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Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 13:31:00
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Jefff, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 12:18:15
For what it's worth, my experience with
benzos: Xanax with its short half-life
induced panic attacks and irritability,
phobias, fight or flight responses. I never
knew where these problems came from until
i studied the net.Klonopin (given just as long ago as Xanax
i.e., about 12 yrs.) presented with completely
different effects. I would say that they
were more somatic. After a number of years
of taking it, for example, if i missed one
i experienced something like a stroke, and
temperature fluctuations, as well as orthostatic
hypotension and gastrointestinal problems.I withdrew from X but got a stroke from K.
If i were a doctor and had to choose between
the two, would go with Klonopin. As serious
as the withdrawal is, IF you stay on it indefinitely,
there are far fewer perceptible side effects,
and NO anxiety or panic in between.
BTW:
I have a friend who has a dilemma with AD induced
anxiety, or maybe even endogenous, and it seems
that Serzone is proving to be a good anxiolytic
AD - this drug is post SSRI, so one hopes that
progress in psychiatry is a real possibility.Hope this helps a bit.
Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 15:56:55
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 13:31:00
> For what it's worth, my experience with
> benzos: Xanax with its short half-life
> induced panic attacks and irritability,
> phobias, fight or flight responses. I never
> knew where these problems came from until
> i studied the net.Interesting. What exactly do you mean in your case? All of the news and research I've seen provide for just the opposite that I've ever seen...unless you had a "paradoxical" reaction which is not out of the question with any med.
>
> Klonopin (given just as long ago as Xanax
> i.e., about 12 yrs.) presented with completely
> different effects. I would say that they
> were more somatic. After a number of years
> of taking it, for example, if i missed one
> i experienced something like a stroke, and
> temperature fluctuations, as well as orthostatic
> hypotension and gastrointestinal problems.
>
> I withdrew from X but got a stroke from K.Sounds like bzds were not for you (to come off of anyway). Was there medical (MD) confirmation of a stroke directly causal to klonopin? I've never heard of that. The other symptoms I have heard of...especially if done too quickly or less likely if there weren't underlying symptoms that had developed while on klonopin.
>
> If i were a doctor and had to choose between
> the two, would go with Klonopin. As serious
> as the withdrawal is, IF you stay on it indefinitely,
> there are far fewer perceptible side effects,
> and NO anxiety or panic in between.
> BTW:
> I have a friend who has a dilemma with AD induced
> anxiety, or maybe even endogenous, and it seems
> that Serzone is proving to be a good anxiolytic
> AD - this drug is post SSRI, so one hopes that
> progress in psychiatry is a real possibility.
>
> Hope this helps a bit.
>
> SquigglesGenerally, a small segment of the population have these extreme difficulties during the withdrawal process. Sounds like this class didn't agree with you...or that your "sustained medical dependence" on Klonopin is essential in the treatment of your disorder?
By the way, AD induced anxiety for anxiety disorder dx'ed patients is the side effect most reported by patients with these disorders. That's why they are usually given bzds to take PRN simultaneously when alternatively, bzd monotherapy wouldn't have the plethora of other side effects associated with the latest and greatest commercially driven AD.
Alan
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 16:15:47
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 15:56:55
Alan,
I just can't talk to you. You sound like
a pharm rep, and where I try to be helpful
and candid, you sound like a real pain in
the *ss.Squiggles
Posted by Lou Pilder on October 20, 2002, at 16:27:37
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 16:15:47
Sqiggles,
Lou hear...
I have been reading your posts and I am wondering if you have any more infomation about X and K that you havn't shared with us yet. I recognise that you have an extensive knowlege from working with people trying to withdrawal from BZs and I am wondering if you have any new infomation to share with us, perhaps, from Canada?
