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Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 12:52:47
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 9:58:01
it doesnt matter anymore i will go into therapy and try clozaril
btw my eye condition has worsened, it day 2 that i have withdrawn from the seroquel
i blink a lot now and my eye make uncontrolled movements a lot more then before
coould be tardive dyskinesia has worsened ive been on seroquel for 22 days but not long enough, it did show some improvement
also i am about to break my foot intentionally i have a hammer (i know its kinda crazy but i love er and i want her to see me with , i just want the girl to see when i meet her that i suffer much, and because i love her that much, i will go that far to kill me
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 13:23:35
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 12:52:47
Hi J,
>it doesnt matter anymore
Yes it does, you might be able to continue Seroquel. That way, you would avoid the need to take Clozaril. Anyway, you need to get a new doctor whatever you do.
>i blink a lot now and my eye make uncontrolled movements a lot more then before
Probably a short-term 'rebound' from abruptly stopping the Seroquel. The blinking should soon be back to how it was before.
>also i am about to break my foot intentionally i have a hammer (i know its kinda crazy but i love er and i want her to see me with , i just want the girl to see when i meet her that i suffer much, and because i love her that much, i will go that far to kill me
J, I know this sounds logical to you at the moment but it isn't. You will scare her and she will feel more distant from you than ever. This is not the right way to show her that you love her. Once you have got treatment for your TD you will be in a better position to renew your relationship. You will feel much calmer and will be able to think more clearly once again. Stopping the Seroquel so suddenly could be giving you stange ideas, do not do anything to hurt yourself. If you break your foot you will have to live with the damge for the rest of your life, you do not want to damage your body. The TD is a big enough problem for you to deal with without damaging your body even more. Please J, trust me, do not damage your body. Why don't you do something nice like send her an easter card and a little present?Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 13:23:35
she said one more thing and i she will go to the police, i cant do anything anymore except for the way that i get a accident and when i meet her in the corridor she looks and might ask me what happened
Posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 15:24:00
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
Jeroen, You're not listening to Ed! He knows what he's talking about. Breaking your foot is not the way to get attention from anyone. If anything it will push her farther away. She will see that you have no self-control. Get back on the seroquel, and see a pdoc. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 15:35:44
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
Hello J,
My friend, you need to give her time. Maybe in a few months she will be ready to talk.
In the mean time you have to concentrate on your own wellbeing. You have to get yourself well! If you are thinking of harming yourself, perhaps it is time to go to the emergency department at the local hospital. When you are an inpatient, your doctor might start Leponex.
Best Regards,
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 16:32:51
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself » Jeroen, posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 15:24:00
sorry, i am overeacting a bit,
im getting hospitalized very soon to start leponex
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 16:44:26
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 16:32:51
Hi J,
>sorry, i am overeacting a bit.
It's ok, we all do when we get upset. I certainly do.
>im getting hospitalized very soon to start leponex
I'm so glad, I honestly think it is best. I think Leponex could work really well for you. I hope they have a computer in the hospital so you can contact us if you want to. Please tell us when you are going so that we know where you are when you're gone.
Ed.
Posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 17:39:27
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 16:44:26
Yes, please keep us posted. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 4:31:33
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 17:39:27
there is internet in the hospital
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 6:58:08
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 4:31:33
i feel like myself again with the seroquel, its day 3 that i withdrawn from it and i feel the old me, except for the eye problem wich is very worse atm
Posted by banga on March 6, 2005, at 7:48:07
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 6:58:08
Hi Jeroen,
I am so glad that you are feeling better. Are you in the hospital then?
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 8:43:55
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself » Jeroen, posted by banga on March 6, 2005, at 7:48:07
hi, no im at home
Posted by banga on March 6, 2005, at 9:00:54
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 8:43:55
Oh ok, when you mentioned the hospital I was not sure. I am so glad you are doing better, I know we haven't exchanged many posts in the past but I felt worried about you. It's so good to hear you feeling better off.
Posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 9:18:20
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 6:58:08
Hi J,
>i feel like myself again with the seroquel
Perhaps you could start the Seroquel again in hospital. I'm not sure why you stopped it, did you panic? Seroquel often causes dizziness, but it's not usually serious.
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 12:59:23
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 9:18:20
clozaril can treat or REVERSE TARDIVE DYSKINESIA, reverasal is in some case.
