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Posted by Tepiaca on October 20, 2004, at 20:56:53
I don´t know what caused this and why did not last more time
After I ran out of Nardil pills for 10 days , I restarted taking Nardil .
I was so depressed and anxious.
At the third day in a dose of 30mg/day my depression started to lift and so did my anxiety
At the fith day I was completely a normal person , I was so happy mostly because my social fear had dissappeared like 90% . I had experimented this feeling only after increasing the dose , but it lasted only one day. I had stopped the Nardil once for 10 days due to a surgery , but I did not feel like this when I restarted it
This time was different , I had the best 10 days of my life , I dont know why this effect lasted so long , but I got to the point that I forgot I was an ill person . I was so confident anywhere , sorrounded by people , I could speak , laugh , I was making friends again .
Unfortunately this ended and I am now again unhappy with the type of life I have =(Why I cant feel this relief forever??
I just dont know why
Posted by jboud24 on October 20, 2004, at 21:52:49
In reply to STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by Tepiaca on October 20, 2004, at 20:56:53
I'm sorry to hear the Nardil isnt working out. I was hoping it would have a lasting effect on most of the people here at PB, and it will probably my last resort treatment after all else fails. I really have hope that Nardil or Parnate can help with my social anxiety/avoidance problems. Maybe a higher dose is in order.
I hope you feel better soon,
Justin
Posted by King Vultan on October 20, 2004, at 22:45:59
In reply to STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by Tepiaca on October 20, 2004, at 20:56:53
30 mg/day is a pretty low dose. I had no therapeutic effects at my 45 mg/day starting dosage other than GABA effects, which improved my sleep for the first several days I took it. 60 mg/day seems to be more or less the standard dose. I did not get substantial therapeutic effects until I got to 75 mg/day.
Todd
Posted by Tepiaca on October 21, 2004, at 20:00:35
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by King Vultan on October 20, 2004, at 22:45:59
> 30 mg/day is a pretty low dose. I had no therapeutic effects at my 45 mg/day starting dosage other than GABA effects, which improved my sleep for the first several days I took it. 60 mg/day seems to be more or less the standard dose. I did not get substantial therapeutic effects until I got to 75 mg/day.
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> ToddKing I reached the dose of 75mg , and never felt relief.
Do you think I am of those people who find more relief at little doses.
Im thinking of decreasing the dose to 15mg
Does this make any sense to you?How have you felt with the parnate tod?
have you found relief?
Posted by Tepiaca on October 21, 2004, at 22:25:57
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by jboud24 on October 20, 2004, at 21:52:49
> I'm sorry to hear the Nardil isnt working out. I was hoping it would have a lasting effect on most of the people here at PB, and it will probably my last resort treatment after all else fails. I really have hope that Nardil or Parnate can help with my social anxiety/avoidance problems. Maybe a higher dose is in order.
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> I hope you feel better soon,
> Justin
thanks justin , I trust Nardil can help you
I know Im complaining about it now , but there is no doubt it is the best medicine for social fear that I have taken. It´s just that I always want to be better and better and I wish to be a normal persongood luck justin
Posted by King Vultan on October 21, 2004, at 22:51:09
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time » King Vultan, posted by Tepiaca on October 21, 2004, at 20:00:35
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> King I reached the dose of 75mg , and never felt relief.
> Do you think I am of those people who find more relief at little doses.
> Im thinking of decreasing the dose to 15mg
> Does this make any sense to you?
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> How have you felt with the parnate tod?
> have you found relief?
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>Anything is possible, I suppose, but it seems hard to believe 15 mg of Nardil would work when 30 mg isn't. However, I've gotten boosts myself sometimes when lowering the dosage of meds or dumping them altogether, but this has generally only been temporary. Typically, it would be in the case of dropping an SSRI such as Zoloft, probably having something to do with dopamine levels rising back up to normal.
