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Posted by ed_uk on June 29, 2005, at 21:14:49
In reply to Re: Does anyone like lithium?, posted by crazyteresa on June 29, 2005, at 19:16:30
Hi!
Can you try 450mg/day. It can be so much better when the dose is right :-)
~Ed
Posted by Dave001 on June 30, 2005, at 12:55:01
In reply to Does anyone like lithium?, posted by yesac on June 8, 2005, at 14:02:37
I've never touched lithium so I can't comment from experience, but it's interesting to note that in animal studies, the effects of lithium seem to be counteracted by inositol, which is not surprising since inhibition of inositol monophosphatase is supposedly the mechanism through which lithium exerts its therapeutic effect.
Posted by barbaracat on June 30, 2005, at 13:06:52
In reply to Re: Does anyone like lithium?, posted by Dave001 on June 30, 2005, at 12:55:01
> I've never touched lithium so I can't comment from experience, but it's interesting to note that in animal studies, the effects of lithium seem to be counteracted by inositol, which is not surprising since inhibition of inositol monophosphatase is supposedly the mechanism through which lithium exerts its therapeutic effect.
>**There's alot of contention on that, with some studies showing that myo-inositol helps with depression via the second messenger system. The question remains, when to take it? Probably not in a manic phase but maybe in a depressive bipolar stage. I've personally found it very helpful but I don't take it all the time, and it's indicated to give it a periodic rest.
Posted by Maximus on June 30, 2005, at 13:57:13
In reply to Back on lithium, posted by barbaracat on June 29, 2005, at 15:39:36
>I started to feel just not good. Mildly >depressed wanting to sleep all day and yet >slightly agitated too. Colors not as bright, >vaguely irritated and wanting a drink REAL bad.
Hi Barbaracat,I really feel the same. I'm like you. I'm bipolar II, mainly on the depression side. I've tried everything known to the mankind on earth. Lithium remains the only thing which stabilizes me. Of course i have read a lot on mental illness, mostly on bipolar disorder. But do you have an idea why we share this characteristic, i.e. to be VERY good responder to lithium?
Posted by barbaracat on June 30, 2005, at 14:41:15
In reply to Re: Vive le Lithium! » barbaracat, posted by Maximus on June 30, 2005, at 13:57:13
**Hi Maximus,
I wonder the same thing. None of the other mood stabilizers, anticonvulsants do a thing for me, only lithium. I've been on the trail of how it works for some time and, as with most research when they don't know, theories keep changing. But I'm doubly intent on finding out now after this recent experiment because whatever it is that makes us so susceptible to what lithium does no doubt affects other bodily systems as well.In the end it's probably going to be explained by faulty gene sequencing, but why and how it responds to lithium would be a valuable piece of information. I'll let you know what I dig up and you do the same, OK? - Barbara
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> I really feel the same. I'm like you. I'm bipolar II, mainly on the depression side. I've tried everything known to the mankind on earth. Lithium remains the only thing which stabilizes me. Of course i have read a lot on mental illness, mostly on bipolar disorder. But do you have an idea why we share this characteristic, i.e. to be VERY good responder to lithium?
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Posted by yesac on June 30, 2005, at 17:55:17
In reply to Re: Vive le Lithium! » Maximus, posted by barbaracat on June 30, 2005, at 14:41:15
>> I wonder the same thing. None of the other mood stabilizers, anticonvulsants do a thing for me, only lithium. I've been on the trail of how it works for some time and, as with most research when they don't know, theories keep changing. But I'm doubly intent on finding out now after this recent experiment because whatever it is that makes us so susceptible to what lithium does no doubt affects other bodily systems as well.
Well, I don't know either, I have no idea how it works or why some people respond. But it seems to be basically the only thing that has worked for me so far, out of many many drugs. And, as I've mentioned, I'm not even diagnosed as bipolar, just sort of an agitated depression/ mixed state type thing. Supposedly, lithium works *best* for people who are "classically bipolar" (ie bipolar 1), and anticonvulsants work better for other forms of bipolar and non-classic features like rapid cycling or mixed states. Anyways, I don't know if that holds any truth.But there are some people who do not respond at all to lithium.