Lou
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 16:54:01
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Squiggles, posted by Lou Pilder on October 20, 2002, at 16:27:37
Hi Lou,
Long time no here - well i guess Alan shouldn't
compete with your bedside manner :-)I would be happy to share my news. I am happily
off XANAX for 3 yrs now and no longer have the
daily panic attacks I used to. You can't imagine
how happy i am.As for the Rivotril (Klonopin) - after a year
and a half of trying to get off 1.0 mg, i arrived
at a state which had the following symptoms:- myoclonic seizure experienced the year before
(and so pronounced by an emergency doctor) became
more intense. Sitting at the computer, i felt
large electric cables crawling up my spine/head
area. They proceeded towards one side of the head
then the other. They then seemed to pick up
electric force. After that I felt an axe like
slam on the back of the centre head. My head
felt as if it was on fire.After that, i lost memory for a while, but i did
call my husband. After that, i was unable to walk
steady, my blood pressure seemed to go up and down,
I had horrible pain in the head, trouble breathing,
my pupils were fixed tiny and stayed there, and
i had the strange experience of falling asleep while
standing. My sleep cycles were completely off, and
when i did wake up i felt very sick and nauseous.
I had very deep emotional depression and physically
I felt very immobile.It took a month to recover. The worst part, was
that i was not able to place my head on the pillow
as it hurt too much. My mother was very concerned
and may have shared my thoughts that i was dying.My dr. on the phone said no, it was not hemmorrhage,
no it did not sound like stroke, no it did not sound
like seizure... it was withdrawal.Well, i am not a doctor, but from what i read on
every addiction book this was a stroke/seizure of
a type maybe specific to K.It has now been a year and the waves of withdrawal
took a while to subside but i am stabilizing.I don't know if many people went through that
at the Benzo group - i was so upset I called them
all Scientologists.I had to reinstate the entire dose and some.
That was the bone of bitter contention at the
Benzo group - i insisted that people not be let
go so far as i did. I think it is dangerous.
And, perhaps my doctor knew something but let
me try -- i.e. that i should not have gotten off
Klonopin.
Questions: What was it? If not a seizure or stroke?Why was it so hard to come off such a small dose?
Why did i get prescribed on this in the first place?
Do i need it or am i just addicted?
Why was I not sent to a detox centre?
_______________
Well, that's my story.
Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 16:54:36
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 16:15:47
> Alan,
>
> I just can't talk to you. You sound like
> a pharm rep, and where I try to be helpful
> and candid, you sound like a real pain in
> the *ss.
>
> Squiggles
============================================
Pardon me. The post I replied to in a civil manner was addressed to me - from you. Sorry if I misunderstood. Perhaps you meant it directed to someone else.My initial reply was based on my own experience of taking all of the bzds and just about every other med for the last 20 years.
I do not believe that the information I supplied or asked about was anything but based on my own experience of my reading of the anecdotal plus medical evidence.
Alan
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 17:06:11
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 16:54:36
If you took so many benzos for so long,
and yet your experience is so different,
there must be a reason. We must differ
somehow - maybe another drug, maybe the heat;
i don't know. I wrote my whole story to
Lou. I do feel lucky to be alive.Squiggles
Posted by Lou Pilder on October 20, 2002, at 17:11:24
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Lou Pilder, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 16:54:01
Squiggles,
I have heard of similar withdrawal episodes from others. A man emailed me a few months ago with the same thing, on K, that you are describing and he was down to a fraction of a mg and could not go to zero without experiancing what you have described. He was on K for 10 years.
I am gad that you are better. I hope to hear from you again,
Lou
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 17:46:50
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Squiggles, posted by Lou Pilder on October 20, 2002, at 17:11:24
Thank you Lou;
Then it's K-specific; i think i saw a couple
of papers on this - maybe a new syndrome.I appreciate the company even though it was
a bad experience, and i do recall you were
there with some kind words.Take care and make this known.
Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 19:31:11
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 17:06:11
> If you took so many benzos for so long,
> and yet your experience is so different,
> there must be a reason. We must differ
> somehow - maybe another drug, maybe the heat;
> i don't know. I wrote my whole story to
> Lou. I do feel lucky to be alive.