Parnate at 50 mg/day is working reasonably well, but I think I would be doing even better if I got more sleep. This is definitely the worst of the 12 drugs I have tried as far as insomnia. I am alternating between Halcion and OTC antihistamines, and even the Halcion is just barely adequate. I think maybe I'll try trazodone again and see if it doesn't work better than when I tried it on Nardil (it made me depressed at that time, but I think the Parnate has made some changes in receptor densities such that it may work better now).
Todd
Posted by ace on October 22, 2004, at 1:08:12
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time ?Tepiaca, posted by King Vultan on October 21, 2004, at 22:51:09
Posted by Tepiaca on October 22, 2004, at 21:37:17
In reply to TEP --YOU NEED 90MG NARDIL-------TRY IT PLEASE!!!! (nm), posted by ace on October 22, 2004, at 1:08:12
Posted by Tepiaca on October 22, 2004, at 21:49:12
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time » Tepiaca, posted by King Vultan on October 21, 2004, at 22:51:09
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I've gotten boosts myself sometimes when lowering the dosage of meds or dumping them altogether, but this has generally only been temporary.
>it happens to me all the time . Right now I feel better , I increased the dose to 45mg , I feel different now , more relaxed around people and I can bear for more time looking at people´s eyes
Typically, it would be in the case of dropping an SSRI such as Zoloft, probably having something to do with dopamine levels rising back up to normal.
>Do you think that increasing and decreasing the dose could be the solution ?
or this is not something safe?> Parnate at 50 mg/day is working reasonably well, but I think I would be doing even better if I got more sleep. >
> Todd
Todd how do you compare the Nardil and Parnate in terms of social anxiety ?Thank you very much !
Tep
Posted by Tepiaca on October 22, 2004, at 21:59:31
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by Tepiaca on October 22, 2004, at 21:49:12
Posted by King Vultan on October 22, 2004, at 23:11:45
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time, posted by Tepiaca on October 22, 2004, at 21:49:12
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> Do you think that increasing and decreasing the dose could be the solution ?
> or this is not something safe?
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Well, I wouldn't say that it's not safe, but I think it's less than ideal to have to resort to something like that in order to feel better. In my mind, it's a little along the lines of utilizing sleep deprivation as an antidepressant treatment. I would rather take a drug at a constant dosage and efficacy (assuming it works, of course, which I know is easier said than done).
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> > Parnate at 50 mg/day is working reasonably well, but I think I would be doing even better if I got more sleep. >
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> Todd how do you compare the Nardil and Parnate in terms of social anxiety ?
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> Thank you very much !
> Tep
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I think they're both very good drugs for social anxiety. For me, Parnate seems superior, as it gives me the self confidence and boldness that I naturally seem to be lacking. Nardil did make me more sociable but did not address my own particular manifestation of social phobia as well as Parnate does. I think it really depends on the individual as to which one is a better choice.Todd
Posted by DynaUnity333 on October 23, 2004, at 6:18:51
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time » Tepiaca, posted by King Vultan on October 21, 2004, at 22:51:09
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> > King I reached the dose of 75mg , and never felt relief.
> > Do you think I am of those people who find more relief at little doses.
> > Im thinking of decreasing the dose to 15mg
> > Does this make any sense to you?
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> > How have you felt with the parnate tod?
> > have you found relief?
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> Anything is possible, I suppose, but it seems hard to believe 15 mg of Nardil would work when 30 mg isn't. However, I've gotten boosts myself sometimes when lowering the dosage of meds or dumping them altogether, but this has generally only been temporary. Typically, it would be in the case of dropping an SSRI such as Zoloft, probably having something to do with dopamine levels rising back up to normal.
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> Parnate at 50 mg/day is working reasonably well, but I think I would be doing even better if I got more sleep. This is definitely the worst of the 12 drugs I have tried as far as insomnia. I am alternating between Halcion and OTC antihistamines, and even the Halcion is just barely adequate. I think maybe I'll try trazodone again and see if it doesn't work better than when I tried it on Nardil (it made me depressed at that time, but I think the Parnate has made some changes in receptor densities such that it may work better now).