I guess it's just like other drugs too. I mean, why did I not respond to so many other things? But some people do. Lots of people do. Why? And why does it seem that I do not respond to stimulants for attention problems, even though so many people do? In the end, no one knows these answers, at least not yet.
Posted by yesac on June 30, 2005, at 18:00:55
In reply to Back on lithium, posted by barbaracat on June 29, 2005, at 15:39:36
I think that every now and then, people feel a need to screw around with their drugs. Nothing's ever perfect, and you want to see if there's some way it could be better. Or, who wants to be on a drug if you don't really need it? There is no way to find the answers except by trying little "experiments".... and it seems like that's what you were doing. Every time we take a drug, in fact, is basically a new experiment. So, you tried it, you got your answer, and now you know.
It does suck to be beholden to a drug or to anything really, to depend on it and know that you must take it, but I guess it's just like with any other illness really.
Posted by yesac on June 30, 2005, at 18:14:51
In reply to Re: Lithium - is Seroquel necessary? » yesac, posted by barbaracat on June 29, 2005, at 13:04:40
> Obviously there's something going on with Seroquel that is helping you. Antipsychotics usually work their magic on schizoprenics by decreasing dopamine. Serotonin has an inverse effect on dopamine. I'm just scratching my head here, but increasing serotonin might be one way to do the same thing but without the histamine thing.Yeah, I don't know how it's working... all I know is that when I was on either one alone, it just didn't cut it.
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> So, working with your pdoc you might be able to come up with something that can substitute the positive benefits.Well, I talked to him today and decided to try cutting back to only 25mgs of Seroquel, which is a very low dose. He said that it was most likely the S that was causing my tiredness and lethargy, which is what I had suspected. Technically I could go down on either, because if it's true that lith is augmenting S, even reducing the lith should theoretically decrease the effects of S. Just a thought. So I'm gonna go down on Seroquel, if things get worse, then I'll go back up and try reducing the lithium. That's the plan for now.
I haven't been feeling too hot lately anyways, just kind of down and depressed. It probably has a lot to do with my life and my dissatisfaction and my many many issues, and a feeling of hopelessness about everything. But it's still not as bad as before because I'm not agitated and constantly flipped-out and upset. Still, I'd like to feel better. I think the tiredness itself makes me depressed though too, and feeling like I have no energy. I'm worried because it seems like I feel more upset lately.
> **I understand. Sometimes I become convinced that once you start taking them, a permanent change occurs and you need them for life.
Well I certainly don't think that I've become dependent on any antidepressants. None of them have helped me at all to begin with. I would just like it if something could help me. Besides the lith/Seroquel of course.
Posted by Sabino on June 30, 2005, at 19:33:04
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » Sabino, posted by yesac on June 27, 2005, at 14:11:16
>> And like I said before, I do feel like it never ends, which is depressing in itself. Like, I still feel as though I'm working at finding the right drugs--- <<
Man, I so completely agree with this. What a struggle. My initial tremendous response to Li is now not as tremendous. Sometimes, when I feel really wound up, and I take at least 150, it calms me right down, and is a godsend. Today makes two weeks that I've been trying it. There have been times these last couple of days that I've felt as nervous as a cat on a hot tin roof. But I've only been taking a small amount.
I guess I really need to try upping the dose to see if that'll be okay. Today I'm almost up to 600mgs. I chip away at the tabs throughout the day to try and even it out, even though they're supposed to be sustained release (damned fast metabolism strikes again.)
Plus, today was just my second day back at work after taking two months off, and truth be told, I don't feel all that much better now than I did two months ago. At least I can joke about it a little bit. Like saying 'what's the office pool up to on how long I'll stay'. See, I tried to go back a couple of weeks ago, and lasted five minutes before my anxiety attack had me heading for the door.
Anyway, I'm still trying to tweak this thing too.
Effexor XR 150mgs
Remeron 15mgs (for sleep)
Lithium (around 500mgs)That's my story and I'm stickin to it... til I find a better one.
