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 1:38:58
> Though I should probably point out that me and you and Dr Bob might be the only three people who are willing to admit that on admin ;-)
If you think that people really are happy at the idea of getting to play behind a glass wall where all their friends can watch and listen, but only some of their friends are welcome to join in, and are afraid to say so for fear of negative input from posters like me, then this poster like me will remove herself from the equation.
It's clear that more people than you would think are happy with the idea of boards where all can see but only some can play or join in or be helpful, and I'm not quite sure I fit in.
Don't worry Dr. Bob, I've blocked myself for a week.
Posted by 10derHeart on April 25, 2005, at 9:17:12
In reply to Re: my vote » alesta, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 1:38:58
Well, ummm, I agree with you both.
I'll admit it on admin.
(if I am supposed to be scared to say this...too dense to realize it, I guess...)
Ignorance is bliss? ;-)
Posted by 10derHeart on April 25, 2005, at 9:30:35
In reply to Re: my vote » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 8:02:34
Gosh, this seems pretty upsetting to you.
Guess I didn't recall the extent of that feeling about this from the original discussion.I'm sorry it's so intense, but only because it might take you away or make you censor yourself too much :-( (Not because intense feelings or convictions are *bad* or have no place here. They aren't and they do.)
I think your reasons are sound for being so opposed, having been here in this 2nd home of ours for so very much longer than me, you have a broader base to operate from in forming an opinion. I could be totally off in thinking it sounds okay to try, and end up feeling just as you do. I just can't seems wrap my head around the idea, or envision how it might feel as well as you can.
I'm not bothered if we might disagree on this, that or the other thing. Unless it immediately gets personal or hurtful, I guess. I can't see that. It's not you.
Please don't remove yourself, Dinah.
Posted by NikkiT2 on April 25, 2005, at 9:39:31
In reply to Re: my vote » alesta, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 2:05:32
I'm for them too.
Though, I don't like the idea that everyone can see, but only few can post.. If they're gonna happen, then only the people who can post on them should be able to read them in my opinion.
I would like somewhere safer to post without the whole world seeing my posts..
Though I also prefer a community smaller than what social is now, at the end of the day, there are a number of long term posters here threatening to leave if that happens, and I would hate to see that happening, and to be honest, the whole thing is causing so much stress to some that I think it should just be shelved.
I can understand why people are against them in a way, but the sites I use most have had the "private room" way of running for the last 10 years, and its worked great for them (though I don't claim to have been there the entire 10 years, only 8 of them!)..
Ach.. I better shut.. too full of drugs today (pethedine, valium and two other things too) so likely to say something uncivil if I continue!!
Nikki
Posted by AuntieMel on April 25, 2005, at 10:00:47
In reply to Re: my vote » alesta, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 2:05:32
Actually there are several of us that get distressed when this topic comes up - and the threads get long and hard to avoid.
Since Alesta needs catching up, could I (pretty please) ask you two to do it by babblemail? I know you both have rights to your opinion, but currently it's catch-up info, not new info.
Please don't take this as being rude. I'm really trying to come up with something that benefits all of us.
Posted by Gabbi-x-2 on April 25, 2005, at 10:11:17
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by NikkiT2 on April 25, 2005, at 9:39:31
> I'm for them too.
>
> Though, I don't like the idea that everyone can see, but only few can post.. If they're gonna happen, then only the people who can post on them should be able to read them in my opinion.
>That's a crucial difference though, and it's not happening. We did suggest that they either be *private* or not exist at all.
I'm really dissappointed.
Posted by Gabbi-x-2 on April 25, 2005, at 10:12:33
In reply to Re: alex and alesta, posted by AuntieMel on April 25, 2005, at 10:00:47
Awww Cr*p!
Posted by alesta on April 25, 2005, at 10:33:34
In reply to smaller groups--need thread explaining, posted by alesta on April 23, 2005, at 22:28:28
i didn't know who would be able to tell me the info when i started this post, or i would've babblemailed..i regret causing any harm here. alex and i have already finished our discussion..it's nice to know ppl care when you're having a rough night..later
Posted by NikkiT2 on April 25, 2005, at 10:44:30
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by Gabbi-x-2 on April 25, 2005, at 10:11:17
Dissapointed with me??
