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Posted by TomG on May 27, 2005, at 23:03:19
In reply to Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 27, 2005, at 19:08:30
I doubt that you had akathisia from reading your post. You didn't say anything about restlessness that is so common with akathisia or the objective factors like rocking while sitting or standing or the moving and crossing of the legs while sitting. Usually there is no doubt in one's mind that they have akathisia when presented the definition. It is a very distinct side effect.
Posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:37:40
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » linkadge, posted by Phillipa on May 27, 2005, at 21:26:42
HI baby....
glad ur off the meds ... ditto and hugs and kisses and cuddles .. missed u so much i am so glad im of them and i am getting so much better.. the shakyness brain zaps brain shakes and the unsteadiness and learning of meds is so flipping hard but im doing it.. im getting better.. im learning to drive, im learning to be a good mum..
life is good and cofe is gr8 for me to and sweets make me feel high and when im low usually at night time im in bed ..
love u and keep posting.. hope u still got my private email addy ... @msn.com
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:40:03
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:37:40
OH and as for anxiety ????????????? well for me wat am i anxious about? question it all ..
anxious cus i feel ruined.. not bloody likely .. the bad men in my head aint getting better of me no bloody wayyyyyyy ...
hugs again and kisses xxxxx
Posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:41:38
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:40:03
GOD IM SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY FOR YOU ...
will take a while linky baby but u will get better... its been 10 mnths for me now and only now i am starting to feel better 90% better :-) stick with it its so worth it.. when u feel down u get bk up...
life aint ruined its just starting :)
Posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:42:15
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:40:03
Posted by Phillipa on May 27, 2005, at 23:42:22
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by crazychickuk on May 27, 2005, at 23:40:03
Crazychick, How come you only post when Link is here? Me thinks you have a crush on him! Hmmmmm! Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 0:28:36
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » crazychickuk, posted by Phillipa on May 27, 2005, at 23:42:22
"You didn't say anything about restlessness that is so common with akathisia or the objective factors like rocking while sitting or standing or the moving and crossing of the legs while sitting. Usually there is no doubt in one's mind that they have akathisia when presented the definition."
I don't mean to sound abrupt, but I have had all of these symptoms.
When I sit, my head does this slow sinusoidal chicken-pecking motion. It also turns to the left and gets suck there sometimes.
As for restlessness, I have had terrable time sitting for more than a minaute or two. I have to get up from eating dinner, just so I can take a
move. The last four times I went to the theatre, I had to leave 15 minautes in because I got restless. I made repeated washroom breaks last church service. I broke through my jaw splint very prematurely from jaw clenching. I have a hard time writing a parahraph because my fist seizes up. I have difficulty playing a church hymn, My eyes got locked into a "up left" position which responded to clonazepam and cogentin, I chew, even when there is nothing in my mouth and repeatedly perform this "open my mouth as wide as it can go" routine. When I am sitting I describe my posture like a pretzel. I have a terrable sensation that I am going to explode (like a jumping out of my skin sensation) Which, by the way, was not nearly as pronounced on remeron. Sometimes I cannot swallow properly,
I have the sensation that I have somebody pusing me from behind. I really doesn't matter to me, if the doctor or anyone else ignores these symptoms, but it is fairly clear cut to me.This is pretty much why I don't go to the doctors like I should anymore. When I say I have a symptom, they say that it is all in your mind.
And continue to treat the problem the way they see it.When it comes to my body, I have a pretty good idea what is what.
Linkadge
Posted by sleepygirl on May 28, 2005, at 1:08:03
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 27, 2005, at 22:35:19
I think everyone can agree that the very worst thing would be the Weird Al Yankovic addiction, now there is a tragedy.
But seriously, I'm glad you alerted me to the possibility of a change in sexual preference, I'll have to buy new clothes.
May you feel better soon, may the cure not be worse that the disease.
Posted by sleepygirl on May 28, 2005, at 1:12:31
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 0:28:36
this is persistent for you, even off the meds? I'm so sorry. Why anyone would suggest it is in your mind is strange. I have heard lots of people complain about these symptoms in some form. Can you tell me what did it so I can be sure to avoid it?
Posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 1:47:32
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by sleepygirl on May 28, 2005, at 1:12:31
I don't know where I went wrong.
Just happened that slowly over time things just got worse.
Linkadge
Posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 11:12:58
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 1:47:32
Hi Linkie!
I'm glad you're back :-) It sounds like you've been having a lot of dystonias. I *do* think they're likely to improve or disappear in time. Since you're young, the chance of recovery from a movement disorder is much higher.
Kind regards,
Ed.
Posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 15:04:49
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » linkadge, posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 11:12:58
Or perhaps much worse since it occured in such critical times during my development.
Linkadge
Posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 15:58:50
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 15:04:49
Hi Links,
>Or perhaps much worse since it occured in such critical times during my development.
I doubt it. Even AP-induced tardive movement disorders are less likely to be permanent in adolescents and young adults than in older people.
Kind regards,
Ed.
Posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 16:47:17
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » linkadge, posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 15:58:50
If dammage is done, thats fairly permanent. Its probably more a matter of younger individuals being more capable at making adaptive compensations.
Linkadge
Posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 17:20:58
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 16:47:17
Hi,
>If dammage is done, thats fairly permanent.
That's not the case. Even tardive dyskinesia can completely disappear in time, especially in young people. Alienatari developed TD, it's nearly completely disappeared already and he's only been off APs for a short while.