Posted by crazyteresa on July 1, 2005, at 10:32:30
In reply to Re: Does anyone like lithium? » crazyteresa, posted by ed_uk on June 29, 2005, at 21:14:49
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Posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 13:08:45
In reply to Re: Vive le Lithium! » barbaracat, posted by Maximus on June 30, 2005, at 13:57:13
Hi Maximus,
Most of the research I found was pretty much based on findings new to 1998 when this article was published, but I think this one explains it clearly. I can imagine that they'll find a genetic anomaly in bipolars that account for a faulty glutamate set-point. The questions is, if low glutamate levels supposedly account for the depression phase of bipolar and vice-versa, why isn't glutamate used more to tweak low and high moods? The amino acid L-glutamate is a supercharged excitatory amino acid, so why isn't anyone looking in this area?Newer research also points to glutamate not clearing from the cells because there aren't enough glial cells in bipolars to mop it up. Now, how one gets more glial cells is the questions, however, rumor has it that lithium actually makes more of the little buggers! Good old lithium. Not only makes you feel good - it's good for you!
Here's an article found in a number of websites:
NEW RESEARCH EXPLAINS LITHIUM'S DUAL ANTI-MANIC/ANTI-DEPRESSIVE EFFECT
MADISON, WI. -- July 6, 1998 -- Researchers at the University of Wisconsin Medical School have solved the puzzle of how one drug - lithium - can effectively stabilise both the wild euphoria and the crushing melancholy that are the hallmark of manic depression, or bipolar disorder.
As reported in the July 7 Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, the researchers found that in mice brains, lithium exerts a push/pull effect on the neurotransmitter glutamate, eventually causing it to level off in a stable zone where it can control both extremes.
“Glutamate is the primary excitatory neurotransmitter, carrying messages instantaneously from one nerve cell to another in 85 percent of the brain,” said UW Medical School professor of pharmacology Dr. Lowell Hokin, who directed the research. Other neurotransmitters include serotonin, dopamine, norepinephrine and acetylcholine.Under normal circumstances, an impulse from a nerve cell releases a flood of message-bearing glutamate aimed at a neighboring neuron across the synapse. A structure on the end of the releasing nerve cell, called a reuptake transporter, then shuts off the signal by reabsorbing the glutamate, pumping it back into the cell for reuse.
If the reuptake mechanism malfunctions, inappropriate concentrations of neurotransmitter remain in the synapse. Hokin postulates that abnormally low glutamate levels are involved in depression, while elevated levels are responsible for mania.
Nearly a half century ago, Australian psychiatrist John F. Cade discovered lithium’s mood-stabilizing effect. It has long been the drug of choice in treating bipolar disorder, which affects approximately 2.5 million Americans. Despite some side effects, lithium usually successfully dampens the mood swings that in the most severe cases end in suicide, the dire result for one in five untreated or unresponsive bipolar patients.
In an earlier study (reported in PNAS, Aug. 30, 1994), Hokin and his colleague showed that lithium causes glutamate to accumulate in synapses of mice and monkey brain slices, but exactly how it worked remained unclear until now.
In the current study, functioning slices of mice brain were examined following exposure to lithium, while control slices were not exposed to the drug. The researchers observed that lithium raised the glutamate level by slowing its reuptake. The higher the lithium dose, the greater the inhibition, they found.
To study the chronic effect of the lithium, the UW team administered it to live mice for two weeks. To their surprise, they saw that glutamate reuptake increased. This “up-regulation” resulted in less neurotransmitter in the synapse, which would produce an anti-manic effect.
“We were especially interested to find that the reuptake mechanism in the 18 lithium-treated mice was stabilised in a very narrow range, compared to the 18 controls,” he said.
Hokin speculates a compensatory mechanism in the reuptake system strives over time to reset raised glutamate levels down into a fixed range. When the levels are too low, as postulated in depression, lithium brings them up into the stable region.
The research findings support clinical observations, he noted. “It takes a few weeks before lithium begins to relieve depression and mania in bipolar patients,” he said. “It’s now apparent an adaptive reuptake mechanism that brings glutamate within a ‘normal’ range works over time to curb both the highs and lows.”
What’s more, he added, lithium doesn’t change the moods of people who aren’t bipolar, suggesting that their glutamate levels may be positioned consistently within the set zone, and therefore would not be affected by the drug.
Posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 13:26:43
In reply to Re: Vive le Lithium! Maximus/Barbaracat, posted by yesac on June 30, 2005, at 17:55:17
I've heard also that lithium responds better to bipolar I and I believe that's what I am. Other mood stabilizers that have worked for BP-II acquaintenances have done nothing for me.Most of my bipolar episodes have fallen in the milder II class, but I have had some absolute corker manias complete with hallucinations and hellish psychotic mixed states depressions which I understand is a BP-I phenomenon. All you need is one truly classic BP-I experience to know how different it is from BP-II. Unlike going from a 3-speed to a 10-speed bike, or dial-up to DSL, it's not just a matter of same thing but higher speed and intensity, but something different altogether. For me, I'd have to say the difference is greater intensity, but with definite psychosis, both enjoyable and horrific.
It feels distinctly electric to me. In fact, with many of the artists labeled 'bipolar', you can see this electric quality to their paintings, jaggy spiky outlines and such.
I read about glutamate, calcium and so on, but my gut feeling is that lithium, being an elemental metallic salt, is primarily electically conductive and that's where the business goes on. - Barbara
> >> I wonder the same thing. None of the other mood stabilizers, anticonvulsants do a thing for me, only lithium. I've been on the trail of how it works for some time and, as with most research when they don't know, theories keep changing. But I'm doubly intent on finding out now after this recent experiment because whatever it is that makes us so susceptible to what lithium does no doubt affects other bodily systems as well.
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> Well, I don't know either, I have no idea how it works or why some people respond. But it seems to be basically the only thing that has worked for me so far, out of many many drugs. And, as I've mentioned, I'm not even diagnosed as bipolar, just sort of an agitated depression/ mixed state type thing. Supposedly, lithium works *best* for people who are "classically bipolar" (ie bipolar 1), and anticonvulsants work better for other forms of bipolar and non-classic features like rapid cycling or mixed states. Anyways, I don't know if that holds any truth.
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> I guess it's just like other drugs too. I mean, why did I not respond to so many other things? But some people do. Lots of people do. Why? And why does it seem that I do not respond to stimulants for attention problems, even though so many people do? In the end, no one knows these answers, at least not yet.
Posted by ravenstorm on July 1, 2005, at 16:25:20
In reply to How does lithium work, posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 13:26:43
Very cool article.
I would just caution anyone who is BP on running out and buying L-glutamine the amino acid. Julia Ross, who does amino therapy stuff out in California, has finally reallized that L-glutamine can bring about mania in some bipolars.
Posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 18:58:37
In reply to Re: How does lithium work, posted by ravenstorm on July 1, 2005, at 16:25:20
I'm not 100% on this but I think there's a difference between L-glutamine (inhibitory) and L-glutamate (excitatory). I should have gone back over my notes before saying anything, but I believe L-glutamine is a precursor to GABA. Or is it L-Glycine - or both?!! There's also the amino acid L-aspartate which is very excitatory and bad for bipolars. In fact, any mineral bonded with aspartic acid, i.e., magnesium aspartate, should be avoided.
There's some contention with the targeted amino acid precursor theory that Julia Ross and others espouse, i.e., tryptophan for serotonin, tyrosine for NE, phenylalanine for dopamine, etc., and that other aminos are precursors as well and have to be included in the proper ratios to avoid imabalances. Way too much to keep up with.
Anyhow, Ravenstorm, I'm glad I'm back on lithium and glad I didn't have to go bonkers to prove it to myself. - Barbara
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> I would just caution anyone who is BP on running out and buying L-glutamine the amino acid. Julia Ross, who does amino therapy stuff out in California, has finally reallized that L-glutamine can bring about mania in some bipolars.
Posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 19:03:55
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions, posted by Sabino on June 30, 2005, at 19:33:04
How long have you been on Remeron? I'm always interested in Remeron stories. I have my own tale to tell. There aren't too many of us. And BTW, you do know that low doses make you sleep but because of the lithium maybe you've got an extra sleepy punch going on that's lasting all day?