>
> Squiggles
===========================================
I'm sure that you do. And there is a segment of the population that have bad reactions to drugs of all sorts and are stuck by lightning it seems when it comes to being hit with a confluence of events that are difficult at best to tease out.But this gets back to the essential complaint that I have about relating these types of unfortunate stories....and the notion that contradictions to those stories are only that of drug reps or phar. houses (of which I am neither).
And that is:
One can not logically extrapolate or generalise for an entire population about any medication risk based on their own personal experience. It's a generally and widely accepted axiom in the world of science and medicine.
The anti-benzo movement is quite skilled at doing this and the www.benzo.org site is a leader in advancing their scare tactics in this regard...especially now that they have the opportunity to use the www and reach millions to spread their unsubstantiated half-truths for moral and especially political purposes (to effect NHC systems, prescribing patterns, lawsuits, etc).
Serious physicians treating and specialising in the anxiety disorders that may take a short visit to these websites and a couple other like them may be laughing at the mere glance of such psudeo science but what's troubling is that many are unaware of the influence that typically med phobic anxiety sufferers are reacting to these website's exaggerated statement of risk, therefore believeing that bzds are not an option to ask their physician about.
PS. Actually I've been comlimented many times for my bedside manner. I'm hopefully a diplomat of some stripe to some people.
That is why I feel obligated to correct misunderstandings about bzds that are out there in the ether somewhere - most especially about the extrapolating part.
Otherwise, at the risk of peoples well being, their jobs and family risk being unnecessarily being put into "detox" centers simply because they show a "level and sustained medical dependence" on a medication that they are doing well on.
Benzophobia is to psychiatry what Opiodphobia is to pain management.
It's slowly evolving but has a long was to go based on the half-truths and psudeo science I see on these tabloid sites.
Again, this is not to say that a population of all kinds of folks do not have bad reactions to all kinds of drugs. But to place the barrier of stigma and guilt between the already crowded relationship between patient and doctor where commercial interests are already intruding to such a breathtaking degree through their promotion of AD's over the less profitable but more effective bzds is one of the biggest problems facing psychiatry today IMO.
Otherwise, where has the patient's freedom to choose treatment about their anxiety disorder gone?
End of rant.
Alan
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 19:53:02
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 19:31:11
Alan,
I appreciate your posts very much. I love
reading them because they are thoughtful,
informed, and caring. I think you are a
nice person. I was only teasing about bedside
manner (chacun a son gout):-).You may be right about some aspects of
the benzo group. There are many people
who have experienced severe withdrawal symptoms
and as I have told you before, just about every
medical text i have read on addiction, puts
the benzos along side (though not as severe)
the barbituates, for withdrawal severity.
Seizures after long use is not uncommon and
can be fatal.As for my case, i admit that i have had my
sceptical moments. I have wondered if perhaps
the lithium was not the culprit. My dr. lowered
my thyroxine med. about 40% and kept the lithium
at the same level about 3 years before this
stroke thing happened. It could have been the
lithium that gave me this cerebral event.
It could have been drug displacement with the
Klonopin coming off and the lithium kicking in.
Or it could have just been the Klonopin withdrawal--at
least that is what my doctor said.So, you are correct in saying that each case is
complex and many other factors come into play.
For example during the summer that happened, we had
the hottest summer on record - maybe it was a heat stroke.But remember, my doctor said it was withdrawal.
Frankly, I don't know. What is really disturbing
is that nobody knows, and nobody checked the inside
of my brain. I am little worried about these issues.As for scaring people off benzos - i really believe
that benzos, if given with adequate supervision can
do a tremendous amount of good. But that can be
said of not just benzos, but any drug, and any
medical treatment. Famous last words!Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 20:15:55
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 19:53:02
> You may be right about some aspects of
> the benzo group. There are many people
> who have experienced severe withdrawal symptoms
> and as I have told you before, just about every
> medical text i have read on addiction, puts
> the benzos along side (though not as severe)
> the barbituates, for withdrawal severity.