Posted by AuntieMel on April 25, 2005, at 12:18:43
In reply to i'm sorry i brought it up, posted by alesta on April 25, 2005, at 10:33:34
No worries. Just a suggestion.
Posted by Gabbi-x-2 on April 25, 2005, at 14:26:36
In reply to Re: my vote » Gabbi-x-2, posted by NikkiT2 on April 25, 2005, at 10:44:30
> Dissapointed with me??
No, no, no, Nikki dear, that was an overall sigh of dissappointment. Sorry, my communication skills are sadly lacking these days.
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 18:27:45
In reply to Re: alex and alesta, posted by AuntieMel on April 25, 2005, at 10:00:47
Yeah, that was a good suggestion AuntieMel. I should have Babblemailed. Whoops.
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 18:31:13
In reply to Re: my vote » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 8:02:34
> If you think that people really are happy at the idea of getting to play behind a glass wall where all their friends can watch and listen, but only some of their friends are welcome to join in, and are afraid to say so for fear of negative input from posters like me, then this poster like me will remove herself from the equation.
No Dinah, I'm not happy at that idea. But I don't see small boards in that way. If I saw them in that way then I would be opposed to them as well.
Please don't go Dinah. Nobody wants that. We don't even want you to shut up with your opinion. I like reading your posts and always respect what you have to say.
In fact some people are quiet about what they think and some people are opposed to them because they can see how much this is upsetting you.
That shows just how much people do care about you and your hurt. So please don't go. I'm sorry I didn't think to Babblemail what I had to say.
Posted by Phillipa on April 25, 2005, at 18:35:25
In reply to Re: my vote » Dinah, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 18:31:13
What? I don't usually go to Social, but that sounds a lot like being Bocked to me. You know you can read but not post. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 19:52:47
In reply to Re: my vote » Dinah, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 18:31:13
> > If you think that people really are happy at the idea of getting to play behind a glass wall where all their friends can watch and listen, but only some of their friends are welcome to join in, and are afraid to say so for fear of negative input from posters like me, then this poster like me will remove herself from the equation.
>
> No Dinah, I'm not happy at that idea. But I don't see small boards in that way. If I saw them in that way then I would be opposed to them as well.I don't understand how they can be seen any other way. Assuming that a poster posts on both glassed off and open boards:
1) You are having conversations, playful or meaningful, which can be read by your friends from all boards.
2) Some of those conversations can not be joined by friends unless they are members of a limited size, and thus restricted, board.
3) It logically follows from 1 & 2 that you are engaging in " play behind a glass wall where all their friends can watch and listen, but only some of their friends are welcome to join in"Can all friends watch and listen? Yes. Are all friends welcome to join in? No. Only some are welcome to join in those conversations.
What other possible way can 1 & 2 be joined?
The other alternative is that people participate in only restricted boards in which case
1) People who they do not consider friends can watch and listen.
2) People who they do not consider friends are not welcome to join in.
That is at least internally consistent to me, but not really in keeping with what the boards mean to me.
The first scenario, where people considered friends are not allowed to join in conversations they are allowed to watch and see, is totally beyond my conception.
> In fact some people are quiet about what they think and some people are opposed to them because they can see how much this is upsetting you.
>
> That shows just how much people do care about you and your hurt. So please don't go. I'm sorry I didn't think to Babblemail what I had to say.
>
Alexandra, do you really think that's what I want? Do you know me so little that you think that I would find that a good thing? Do you think I want this to be about me? Do you really think I'm like that?I don't want people to side with me because they don't want to hurt me. I don't want people to shut up about their opinions because they don't want to hurt me.
I sort of would like that people wouldn't want to hurt anyone on this site by having conversations openly and then overtly or covertly (through restricted boards) asking others not to join. How would I feel if you and Damos were having a bantering conversation on Social and when I tried to banter with you, you told me it was a private conversation and I wasn't welcome. How is a publicly read board where I wasn't allowed to post any different? And I don't just mean me. I wouldn't even read a board I can't post on. Because I would know I wasn't welcome there. But how would people who didn't realize they weren't welcome feel about it?