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> ToddI don't know how anything about Nardil, but i know that the statement about lowring medication if higher doses aren't working not making any sense, is a misconception.
I absolutely hated paxil, hated hated hated. doctors kept ramping up the dose and i got worse and worse.
As i was coming off during my slow taper, i felt much relief from depression, anxiety and even physical pain to a point, when i hit the 2mgs (liquid form) per day. I make no sense of it except that maybe sometimes the more is better attitude adopted in medicine these days can be not only completely wrong, but in some cases quite problematic
Posted by jujube on October 23, 2004, at 20:45:31
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time » Tepiaca, posted by King Vultan on October 22, 2004, at 23:11:45
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> Well, I wouldn't say that it's not safe, but I think it's less than ideal to have to resort to something like that in order to feel better. In my mind, it's a little along the lines of utilizing sleep deprivation as an antidepressant treatment. I would rather take a drug at a constant dosage and efficacy (assuming it works, of course, which I know is easier said than done).
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> > > Parnate at 50 mg/day is working reasonably well, but I think I would be doing even better if I got more sleep. >
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> > Todd how do you compare the Nardil and Parnate in terms of social anxiety ?
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> > Thank you very much !
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> I think they're both very good drugs for social anxiety. For me, Parnate seems superior, as it gives me the self confidence and boldness that I naturally seem to be lacking. Nardil did make me more sociable but did not address my own particular manifestation of social phobia as well as Parnate does. I think it really depends on the individual as to which one is a better choice.
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> ToddCould you please tell me if Parnate is effective for generalized anxiety disorder? I had great success with Paxil when it was prescribed for me about 8 years ago, but stopped taking it about two years ago. When the depression and anxiety came back with a vengence earlier this year, I tried Paxil again, with no response. The doctor switched me to Prozac and it was 2 weeks of hell. Next came Effexor XR, which kept me apprehensive and left me apathetic and unmotivated. I am now on Celexa and, after 6 weeks, have not noticed any significant improvement. I am becoming frustrated and demoralized, and getting to the end of my rope. Anything you can tell me or any suggestions you may have would be greatly appreciated. I live in Canada, which means that some drugs, such as Cymbalta and Lexapro are not available yet.
Thanks so much.
Tamara
Posted by King Vultan on October 23, 2004, at 23:41:16
In reply to Re: STOPED and RESTARTED Nardil,great only for a time » King Vultan, posted by jujube on October 23, 2004, at 20:45:31
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> Could you please tell me if Parnate is effective for generalized anxiety disorder? I had great success with Paxil when it was prescribed for me about 8 years ago, but stopped taking it about two years ago. When the depression and anxiety came back with a vengence earlier this year, I tried Paxil again, with no response. The doctor switched me to Prozac and it was 2 weeks of hell. Next came Effexor XR, which kept me apprehensive and left me apathetic and unmotivated. I am now on Celexa and, after 6 weeks, have not noticed any significant improvement. I am becoming frustrated and demoralized, and getting to the end of my rope. Anything you can tell me or any suggestions you may have would be greatly appreciated. I live in Canada, which means that some drugs, such as Cymbalta and Lexapro are not available yet.
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> Thanks so much.