I AM TIRED OF MY LIFE
I AM VERY SUICIDAL ATM, I HATE MY LIFE AND I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
NO JOKES ok????????
NO JOKES IF 100,000 people get killed by a tsunami, my f*cking tardive dyskinesia uncontrolled eye movement by geodon will not be cured, what is happening to me now is unacceptable, i wanted to be helped and not destroyed, i find it strange at this time there could be some happyness for me, it completelly destroyed my miserable lifeinstead of a nice girlfriend and made love with her all night, my life i complete nightmare and my eyes are blinking
I AM NO LONGER SCARED OF DEATH OR WHAT I HAPPENING TO ME, i hope my doctor will put me on high dose clozaril, that i will feel complete drugged and sleep an entire month
i felt evil while looking at the bottle geodon, the first time i took it it was 40 mg, my eyes coudnt stop moving it was even worse then now, i quit it on time the first time and i was saved, the EPS SYNDROME WENT away. i felt i escaped from death
HOW STUPID CAN I BE, OK??????
i hate MYSELF, I NO LONGER NEED TO BE SUFFERING LIKE THIS, I HAVE THIS DISEASE FROM MY 14 YEARS OLD, i tryed zeldox and it gave me tardive dyskinesia in my both eyes
i have taken seroquel and by suprise i feel almost myself again i even took a low dosei just cant take it anymore
Posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 13:11:43
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 12:59:23
Hi J,
Jeroen, I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. I would fly over to Belgium to come and see you if I could.
You mustn't give up on Seroquel so quickly. You said: 'i have taken seroquel and by suprise i feel almost myself again i even took a low dose.'
Don't give up on Seroquel, I still think it could help you.
Lol, you are my psycho-babble brother! Hang in there.
All the best,
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 14:00:32
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 13:11:43
yea but correct, i should try clozaril first, because it has the potential to reverse tardive dyskinesia, im not sure it will do this, if not ill find a treatment and start seroquel. if that fails i will terminate my life. sorry
zyprexa 10 mg i already tryed and i was almost blind, why did it become worse, any theorys?
i wish i never tryed abilify, and geodon those are worst medicines i have ever taken,seroquel is the only medicine where i feel back myself with it. but i think i got a psychotic attack from it
Posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 15:19:23
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 14:00:32
Hi J,
When will you be going to the hospital? When will you next see a psychiatrist?
>zyprexa 10 mg i already tryed and i was almost blind, why did it become worse, any theorys?
Perhaps it's because olanzapine has a higher ratio of D2 to 5-HT2 antagonism.>but i think i got a psychotic attack from it
Please tell me what happened. What symptoms did you have? When did this happen?
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 15:40:16
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 15:19:23
i felt like everybody had something against me, high anxiety, ill be seeing a psychiatrist in the morning
Posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 15:58:58
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 15:40:16
Hi J,
>ill be seeing a psychiatrist in the morning
Good luck! Send a message from the hospital if you're admitted to start Leponex.
>i felt like everybody had something against me, high anxiety
This may have occured because the Seroquel was wearing off. If you take Seroquel in future, you should try taking it twice daily to keep a constant level in your body.
Ed.
Posted by Phillipa on March 6, 2005, at 16:31:32
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 15:58:58
Good luck at the psychiatrists. Keep us Posted, okay? Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Jeroen on March 7, 2005, at 4:44:49
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 6, 2005, at 15:58:58
I AM SHOUTING TO myself, i want to kill myself
i really want to do itmy eyes feel so weird
Posted by ed_uk on March 7, 2005, at 5:24:23
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 7, 2005, at 4:44:49
Hi J,
It's time for you to go to the hospital. You are suicidal and need to be treated in a safe place. Please take my advice and go. Send me a message from the hospital, don't be frightened. In hospital you could start Leponex, or maybe try Seroquel again. Best of luck.
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 7, 2005, at 12:25:11
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 7, 2005, at 5:24:23
i feel almost normal on this dose 75 mg seroquel
not even, risperdal, zyprexa, abilif, geodon gave me a normal feeling
only seroquelany theorys?? im very confused
Posted by Jeroen on March 7, 2005, at 13:54:25
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 7, 2005, at 5:24:23
im ok now, i am bit suicidal but i am planning to try the seroquel a good try, i feel almost normal and i only took 75 mg but not long enough because of the psychotic anxiety
if this fails i will terminate my life
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