I don't want people to not post their opinions because of me. I don't want people to oppose the idea because of me. That idea is REPUGNANT to me. It is contrary to everything I believe in. It's contrary to the very thing I am trying to say in this argument.
Which is that EVERYONE is important. And that EVERYONE should feel welcome. And that feeling like your nose is pressed to a glass wall and there are people laughing and joking or crying and commiserating behind it and YOU AREN'T WELCOME is not a very Babble-like idea. Not the Babble that I love anyway.
And I keep coming smack into the realization that I don't want to be a part of a Babble where that's the way things are.
I'm going back to self imposed block. Dr. Bob can make it official if he likes. Or he can make me step out of the white robes of PBC virginity if he likes.
I can't sell my ideals for virginity.
Posted by Gabbi-x-2 on April 25, 2005, at 20:09:48
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by Phillipa on April 25, 2005, at 18:35:25
> What? I don't usually go to Social, but that sounds a lot like being Bocked to me. You know you can read but not post. Fondly, Phillipa
How very succinctly put Phillipa, thanks.
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 20:10:24
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 19:52:47
> I don't understand how they can be seen any other way. Assuming that a poster posts on both glassed off and open boards:
> 1) You are having conversations, playful or meaningful, which can be read by your friends from all boards.
> 2) Some of those conversations can not be joined by friends unless they are members of a limited size, and thus restricted, board.
> 3) It logically follows from 1 & 2 that you are engaging in " play behind a glass wall where all their friends can watch and listen, but only some of their friends are welcome to join in"
> Can all friends watch and listen? Yes. Are all friends welcome to join in? No. Only some are welcome to join in those conversations.
> What other possible way can 1 & 2 be joined?
> The other alternative is that people participate in only restricted boards in which case
> 1) People who they do not consider friends can watch and listen.
> 2) People who they do not consider friends are not welcome to join in.
> That is at least internally consistent to me, but not really in keeping with what the boards mean to me.
> The first scenario, where people considered friends are not allowed to join in conversations they are allowed to watch and see, is totally beyond my conception.Hmm. I think... I think...
I finally see what you mean.
Dare I say
(Dare I say)
When you put it like that...
I change my mind.
I don't like the idea either.
> Alexandra, do you really think that's what I want? Do you know me so little that you think that I would find that a good thing? Do you think I want this to be about me? Do you really think I'm like that?No Dinah. I didn't think you would want or like that. But I do think that that is what has happened nevertheless.
> I don't want people to side with me because they don't want to hurt me. I don't want people to shut up about their opinions because they don't want to hurt me.I know you wouldn't want that.
But I do think...
I do think...
That when people see you get so very upset about this
Then that is what happens.
I'm just stating the fact.
I don't think you would like that
I don't think you would want that
And I'm not trying to hurt you
But I do think that happens.
I'm not trying to silence you
But I do think that when people see you getting so very upset then that is what happens.
I liked your last post.
I liked it very much.
You said how you saw it.
And when you explain it like that...
Well...
I can see what you mean.
And I think I do.
And I agree.> I'm going back to self imposed block. Dr. Bob can make it official if he likes. Or he can make me step out of the white robes of PBC virginity if he likes.
> I can't sell my ideals for virginity.
Good for you :-)
But...
Please don't go.
Come back.
I don't think that warranted a blocking Dinah.
Maybe (maybe) a PBC (if that).Don't go.
Please.
Think of the consequence of that...
Posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 20:30:58
In reply to Re: my vote » Dinah, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 20:10:24
Thank you for that, Alexandra. For saying that you know that I don't want people's opinions to be influenced by me. Well, maybe by the brilliance of my persuasive arguments, but not by me. I never like that idea.
I'm sorry if I overreact. I run smack dab into two opposing forces that are very important to me. My love of Babble, which is fierce, and my ideals of community, which is equally strong. It distresses me a great deal when something like that happens.
I didn't say I'd leave Babble forever. I actually made the decision to stay at Babble regardless. But whenever this topic comes up, it so disorders my world and the natural order of things that I need to step away for a while. Especially when the new Babble regulations about this board inexplicably (to me) seem to require that I remain silent.