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> Tamara
It's hard for me to say because I no longer have GAD, having slowly and painfully conquered this problem over the years. I have to believe Nardil would be better than Parnate because of Nardil's effects on GABA, which should make Nardil more anxiolytic. My overall anxiety levels are relatively low and have not been noticeably affected by either drug. I think I can give Nardil a recommendation if a person is willing to put up with all the blasted side effects, but I'm not so sure about Parnate. Perhaps someone with higher levels of anxiety who has tried Parnate could give you a better answer.Todd
Posted by jujube on October 24, 2004, at 7:56:45
In reply to Re: Parnate and anxiety » jujube, posted by King Vultan on October 23, 2004, at 23:41:16
Thanks. I appreciate your taking the time to resond. At this point, I am trying to research options to discus with my pdoc at my next visit. Anxiety is such a big part of my depression. It seems the anxiety comes first and then the depression follows when I can't get a hold on the anxiety and my apprehensive thoughts. So, I really need something that quashes the anxiety. Xanax works really well, but he doesn't want to give it to me. And, a big part of what I am going through, I am pretty sure, is hormonal. Everything went downhill (severe anxiety, thoughts of death, etc.) after I had my first Depo Provera shot (a synthetic hormone injection that stays in your system for 3 months). Who knows, maybe once the shot wears off, the anxiety and depression will become more manageale. Anyways, sorry for rambling. And, thanks again.
Tamara
Posted by ravenstorm on October 27, 2004, at 12:22:31
In reply to Re: Parnate and anxiety » King Vultan, posted by jujube on October 24, 2004, at 7:56:45
Does anyone know if the transdermal patch (in theory) will be able to be tolerated by people with anxiety? I can't handle wellbutrin even with remeron (or maybe because of-since remeron effects NE as well). Trying to hold out for the patch before giving up and tring to make it through the start up of an SSRI, but if it is going to be like WB I might as well give up now. Anybody know anything about how this might "theoretically" affect people (since no one here has probably done a clincial trial with it!)
Posted by jujube on October 27, 2004, at 12:49:17
In reply to Re: Emsam and anxiety, posted by ravenstorm on October 27, 2004, at 12:22:31
I'm sorry I don't have an answer for you. I do, however, have a question for you, if you don't mind. I am needing to find a new AD, and was wondering what your experience has been on Remeron? So far I have tried Paxil (worked great the first time I was put on it years ago, but 2nd time nothing), Prozac, Effexor and now Celexa. I need something for both anxiety and depression. Anything you can tell me would be greatly appreciated. Hope someone can help you with your question. Thanks so much.
Tamara
> Does anyone know if the transdermal patch (in theory) will be able to be tolerated by people with anxiety? I can't handle wellbutrin even with remeron (or maybe because of-since remeron effects NE as well). Trying to hold out for the patch before giving up and tring to make it through the start up of an SSRI, but if it is going to be like WB I might as well give up now. Anybody know anything about how this might "theoretically" affect people (since no one here has probably done a clincial trial with it!)
Posted by ravenstorm on October 27, 2004, at 14:20:13
In reply to Re: Emsam and anxiety » ravenstorm, posted by jujube on October 27, 2004, at 12:49:17
I could only take 15mg as practically lapsed into a coma when I tried to up the dosage at all. Helps with sleep but has made me have anger issues (husband noted this two weeks after starting remeron) which WB has exacerbated. Did not do enough for depression at 15mg and felt tired a lot. WB added which was great when it kicked in, but then increased anxiety so much that I have dropped to only 100mg WB and am still having a ton of anxiety. I'm not that thrilled with it as a medication.
Posted by jujube on October 27, 2004, at 15:17:00
In reply to Re: Emsam and anxiety, posted by ravenstorm on October 27, 2004, at 14:20:13
Thanks. I had been hearing that Remeron can be really sedating, and that it's antidepressant effect may not be that great. Also, apparently it can cause a lot of weight gain (yuk). Well, I will continue my search and discuss options with the pdoc next Monday.
Take care.
Tamara
> I could only take 15mg as practically lapsed into a coma when I tried to up the dosage at all. Helps with sleep but has made me have anger issues (husband noted this two weeks after starting remeron) which WB has exacerbated. Did not do enough for depression at 15mg and felt tired a lot. WB added which was great when it kicked in, but then increased anxiety so much that I have dropped to only 100mg WB and am still having a ton of anxiety. I'm not that thrilled with it as a medication.