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> Remeron 15mgs (for sleep)
> Lithium (around 500mgs)
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> That's my story and I'm stickin to it...**That wouldn't be from 'Off to see the Lizard' - would it? One of my faves.
Posted by Sabino on July 1, 2005, at 20:07:18
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » Sabino, posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 19:03:55
> How long have you been on Remeron? I'm always interested in Remeron stories. I have my own tale to tell. There aren't too many of us. And >>BTW, you do know that low doses make you sleep but because of the lithium maybe you've got an extra sleepy punch going on that's lasting all day? <<
Hiya. I started taking Remeron a day or two after I started Effexor, which gave me fairly bad insomnia. Actually, I've had insomnia for about 9 years now. Effexor just exacerbated it.
I had some left over Remeron from a couple of years ago, and I knew it would let me sleep.
When I took Rem 2 years ago, for around six months, at first I was really appreciative of the sleep. Plus, when not medicated, mine is an anxious depression, so I liked Remeron at first. After a while though, I became too detached; like I wasn't a part of things. I started feeling like I didn't have a personality anymore. I started at 15mgs, for a month and a half, then up to 30 for about a month, but 30 actually made me feel worse, like more sluggish. I tried 45mgs one day, and it just felt like way too much. I backed down to 15 for the last couple of months, and ultimately quit because I was still depressed.
Still, as far as side effects are concerned, it was the easiest to deal with of any AD I've tried, but like I've said before, its main side effect is sedation, and that was desirable at night.
Now I just use it to aid in sleep. Being 9 weeks into my Effexor experiment, and seeing as I've not achieved remission, I am seriously thinking of reducing that a good deal, to see what happens. I feel different than I did 9 weeks ago. I thought about killing myself more back then. The thought still crosses my mind daily. Seems like I've tried everything under the sun, and I feel just about at the end of my tether.
Gonna try upping the Lith to 600mgs over the long weekend. Any and all suggestions welcome.
I don't know what to make of Lithium yet.
I remember reading of your experiences when you took Rem all the way up to 90mgs. And then it seemed like Lithium and Rem were a really good combo for you. I don't recall why you dropped the Rem.
>> **That wouldn't be from 'Off to see the Lizard' - would it? One of my faves.<<
Hmmm. Never heard of that one.
Posted by barbaracat on July 2, 2005, at 15:25:27
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » barbaracat, posted by Sabino on July 1, 2005, at 20:07:18
*Rem worked very very for me on its own for about 2 months getting up to 45 mg. I was so pleased at the energy, optimism, motivation I felt. And then it suddenly pooped and no amount of increasing ever got it back. I first started adding lithium around that time and hoped it would augment things, but never did.
I never experienced being able to sleep better on Rem and had to take Ambien. But I did notice a daytime lethargy that I was told disappeared as the dosage got higher and the NE kicked in more. My depressions, as I've mentioned veer from either vegetative drag my butt around to shreiking banshee wailing. This was the former. I got up to 90 mg and once again, it kicked in, but much too activating, even with lithium. No matter how I played with the dose it was either/or, too little, too much and the worst part was the snarling slobbering incessant hunger. I gained 40 pounds and developed kill- for cravings for gooey carby stuff I never was interested in before.
Remeron, I'll say this much for it, was the easiest med to get off. I weaned from 90 to 0 in 3 weeks and didn't miss it. There followed a long spell of different trials combined with lithium, lamictal which worked OK but I got the rash, lithium alone which was OK as long as there were no stresses in my life. One med worked very well, nortriptyline and brought me out of a desperate place after my mother died. But the sxs were too much and so I powered through it with only lithium and St. John's Wort. That really was pretty good, but I hit a very bad stressful skid and it could not compete. Ended up in the hostpital in January and since then have been on the low dose Cymbalta, Lithium 600mg Ambien to sleep (changing to Lunesta) and various hormones, like thyroid. All in all I'm feeling better than ever.
