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Posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 19:46:12
I am really depressed. The lowest I have ever been in my life. I don't want to be here anymore! I feel like there is no purpose for me to be here on this earth. Nothing triggered this, it just started today. I can't describe it. I have cyclothymia. I'm just crying all day but it is like I have no emotions. I don't know what to do. I was perfectly fine this morning. Am I cycling? I see my pdoc tomorrow. My boyfriend is freaking out right now. He doesn't know what to do.
jill
Posted by Eggy on March 10, 2003, at 20:12:11
In reply to I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 19:46:12
Zeliva...you can't feel bad you just got me to sleeping again. I did what your doing the other day. Here I'll make ya happy...My rabbit ate my husbands $400 cowboy boot...and his guitar strings. Now he can't be a cowboy no more. O.K. really...It is hard when this stuff hits ya hard. What I did was put in my most depressing CD really loud and laid in the floor and let in pass. It took a while. I was alone which I think helped. (husband was outside). We deserve these deep depressive hours. Let go and let it happen. Just stay safe and keep your guy close. Tomorrow you'll feel so much better and stronger.
Posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 20:28:58
In reply to Re: I feel REALLY bad guys...Help » zeliva, posted by Eggy on March 10, 2003, at 20:12:11
Thanks Eggy- I did something I never thought that I would do. I gave my boyfriend all my "bad" pills like sleeping pills and benzos and told him to hide them. I couldn't get the thought out of my head to take them all. You did get a little smile out of me with rabbit thing. Hanging in there.
Jill
Posted by male34 on March 10, 2003, at 20:48:50
In reply to Re: I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 20:28:58
hey friend remember stay positive there is a positive side to everything ,search youll find it dont worry racing thoughts are normal when you get into an anxiuos level that your at,do me a favor take a walk and think of all the good youve got and im sure you will do better be strong minded <god bless Ill pray for you! dont be afraid be strong and stay busy dont freeze in silence get busy!
Posted by Eggy on March 10, 2003, at 21:43:33
In reply to Re: I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by male34 on March 10, 2003, at 20:48:50
I had my husband hide my pills once...you know where he hid them! In the bread box. Like I would never open the bread box. I know you will feel better. We all have been here. And God bless those who haven't. It is like a snake shedding it's skin. A rejuvenation period. When you wake up from this dark erie period you'll be as good as new. And you know what you we all do when we awake from the dark gloom?? We have to go shopping. So don't go do something silly you'll regret later. I'm praying for you and I'll know you'll be just fine. BTW... since my last post...my bunny ate through another phone cord!! HAHAHAHA
Posted by ace on March 10, 2003, at 21:44:46
In reply to I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 19:46:12
> I am really depressed. The lowest I have ever been in my life. I don't want to be here anymore! I feel like there is no purpose for me to be here on this earth. Nothing triggered this, it just started today. I can't describe it. I have cyclothymia. I'm just crying all day but it is like I have no emotions. I don't know what to do. I was perfectly fine this morning. Am I cycling? I see my pdoc tomorrow. My boyfriend is freaking out right now. He doesn't know what to do.
>
> jillJill,
Have friends and family help you. It's obvious you need a good medication. Words barely help at this stage, but keep on keeping on. It's good your seeing the p-doc tommorow. Explain EXACTLY how you feel and sort this out. And keep posting to psycho-babble - we are all brothers and sisters here.
Peace,
Ace.
Posted by Krissy P on March 10, 2003, at 23:07:34
In reply to I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 19:46:12
Hi Jill,
I am sorry to hear you feeling so down. There is a purpose for you. Right here right now. I have felt this way many, many, many times. When you see your pdoc tomorrow-please, please let him/her know (I'm sure you will). Although I can't do anything to make you feel better other than tell you that you are a blessing to me, and I'm sure A LOT of people here on this board alone and remember, and of course your botfrioend-wven though he may be "whigging out" he loves you. We all have gone through similar feelings that you are experiencing some more-some less, but ALL the same FEELINGS.
If it helps to know I am here for you, I luv ya and don't give up, you may be cycling and I pray you will feel better in the morning. Keep your chin up, this too shall pass, and talk to your doc about the meds you are on for the cycling, etc. PLease, hang in, you are a very important person:-)
Keep me posted k?
Kristen
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> I am really depressed. The lowest I have ever been in my life. I don't want to be here anymore! I feel like there is no purpose for me to be here on this earth. Nothing triggered this, it just started today. I can't describe it. I have cyclothymia. I'm just crying all day but it is like I have no emotions. I don't know what to do. I was perfectly fine this morning. Am I cycling? I see my pdoc tomorrow. My boyfriend is freaking out right now. He doesn't know what to do.
>
> jill
Posted by Krissy P on March 10, 2003, at 23:12:21
In reply to Re: I feel REALLY bad guys...Help » zeliva, posted by Eggy on March 10, 2003, at 20:12:11
hiya, also when I hit these lows, I do this same thing-turn on any CD-an uplifting one usually, and cry it out. It is tough I will not lie-but it helps, get it out of you, when it passes, you will feel more aware of what happened and learn from it. I know the thoughts are strong, and it hurts. How do you know when a blonde has been at your computer??? Because there's white-out on the screen okay- a joke to make you smile, hope you haven't heard it?
Hang in there:-):-):-)
Kristen
=================================================> Zeliva...you can't feel bad you just got me to sleeping again. I did what your doing the other day. Here I'll make ya happy...My rabbit ate my husbands $400 cowboy boot...and his guitar strings. Now he can't be a cowboy no more. O.K. really...It is hard when this stuff hits ya hard. What I did was put in my most depressing CD really loud and laid in the floor and let in pass. It took a while. I was alone which I think helped. (husband was outside). We deserve these deep depressive hours. Let go and let it happen. Just stay safe and keep your guy close. Tomorrow you'll feel so much better and stronger.
Posted by Krissy P on March 10, 2003, at 23:14:35
In reply to Re: Big group HUG needed here!!, posted by Eggy on March 10, 2003, at 21:43:33
:-) exactly what I think-a snake shedding it's nasty ass skin lol and you may have an "emotional hangover" I like to call it-but you WILL feel better.
Kristen
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> I had my husband hide my pills once...you know where he hid them! In the bread box. Like I would never open the bread box. I know you will feel better. We all have been here. And God bless those who haven't. It is like a snake shedding it's skin. A rejuvenation period. When you wake up from this dark erie period you'll be as good as new. And you know what you we all do when we awake from the dark gloom?? We have to go shopping. So don't go do something silly you'll regret later. I'm praying for you and I'll know you'll be just fine. BTW... since my last post...my bunny ate through another phone cord!! HAHAHAHA
Posted by Krissy P on March 10, 2003, at 23:15:40
In reply to Re: I feel REALLY bad guys...Help » zeliva, posted by ace on March 10, 2003, at 21:44:46
Posted by Eggy on March 11, 2003, at 0:10:21
In reply to Amen-Brothers and sisters- we're in this together (nm), posted by Krissy P on March 10, 2003, at 23:15:40
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 11, 2003, at 13:32:51
In reply to I feel REALLY bad guys...Help, posted by zeliva on March 10, 2003, at 19:46:12
bean,
did you have a med change in the last month?
do you feel you may need to the er...
it really is no big deal...
ask to talk to a adult crisis worker...
reach out for that help jill....
it is there hun
jyl
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