Posted by yznhymer on October 27, 2004, at 21:32:51
In reply to Re: Emsam and anxiety, posted by ravenstorm on October 27, 2004, at 12:22:31
> Does anyone know if the transdermal patch (in theory) will be able to be tolerated by people with anxiety? I can't handle wellbutrin even with remeron (or maybe because of-since remeron effects NE as well). Trying to hold out for the patch before giving up and tring to make it through the start up of an SSRI, but if it is going to be like WB I might as well give up now. Anybody know anything about how this might "theoretically" affect people (since no one here has probably done a clincial trial with it!)
Do a search for selegiline on this site. Some people actually did participate in the patch trials and posted extensively about it. I believe a fellow named Adam had some very good experiences with it.
Mark
Posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 15:52:55
In reply to Re: Emsam and anxiety » ravenstorm, posted by yznhymer on October 27, 2004, at 21:32:51
I did look up those posts by/about Adam. THe only thing I could glean was that he had a severe depressive disorder but no word about anxiety.
I did find one person who took oral selegeline had anxiety (similar to WB). Others had no anxiety but perhaps were not predisposed to it.
I am feeling pretty stupid at the moment. A lot of my decision making about meds lately has somewhat centered around not wanting to be on anything I couldn't easily get off, or anything I couldn't take concurrently with the MAOI patch when/if it comes out. (A while back it looked like it was going to be before the end of the year) I was so interested in the patch because I have such a bad stomach and I have heard that MAOI's kick butt in terms of depression etc. I haven't reallized until recently that the different MAOI's are so different. I just thought they all worked on the three big neurotransmitters so they were probably just somewhat different in the same way that different SSRIs are different depending on the person. OK, DUH, not true. Seems like selegeline will be more activating than parnate. But, I have found plenty of examples of people with anxiety who take parnate and it helps their anxiety. (The person who got too activated by oral selegeline found that parnate helped both her anxiety and depression).
In my own defense, I was too screwed up for much of last year to think all that clearly. I did try nortriptyline, celexa, prozac, remeron, WB and all the natural supplement crap. The remeron/WB combo gave me a good month and a half of somewhat normal (still some crappy side effects) but I thought I could limp along on it until the patch came out. But the last month or so on the combo has been excruciating, hellish anxiety. And so as of yesterday, I will be unable to continue with the WB. And the irony of all this? I get withdrawal syndrome (NOT as bad as paxil, but serious deterioration in mood and nausea/insomnia) when I tried to stop the remeron (I thought this drug didn't have a discontinuation syndrome--but again, I'm super sensitive). At least when I was trapped on paxil, it worked and didn't make me angry and tired like remeron. And the greater Irony of course is that I may not tolerate the patch anyway if it is going to affect me like WB.
Anyway, I'm trying to decide what to do next. NE seems to not agree with me. Not even the small amount that remeron affects,(oh, and my pdoc didn't even know that remeron affects NE!) so I think cymbalta is pretty much out. I can try lexapro again and see if I can make it through the start ups since I have a small toe hold on sanity compared to before.(Made me seriously ill for four days--puking foggy headed, worsening of mood) when I tried it the first time before moving on to remeron. Should have tried it longer, but again, was afraid of not being able to get back off of it. Which was stupid thinking, as I probably won't be able to tolerate the patch anyway!
Oh, back to the topic at hand. Sorry for digression. I asked my doctor (who I have virtually no faith in anymore because he doesn't think WB really causes anxiety and he mentioned that he doesn't think effexor is hard to get off of!) if he prescribed MAOI's and he said he gives nardil. I asked if nardil didn't tend to make people fat and asexual and he said it wasn't that much of a problem. He then said he wanted me to try to keep taking the remeron and lowered WB awhile longer, but I called yesterday and left a message that I just couldn't do it anymore. Severe anxiety destabilizes my mood faster than anything. I am crying all the time, and leaving the house is difficult. (Which is sooooooooo dangerous this time of year for me. This summer I exercised outside three to six times per day. It is critical for me to keep exercising with my seasonal affective disorder, but I need to go join a gym this time of year and I am too anxious from the WB to even go to one!!!!!!!!)