I do wish Dr. Bob would have a community expert weigh in on the idea. My therapist happens to be a community expert...
Posted by gardenergirl on April 25, 2005, at 20:36:59
In reply to Re: my vote » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 20:30:58
Perhaps I'm naive, but I just figured if Dr Bob actually ever set them up, not too many folks would even use them. Kind of a if you build it, they won't come? I don't know. But then I still get tripped up when I assume folks think like I do. :)
gg
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 20:54:10
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 19:52:47
I have been thinking... And thinking...
And it is hard.
Because I know that some people don't join in over on social because they feel overwhelmed by the number of posters and posts.
Some people leave Babble because they don't feel like they fit in.
I remember how hard it was for me when I first arrived.
How long it took me before I felt like I did fit in here.
How long it took me before I did feel like a part of this place.
How long it took me before I started registering that different posting names really meant WHO posted that post
And the different posting names were different PEOPLE
And that you can get to know different PEOPLE and different PERSONALITIES over here.
It took me so very long to get that.
Because the number of posts was so very overwhelming.
And I just read each post individually
And didn't even register WHO had written it because the posting names meant nothing to me.
And different posters responded to my posts all the time so it took me a long while to get any notion of continuity and the PEOPLE behind the posting names. But it is the PEOPLE that make Babble so very special. And it is the PEOPLE who are so very theraputic to me.And I do see...
I do see that if there was a board with a smaller number of posters then all that would happen so very much faster and people who leave Babble may well not leave. They may hang around. And get the confidence from feeling accepted in a smaller group to venture out over to social.But then I also see what Dinah is saying... I do.
And so it is a hard one.Some of the boards do have a smaller feel already. Writing. Writing has a smaller number of regular posters. Relationships. Some of the boards are like that already. Social may be daunting - but there are some boards here with a smaller feel already.
I don't think 2000 should be dissolved. Some people post over there - and we would lose them altogether if it wasn't for that board. But it is sad that we can't talk to them. I do feel sad that they don't want to talk to me or get to know me. I was thinking that the other day. And I do feel funny about reading over there. I was reading the thread about whether the 2000 board should go. And I wanted to post to it - to say 'No! Don't feel bad peoples'. But then I realised that I couldn't post to it. I could probably post a reply to it on another board. But the people from 2000 probably wouldn't read my reply even if they knew there was one. And they didn't care what I had to say about it anyway because, well, because that is partly why they post over there I suppose. Because they don't want responses from people they don't know. I don't know. But thats what I was thinking. And I do feel sad about that.
But please don't go Dinah. To leave over this - well, it really is cutting off ones nose to spite ones face. There are restricted boards here already. 2000 and newbies and students used to be. And I know you don't like that - but you are still here. And to leave as a matter of principle is to cut off ones nose. To stay here and to say what you think is the way to be true to yourself IMO. You don't have to leave over it. And it isn't just cutting off your nose - it is cutting off other posters noses too. Because we miss out on you. And your support. And you are a huge part of the psych board Dinah (and other boards too) - but especially the psych board.
But people do feel left out...
Newbies do get ignored a fair bit.
I have noticed that.
I try to welcome them over on the newbies board, but then I suppose that most often I repost their posts over on another board - because I feel like they will get more responses there. But maybe that is to defeat the purpose of the newbies board. Maybe the idea of the newbies board is mroe to strike up a conversation with them. And be a bit of a 'buddy' to them. And try and be their first friend on Babble. I notice quite often that Newbies get welcomed on the newbies board - but then after that they sort of do look like they are being ignored a bit over on the other boards. Or a little bit later, a little bit later after people have stopped welcoming them. I don't think it is intentional - but it does happen. It does. And I feel sad about that - but sometimes I don't have the time and energy to go around being shepard. I just can't do it.Babble could so easily be a full time job. I think of that a lot. I am quite fond of thinking up research projects that one could do that are Babble related. Even experiments or whatever for the empirically inclined. It would be a way to justify spending most of ones time here ;-) But then I feel a bit funny about that because I don't think Dr Bob likes the idea of OTHER people doing research here, and I am aware that most Babblers don't even like the idea of Dr Bob doing research here.