My report is not unbiased since I had negative experiences with it, as well as with Serzone, another Rem like med. Have you considered replacing the Remeron with a non-hangover sleep med? Some of us are very sensitive to the histamine blockade some of these meds cause in the name of sleep. The few times lately I took Seroquel, Zyprexa or doxepin to help me sleep left me suicidally depressed the next day and they all have that histamine punch. I can only give you my jive on Remeron and Lithium and point blank, I didnt like it. It's such an easy med to get off and back on, perhaps it would be worth a try without
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Posted by Maximus on July 3, 2005, at 17:04:25
In reply to Re: Vive le Lithium! » Maximus, posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 13:08:45
Many thanks to you Barbaracat. It is very exhaustive, indeed.
Max xxx
Posted by Maximus on July 3, 2005, at 17:13:15
In reply to How does lithium work, posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 13:26:43
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> I've heard also that lithium responds better to bipolar I and I believe that's what I am. Other mood stabilizers that have worked for BP-II acquaintenances have done nothing for me.
Very interesting. I'm bp II and it works also very well for me. But i'm a *slow cycler*, mostly in the depressive side. This is the only thing i share with bp I folks because i have never had a manic episode, any.
Posted by Maximus on July 3, 2005, at 17:23:07
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » Sabino, posted by barbaracat on July 1, 2005, at 19:03:55
I would be the happiest man on earth if i was able to tolerate Remeron. No sexual side effects... But each time i took it i became a monster of rage, in spite being on Lithium. Weird.
Posted by yesac on July 5, 2005, at 10:07:48
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions, posted by Sabino on June 30, 2005, at 19:33:04
Have you ever had your lithium level checked? It might help to know what it is.
Posted by yesac on July 5, 2005, at 10:20:28
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » barbaracat, posted by Sabino on July 1, 2005, at 20:07:18
> I thought about killing myself more back then. The thought still crosses my mind daily. Seems like I've tried everything under the sun, and I feel just about at the end of my tether.
Me too. That's exactly how I feel.
> Gonna try upping the Lith to 600mgs over the long weekend. Any and all suggestions welcome.
I think it's a good idea (even though the long weekend is over now so you've probably already done it).What happened with Effexor? I think that maybe you should try increasing your dose before giving up on it. Aren't you only taking 150?
As for me, I went down to 25mgs of Seroquel. I think that I still feel about the same as before, but less tired which is good. I've been feeling kind of badly for a couple weeks, but it doesn't seem like that's gotten worse since I reduced the Seroquel. I haven't slipped back to an agitated suicidal depressive wreck yet, so I guess that's good. I think that a lot of my gloom and depression lately is due to my life/problems. Also I've gotten pretty anxious and stressed lately, which might have something to do with reducing Seroquel, but also is because of certain things going on in my life.I was on vacation until yesterday, when I flew back to where I live. It was hard to leave my family and return to my life, and then when I got home my apartment was infested with fleas. Still is. So that sucks.
Posted by Sabino on July 5, 2005, at 19:11:16
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions » Sabino, posted by barbaracat on July 2, 2005, at 15:25:27
Things have really fallen apart the last couple of days. Here's what happened...
When I was pushing the Li up to 600 mgs, I felt cognitive dulling. Didn't feel that the first couple of days on Li.
So I backed off Li a good deal. I had stopped Remeron a few days ago too. Barb, I've gone off it cold turkey before with no problems too.
Finally, I had cut down on the Effexor some too, since it didn't really whip my depression.
Anyway, I've been back to work since last week, and not really doing a whole lot. Last week, I had classes, so didn't really have to do much. Today, in a smaller sort of class, a much more intimate environment, my utter lack of concentration was a real problem, and I was starting to get that panicky I have to get out of here feeling... so I did. It was already late afternoon, so I could probably come up with some lame excuse. But lame excuses only go so far. (Please don't redirect; I'm soliciting opinions on meds here).
I really don't feel up to doing that job anymore. I don't know what to do. Don't know whether to take more time off. Don't know whether to drop my meds, since they didn't improve anything. My concentration actually is worse than when I first took time off of work two months ago.
I actually wrote a farewell note to my son last night.
Geez, I'm blowing huge chunks of insecurity out my blowhole.
Barb - For some reason I remembered something you wrote about Remeron that really tickled my funny bone. The context was talking about Remeron induced constipation and you said you 'felt like you swallowed a cement pie'.