I would think nardil plus remeron would be a sure way to guarantee obesity!!!!!!!!! (But as the previous poster indicated, he didn't gain weight at all) I don't know how he would react if I tried to demand a trial of parnate first. I didn't really get too far with questions on the phone because when I'm having anxiety, it is difficult for me to talk on the phone and process what the other person is saying. Also a bit freaked out about the withdrawal syndrome of MAOIs. Don't get me wrong, if I find something that works again, I won't go off of it. The fear is trying something, discovering it doesn't work and then having to go through withdrawal. Its not just the physical discomfort (though that is pretty severe--its the anxiety and suicidal ideation--which is what was going on last week-- that scare the hell out of me).
Finally, if anyone is even reading this. I would like to apologize if I have been out of hand in some of my posts. I'm pissed off that I thought I was done with this and I'm not. I'm pissed off that I get so sickand or suicidal when I try to come on and off these meds. That and i'm on two meds that seems to cause me to be angry (husband noted it after only two weeks on the remeron--should have just stopped taking it then and I wouldn't have to worry about withdrawal!!!) Regardless of all that, you all have enough problems of your own without having to listen to my whining.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
P.S. am trying to research through old posts but it is hard to tell if people taking parnate have anxiety disorders or just atypical depression. Also, found some pubmed reports on parnate addiction (their word, not mine)--is that possible?
p.p.s if I go on an MAOI I can't have children. But at this point I have pretty much told my husband he would be better off divorcing me as I may never be well enough again to have children, and if I do get well I may be on something that causes birth defects (like MAOIs)
Posted by yznhymer on October 28, 2004, at 16:40:48
In reply to MAOIs and anxiety, confusing! my life an apology, posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 15:52:55
> I did look up those posts by/about Adam. THe only thing I could glean was that he had a severe depressive disorder but no word about anxiety.
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> I did find one person who took oral selegeline had anxiety (similar to WB). Others had no anxiety but perhaps were not predisposed to it.
>
> I am feeling pretty stupid at the moment. A lot of my decision making about meds lately has somewhat centered around not wanting to be on anything I couldn't easily get off, or anything I couldn't take concurrently with the MAOI patch when/if it comes out. (A while back it looked like it was going to be before the end of the year) I was so interested in the patch because I have such a bad stomach and I have heard that MAOI's kick butt in terms of depression etc. I haven't reallized until recently that the different MAOI's are so different. I just thought they all worked on the three big neurotransmitters so they were probably just somewhat different in the same way that different SSRIs are different depending on the person. OK, DUH, not true. Seems like selegeline will be more activating than parnate. But, I have found plenty of examples of people with anxiety who take parnate and it helps their anxiety. (The person who got too activated by oral selegeline found that parnate helped both her anxiety and depression).
>
> In my own defense, I was too screwed up for much of last year to think all that clearly. I did try nortriptyline, celexa, prozac, remeron, WB and all the natural supplement crap. The remeron/WB combo gave me a good month and a half of somewhat normal (still some crappy side effects) but I thought I could limp along on it until the patch came out. But the last month or so on the combo has been excruciating, hellish anxiety. And so as of yesterday, I will be unable to continue with the WB. And the irony of all this? I get withdrawal syndrome (NOT as bad as paxil, but serious deterioration in mood and nausea/insomnia) when I tried to stop the remeron (I thought this drug didn't have a discontinuation syndrome--but again, I'm super sensitive). At least when I was trapped on paxil, it worked and didn't make me angry and tired like remeron. And the greater Irony of course is that I may not tolerate the patch anyway if it is going to affect me like WB.