That is a shame... There was actually one thread that I really wanted to use part of in my thesis. Really. I think I could have gotten a good chapter around it. I even checked out the 'fair use' regulations and everything. But then I thought about it and worried about it and realised that the poster would not like it. I mean they really would not like it especially if they knew what my thesis was about. Even though I wouldn't have been mocking them or making fun of them or anything like that - merely using it to illustrate something that I had to say (about difficulties with CBT). Anyway... I decided not to do it... But I don't know... If I really do get stuck on things to say then I may have to ;-)
I don't know...
I am rambelling.
Please don't get paranoid peoples.
I'm sorry :-(
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 21:01:57
In reply to Re: my vote » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 20:30:58
Dinah
(((Dinah)))
We are crossing posts...> Thank you for that, Alexandra. For saying that you know that I don't want people's opinions to be influenced by me. Well, maybe by the brilliance of my persuasive arguments, but not by me. I never like that idea.
Oh Dinah I KNEW that. I mean really and truely. I knew you would be appalled at my pointing it out. But I really did think that that was what was happening. I was worried about how you might take my saying that. I worried a bit that you would see it as a further reason to remove yourself. But I hoped, I really hoped that you would see it as a reason to take a deep breath before posting and to post what you thought more than how appalled you were at the idea. Not that they are mutually exclusive. I just mean that the sheer force with which you write about how very offended you are at the very idea is what brings out that reaction in people (IMO) - and I guess I figured that you didn't consciously realise that. Because I knew you would find the very idea of that repugnant.
> I'm sorry if I overreact. I run smack dab into two opposing forces that are very important to me. My love of Babble, which is fierce, and my ideals of community, which is equally strong. It distresses me a great deal when something like that happens.Its ok. I have been known to get VERY VERY wound up about things that are important to me as well. It really is very clear that it is because you care so very much. I'm sorry for your distress. Really. But (once again) I do think that the answer is to stay here and continue to post what you think (and I do believe it can be done even within the amended civility guidelines).
> I didn't say I'd leave Babble forever. I actually made the decision to stay at Babble regardless.YAY!! OH YAY!!!
>But whenever this topic comes up, it so disorders my world and the natural order of things that I need to step away for a while. Especially when the new Babble regulations about this board inexplicably (to me) seem to require that I remain silent.
Oh, no. I don't think that is the intention of them. It is just words like 'glass ceiling' and 'exclusionary' and that... Well, that is my understanding anyway. But if you clearly define what you mean by those terms... Or just remove those terms altogether... I think there is still scope to express ones opposition.
> I do wish Dr. Bob would have a community expert weigh in on the idea. My therapist happens to be a community expert...Heh heh. And he agrees with you already, no doubt ;-)
I actually wonder if he has been changing his mind on this given that he doesn't seem to have set one up yet...
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 21:03:12
In reply to Re: my vote, posted by gardenergirl on April 25, 2005, at 20:36:59
> Perhaps I'm naive, but I just figured if Dr Bob actually ever set them up, not too many folks would even use them. Kind of a if you build it, they won't come? I don't know. But then I still get tripped up when I assume folks think like I do. :)
Uh. I think enough would probably use it to keep them going... Newbies would probably be the most likely to join up... And maybe some people who feel anxious over on social. I actually decided to join up around about number 5. But I have changed my mind now...
Posted by Dinah on April 25, 2005, at 21:08:23
In reply to Re: To Dinah (and all) but Dinah - please read, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 20:54:10
Alexandra, I'm really not planning to leave for good. I'm not sure I could if I wanted to. I just get too upset and need to step back when this type of conversation is going on.
I understand the problem of those who are new, or those who don't get replies. I offered to brainstorm ideas with Dr. Bob, and was brushed off not too gently. I have no objections to small rooms where others can't read. Other people might but I don't. I have email conversations with other people right now, and I don't see that as any different. But Dr. Bob isn't interested in alternate solutions, just this one. And that's cool. It's his board. He can do what he wants.
But I get inordinately distressed... Oh, never mind. Maybe I just get inordinately distressed. Falls would say it was old pain. My mother would say it was old teaching and that I was a good girl. My therapist says... Hmmm... Better not say that either.
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