Ed.
Posted by crazychickuk on May 28, 2005, at 17:42:25
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » linkadge, posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 17:20:58
Links give it time.. it will get better
dont ruin it bye taking any more meds.. try and get some therapy for the negative thoughts, the more you worry the worse it gets...
Posted by Declan on May 28, 2005, at 17:49:59
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 0:28:36
Is that a dystonic reaction, or something like it? I had one once from Torecan, a phenothiazine anti-nausea drug. It needed, I don't know, 50mg diazepam, which wasn't enough and then Cogentin. Scarey. You know all this stuff about herbs, vitamins and supplements.......perhaps there is something there that will help you without damaging you further. I see a nutritional doctor who really only uses that sort of stuff as well as bioidentical hormones. I was in quite bad shape and 4 years later I am very much better, just normally bad. Nice to hear from you.
Declan
Posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 17:58:36
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 16:47:17
>There have been some tremendous improvements but some things that are still scaring the heck out of me.
You see, there have been improvements already :-) Just think how much MORE you could improve........
Ed.
Posted by ed_uk on May 28, 2005, at 18:00:26
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by Declan on May 28, 2005, at 17:49:59
>I had one once from Torecan, a phenothiazine anti-nausea drug. It needed, I don't know, 50mg diazepam, which wasn't enough and then Cogentin. Scarey.
It is scary! I had a dystonic reaction to chlorpromazine (Thorazine, Largactil). My tongue went into spasm, it was hard to speak.
Ed.
Posted by Jakeman on May 28, 2005, at 23:58:24
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 27, 2005, at 22:35:19
Great post. Reminds me of a conversation I had with my doctor about choosing between Wellbutrin or an SSRI. Is was like... would you rather have increased anxiety and insomnia or would you prefer to become impotent and develop food cravings.
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Posted by linkadge on May 29, 2005, at 0:55:03
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad » linkadge, posted by Jakeman on May 28, 2005, at 23:58:24
I really just need something for anxiety. Any it is not mental anxiety, I am not worried about a darned thing. It is just physical anxiety, knots in stomach racing heart etc.
Linkadge
Posted by ed_uk on May 29, 2005, at 4:34:20
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 29, 2005, at 0:55:03
Can you take a beta-blocker? You could try nadolol, it causes less CNS effects than most beta-blockers.
Ed.
Posted by alienatari on May 29, 2005, at 4:51:27
In reply to Ok, I'm back, good and bad, posted by linkadge on May 27, 2005, at 19:08:30
Hey, I hope the tardive akathisia goes away and your feeling a lot better soon.
I have had tardive akathisia and I have tardive dyskinesia. My TD has almost gone TOTALLY now after about 4 months or so, I am so happy about this.
Has your doc put you on anything like Benztropine for the movement disorder? Even Depakote helped me when I had tardive akathisia.
What about benzo's? There are heaps of meds you could try to help with it.Personally I found the only thing that has helped with anything akathisia related is Benztropine. It was great to me.
Take care
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> I honestly think that I knew the best thing for me at the time. You can imagine if I had gone into the doctors office saying that I had wanted to kill myself every 10 minautes, my clomipramine would have been doubled to 200mg!!! then when things got totally out of hand I would have been given ECT or something. Sometimes you just have to listen to your intuition.
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Posted by linkadge on May 29, 2005, at 15:48:42
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, bad It should improve, i hope, posted by alienatari on May 29, 2005, at 4:51:27
Yeah I had been prescribed cogentin.
It was nuts, I was taking clomipramine, zoloft, lithium, depakote and cogentin, and clonazepam if needed.
Sorry doctor, but somethings not right here,
I was never initially messed up enought to need that many drugs. Lets start things again, and get it right this time.Linkadge
Posted by BLUED251 on May 31, 2005, at 13:56:08
In reply to Re: Ok, I'm back, bad It should improve, i hope, posted by linkadge on May 29, 2005, at 15:48:42
WOW!! LINKADGE, your story reads exactly like my experience..My life has grinded to a halt since starting meDication treatment in univeristy when I was 21. At that time I suffered a concussion which led to all kinds of depressive/obsessive thoughts about potential brain damage. All I wanted to do was sleep. So, like most people here I was given a script for an SSRI.
What I remember most about this time and what strikes me most about your post, is that when I got off of the first SSRI 6 months later there were all of a sudden a whole host of problems I never had before. NONE of these things had anything to do with depression or OCD thoughts. Weeks after ending treatment I started suffering from increased auditory sensativity, memory problems (which always fade the second I try another SSRI), chronic muscle tension, and the WORST SYMPTOM is an inablility to WALK correctly. Just like you my body just doesn't know how to take those first couple of steps correctly. My balance is off all the time, (CREATING CONSTANT ANXIETY AND INCREASED PULSE), and only subides slightly when I take an SSRI and more specifically Effexor (arguably the most potent SSNRI/SSRI out there.)
LINKADGE, the symptoms you are describing fit my sitation exactly. For me I am now turning 27 having lost all control over my life and my bodies natural responses since the day I started taking my first SSRI. Memory, balance, constant uneasiness are the symptoms that always leave me calling for another SSRI. Something is very suspect about our young bodies reactions to these meds..I would like to talk to you further about this. If anyone else has any insight it would be greatly appreciated as well.
Thanks guys
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