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> Anyway, I'm trying to decide what to do next. NE seems to not agree with me. Not even the small amount that remeron affects,(oh, and my pdoc didn't even know that remeron affects NE!) so I think cymbalta is pretty much out. I can try lexapro again and see if I can make it through the start ups since I have a small toe hold on sanity compared to before.(Made me seriously ill for four days--puking foggy headed, worsening of mood) when I tried it the first time before moving on to remeron. Should have tried it longer, but again, was afraid of not being able to get back off of it. Which was stupid thinking, as I probably won't be able to tolerate the patch anyway!
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> Oh, back to the topic at hand. Sorry for digression. I asked my doctor (who I have virtually no faith in anymore because he doesn't think WB really causes anxiety and he mentioned that he doesn't think effexor is hard to get off of!) if he prescribed MAOI's and he said he gives nardil. I asked if nardil didn't tend to make people fat and asexual and he said it wasn't that much of a problem. He then said he wanted me to try to keep taking the remeron and lowered WB awhile longer, but I called yesterday and left a message that I just couldn't do it anymore. Severe anxiety destabilizes my mood faster than anything. I am crying all the time, and leaving the house is difficult. (Which is sooooooooo dangerous this time of year for me. This summer I exercised outside three to six times per day. It is critical for me to keep exercising with my seasonal affective disorder, but I need to go join a gym this time of year and I am too anxious from the WB to even go to one!!!!!!!!)
>
> I would think nardil plus remeron would be a sure way to guarantee obesity!!!!!!!!! (But as the previous poster indicated, he didn't gain weight at all) I don't know how he would react if I tried to demand a trial of parnate first. I didn't really get too far with questions on the phone because when I'm having anxiety, it is difficult for me to talk on the phone and process what the other person is saying. Also a bit freaked out about the withdrawal syndrome of MAOIs. Don't get me wrong, if I find something that works again, I won't go off of it. The fear is trying something, discovering it doesn't work and then having to go through withdrawal. Its not just the physical discomfort (though that is pretty severe--its the anxiety and suicidal ideation--which is what was going on last week-- that scare the hell out of me).
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> Finally, if anyone is even reading this. I would like to apologize if I have been out of hand in some of my posts. I'm pissed off that I thought I was done with this and I'm not. I'm pissed off that I get so sickand or suicidal when I try to come on and off these meds. That and i'm on two meds that seems to cause me to be angry (husband noted it after only two weeks on the remeron--should have just stopped taking it then and I wouldn't have to worry about withdrawal!!!) Regardless of all that, you all have enough problems of your own without having to listen to my whining.
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> Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
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> P.S. am trying to research through old posts but it is hard to tell if people taking parnate have anxiety disorders or just atypical depression. Also, found some pubmed reports on parnate addiction (their word, not mine)--is that possible?
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> p.p.s if I go on an MAOI I can't have children. But at this point I have pretty much told my husband he would be better off divorcing me as I may never be well enough again to have children, and if I do get well I may be on something that causes birth defects (like MAOIs)I'm sorry you are having such a bad time of it. Drug trials that don't work out are really the pits. I just had to ditch Cymbalta after 2 weeks, and I don't know what Imna do next. I too am hoping the EMSAM patch may be the ticket. Fortunately, I haven't had the kind of depression that causes suicidal ideation in almost a decade, so as bad as I often feel, its nothing compared to the snakepit of dispair that depression can induce.
I've been concentrating on making the quality of my life as good as it can be given the fact that I'm chronically tired, unmotivated, disinterested, and irritiable. It has helped, but then I have more leeway then when I was younger and had to hold down a job, raise kids, etc. Cheri Huber (sic) has written some wonderful and easy to read books based on zen principles that have helped me immensely to live with depression until I find the path to remission:
"The Depression Book: Depression As an Opportunity for Spiritual Growth"
"There is Nothing Wrong With You"
I know very little about meds but I do share your sensitivity to side effects. Others here will probably have better medical advice for you than I can muster. I'll share a couple of layman's thoughts though...