> Seizures after long use is not uncommon and
> can be fatal.
==============================================Well, withdrawal severity is not the same as withdrawal commonality. And that's the distinction that needs to be made vis-a-vis the inflammitory rhetoric surrounding the lumping of narcotics and bzds when concerning withdrawal....especially viewed through the prism of texts on "addiction".
I certainly wouldn't want to be prescribed to and managed by an addictionologist where the whole world would seem to be a stage for case after case of "addiction". There are few addictionologists that even make the distinction between "addiction" and appropriate sustained levels of "medical dependence". And that's where the problem lies. Docs looking for problems where they do not lie.
The fact of the matter is that the vast majority of those "addicts" that are using bzds are not using them alone but to get from high ot high from one illegal substance (or alcohol) to another as sort of a buffer. Of course there are going to be narcotic-type withdrawals for those that are poly-drug abusers or have such high dosages to begin with or most importantly have a predisposition for drug-seeking behaivor.
Unfortunately addictionologists will look first at the drug and not at the patient's attitude towards a drug as the genesis of the problem.
Most don't go out seeking highs - at least the type of hard core addicts that I'm speaking of - and that's what makes them different from you and me. Same with opioids for pain. Why do we discriminate between physical and psychic pain? It's so deeply rooted culturally speaking that grandma or mum aren't given enough pain medication for fear of being addicted just for the sake of being addicted! Where does that rationale come from? How is that compassionate?
We treat them more humanely these days I hope but why is the use of bzds to treat psychic pain so demonised and such a moral issue for folks? Because people may become medically dependant on them. To withold them as anything other than an eqivalent for treating the anxiety disorders borders on Calvinism.
No, it is Calvinism.
Alan
Posted by viridis on October 20, 2002, at 20:49:01
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 20:15:55
I agree with Alan. Benzos have helped me tremendously, with essentially no side effects and no need for any increase in dosage. The various ADs I've tried have had terrible side effects and have increased my anxiety, even at very low doses, and for me these effects don't disappear with time. I know others who have done extremely well on Prozac, Celexa, etc., so I'm sure these are great meds for some people. However, I no longer have any patience with doctors who push these drugs on me when I tell them of my experiences, and my positive reaction to benzos. Fortunately, I now have a totally non-benzophobic psychiatrist who quickly realized that benzos were appropriate meds for me, and that SSRIs and Wellbutrin were not.
I haven't tried to withdraw from benzos (and don't have any plans to in the near future). My psychiatrist was very straightforward in telling me that medical dependency was likely to develop, just as it does with various ADs, blood pressure meds, insulin, etc. According to him, supervised withdrawal from benzos by slow taper is quite routine and is not a problem for most people. However, he seems most concerned that I continue to take benzos, because of their proven record of safety, my very positive reaction to relatively low doses, and the damage that long-term anxiety does to one's mental and physical health.
The whole benzo argument seems silly to me. Treatment for for anxiety should be like treatment for any other medical condition. Certain meds are appropriate for some people, not for others. So, find out whether benzos work for you, or whether ADs would be better, and then follow the best treatment plan. If you run into foolish doctors who insist that "one med fits all", or "benzos are addictive", then move on until you find a doctor who listens to what you say and is comfortable with prescribing the best treatment.