That still cracks me up.
Anyway, my current med regimen is not cutting it. Don't you feel like 9 weeks of Effexor is enough time? I do.
Now if somebody could tell me that the cognitive dulling that I experience on Lithium would abate, well I'd consider giving that a try again. Honestly, Li felt so wonderful the first day I took it. Why couldn't that have kept up?
I'm real whiny today, but some days with these stupid mental issues, a guy just feels cursed. Whaaa!
Posted by Sabino on July 5, 2005, at 19:22:59
In reply to Re: More newbie Lithium questions, posted by yesac on July 5, 2005, at 10:20:28
Hi again. I was curious about what all your meds are. I know Lithium and Seroquel are in the mix. Do you take an AD too?
Oh, and I did take Effexor at 225 for at least three weeks. I'm completely confused about what to do.
Here's a funny thing about people that have the kinds of difficulties that we on this board do. Unless your really a ranting lunatic, other folks would never even realize you had issues.
I was visiting a dear friend who had a very manic episode and was hospitalized, and when I used to go visit, I'd meet some of the other folks in there too, and there was this one kid; just seemed like a nice young guy, and I couldn't imagine why he was in there, so I asked him. He was in there because he was depressed, and I wouldn't have even guessed that.
Often times I feel like my meds make me feel worse than my baseline state. I don't know. I probably shouldn't post when I'm feeling like this.
Posted by barbaracat on July 6, 2005, at 1:11:25
In reply to In a helluva way - Yesac » barbaracat, posted by Sabino on July 5, 2005, at 19:11:16
Geez, it sounds like things are really in the sh[*]thole - uh, I mean 'cement' hole for you. Sorry, but one must keep some sense of humor throughout this.
First of all, it sounds like you quit everything all at once. That in itself is going to put your brain through a wringer. When I'm going through a mind meltdown I simply cannot think. Stare at the same paragraph over and over, everything is slowed and feels broken. That's not to say that lithium isn't causing dulling, because it does for many people. But you did well on it at first and that's a very good sign. Usually the first couple days you know if it's going to work or not.
Could be that the combination of everything you were taking was working some good magic, but maybe not the best. I'll bet you need an antidepressant along with the lithium because it's clear you're going through a rough one. But perhaps something else. I can only go by my own experience. I hated Remeron after it pooped (it did, I did not), I hated Effexor. There weren't many I liked, however...
I love my current Cymbalta but only a small dose. I loved Zoloft. It worked the best when I was not yet taking lithium and nothing else worked. I recall you said you might give it a try. Why don't you and see if it doesn't do the trick. It's very smooth, not activating and although you may feel like you need something activating for a little cognitive zip, I'll bet once the depression gets lifted you'll find yourself thinking clearly and have alot more interest in everything.
Just today I realized 'Hey, I'm interested in things again. Everything holds a certain fascination that makes me want to keep at it.' How lovely because when I was so depressed nothing held any interest, everything was overwhelming and futile. I still have bad days but no big deal. I've found both a med combo that works - finally - and am in a good place in my life - finally. Once you start feeling better you'll probably be motivated to get more exercise, eat and sleep better and stuff. Very helpful, but almost impossible when you're brain is on duh control!
Keep trying. It won't take long. Your synapses are basically fried so no wonder you can't think. Who could? God put molecules on this earth for good reasons and there are just the right ones with your name on it - Mr. Yesac! Probably not a good idea to quit the lithium. Maybe 450mg is all you need to keep from skidding until you're more stable with an AD, but if you do need it and just quit - whoo boy, I've been there too many times and it ain't recommended. Also, don't ramp up too fast with whatever AD you go with. Lithium tends to augment them and if you are bipolar, go real slow for a while. The hardest thing is to have patience when you're so uncomfortable and feel like there's no hope anyway, but there is and you can do it. I used to think of Frodo carrying the Ring 'I will carry this thing though I do not know the way'. Now, if he had Zoloft he probably wouldn't have gotten so strange on that journey, but then there wouldn't have been the book or movie either. It's this kind of sh*t that makes you brave.
My thoughts and good wishes are on their way to you. - Barbara
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