1. If you can find an antidepressant that works on your dpression and that you can tolerate, you probably can augment with something to ease the anxiety. I envy people who get relief from their depression and anxiety from one pill, but have learned that ain't gonna be me.
2. Moclobemide (Manerix)is a selective reversible maoi available from Canada with a prescription. I didn't find it robustly effective for me, but the side effects were very tolerble (almost non-existant), and I'm usually very sensitive to side effects. Also, getting off it was a breeze. Perhaps your doc will be willing to consider it. One of my pdocs was OK with it, the most recent is not comfortable prescribing it since its not approved for sale here. I just don't think its as robust a med as Nardil or Parnate, but you may not need that level of robustness.
Best Wishes...
Mark
Posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 16:54:11
In reply to Re: MAOIs and anxiety, confusing! my life an apology » ravenstorm, posted by yznhymer on October 28, 2004, at 16:40:48
Thank you so much for your kind words.
I will look into the books, although, I have to say I used to meditate, do energy healing the whole bit and I have lost faith in what used to sustain me as it does not even take the edge off of this. I know it is weak to lose faith because you feel bad, but part of the reason I got off a medication that worked for me was pressure from those in the energy healing communtiy (including my husband) who believed that I should be able to heal my depression without medication (plus,we wanted to have a baby and my husband refused to if I was on meds). Now, over a year later, I still don't have a medication I can take and I still don't have my life back. I literally don't even know who I am any more.
Actually, the augmentation of anxiety has been a bust for me as well. Remeron helped with anxiety somewhat but did nothing for depression, hence the WB. When the anxiety started the doctor started throwing medications on that: xanax, lorazapam (I have a paradoxical reaction to benzos--lucky me), neurontin (could not keep my eyes open on it even at a low dose etc etc. I have finally, after a month of torture had to concede defeat and stopped the WB today. Really hard to give up the only thing that made me happy for four weeks out of fifty two.
What happened with your cymbalta trial?
Again, thank you for your compassion.
Posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 17:13:16
In reply to Re: MAOIs and anxiety, confusing! my life an apology, posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 16:54:11
I will look into the moclo. It does not seem to be well regarded on this site, but I guess it doesn't hurt to look into it. Sounds like your trial of it was at least pretty painless, which is more than I can say for all the other meds I've tried.
How long were you on it? How much did you take?The last person I saw post about it said it activated their anxiety. Did that happen to you? Do you have anxiety or just depression? How many meds have you tried.
I'm glad the zen approach is helping you.
Posted by King Vultan on October 28, 2004, at 22:05:32
In reply to MAOIs and anxiety, confusing! my life an apology, posted by ravenstorm on October 28, 2004, at 15:52:55
If you don't tolerate drugs well with overt NE effects, Nardil seems to be much worse than Parnate; although, it is not as bad as a tricyclic. I seem to have a tendency to get constipation from any drug with even weak tendencies to do so, and I had constant constipation on Nardil. Parnate does not do this, at least not for me at 50 mg/day. The only constipation I am suffering is from the anticholinergic OTC antihistamines that I use every other night for sleep. It is easy enough to tell from the timing that that is where it's coming from.
Parnate has the fewest side effects of any of the 12 drugs I've tried, and the only one I can actually say for certain that I've noticed is insomnia, which is very, very bad. I'm seeing my pdoc next week about substituting a prescription drug like hydroxyzine for the Benadryl I currently use every other night. The Halcion/triazolam I use the other nights seems to be powerful enough, but just barely.
Nardil still might be worth a try, though. It is considered to really be very good on anxiety, and I think it also has very good antidepressant efficacy. The side effects might not affect you as much as they do some other people. However, with Nardil, I would still recommend not using a much higher dose than wherever solid therapeutic effects are obtained. Further improvements are often not large enough to justify the increase in side effects.
Todd
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