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 20:59:08
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 20:15:55
Alan,
[I find this set up an exercise in memory];
anyway;"Withdrawal severity is not the same as withdrawal
commonality"--granted--because medical prescription
is administered indefinitely, and in my case (K)
for the rest of my life. It is a tautology in these
circumstances that the patient will not experience
withdrawal severity, unless the doctor fails to raise
the dose. That is what happened to me with Xanax
and how I found out. The nature of the drug plays
a role as well. It is not the case with Klonopin as this
drug may take 7 yrs to up the level before tolerance
is reached. Don't ask me why - i am not a pharmacologist.As for benzo addicts who take the drug possibly because
they are coke addicts or need something to bring them down
(street drug addiction), i would be very surprised if
the principles of addiction on the body is any different
here than for a CEO who drives a Porsche.Regarding psychic pain, i disagree with you - there is
compassion here. Doctors DO prescribe anxiolytics
for anxiety, which is a psychic pain; as well as
post traumatic disorder and maybe even the agitation that
can accompany deep grief.Squiggles
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 21:04:55
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working, posted by viridis on October 20, 2002, at 20:49:01
I think that each person should choose
the drug that she or he feels comfortable
with. And i think you have a considerate
doctor to work with you.I am not sure for how long benzos will
work their magic without deliterious side
effects. Personally, Xanax destroyed my
life plans and projects--however, it is
conceivable that had I raised the dose
this may not have happened.Again, with Klonopin (raised a couple of times
in 15 yrs) the same was not the case. And
who knows, maybe the type and half-life of the
benzo will make a difference.You are also correct in bringing up the many
side effects of the ADs and the trials and
tribulations one has to go through to get the
right fit. I know from my friend, who finally
after 15 years and some 25 different drug
samples and experiences, has finally hit on
something that doesn't turn him into Mr. Hyde.So, i am glad for you and i hope the effect
continues.Squiggles
Posted by viridis on October 20, 2002, at 21:29:14
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » viridis, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 21:04:55
Hi Squiggles,
Thank you for the vote of confidence, and I'm really sorry to hear about the problems you had with benzos. They seem rather unusual, but it just goes to show how much individual variation there is in response to medications.
Klonopin is my mainstay -- I only take Xanax occasionally, for very stressful situations, so I'm not dependent on it, just K. Who knows how I'll feel in a few years. For now, I just feel consistently normal and enthusiastic about life, for the first time in decades. And I am very lucky to have an informed, sympathetic pdoc who really listens to what I tell him and is open to a wide variety of treatment options.
Thanks again, and all the best to you.
Viridis
Posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 21:35:57
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working, posted by viridis on October 20, 2002, at 21:29:14
Viridis,
I really don't think you will have problems
with Klonopin, as long as you stay on it.Had i listened to my doctor, and not tried to
get off it after 15 yrs. i would not have had
such problems. Unfortunately, i succumbed to
the enthusiasm of the benzo group--which has
many useful and informative testimonials. And
even there, variation between individuals
is great.One thing is certain--benzos are addicting.
But, so what? As long as you are taken off easy,
IF you have to be taken off.Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 23:28:11
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 20:59:08
>
> Regarding psychic pain, i disagree with you - there is
> compassion here. Doctors DO prescribe anxiolytics
> for anxiety, which is a psychic pain; as well as
> post traumatic disorder and maybe even the agitation that
> can accompany deep grief.
>
> Squiggles
========================================Long term is the exception - that was my impression from your part of the world.
Alan
Posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 23:41:44
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » viridis, posted by Squiggles on October 20, 2002, at 21:04:55
> I am not sure for how long benzos will
> work their magic without deliterious side
> effects. Personally, Xanax destroyed my
> life plans and projects--however, it is
> conceivable that had I raised the dose
> this may not have happened.
>
====================================Go ahead and call me an a** for saying so but this is not only a possibility in your case but the probable reason that xanax in general has gotten a bad name - needing dose adjustments or during start - up, many titrations ( the problem being not knowing how to manage it for most people).
Most go by some arbitrary set of guidelines that they can't increase to theraputic levels from an arbitrary starting point to begin with...and what makes it most tricky is the short half-life. Keeping up with dosages account for many a perceived problem I'm sure - especially considering the withdrawal symptom heightens the state of already unberable agintation in many cases.
Too bad there isn't a xanax extended release somewhere in order to combat the misperceptions out there when patients finally get to a theraputic dose, their underlying anxiety fluctuates, they need more, and all sorts of flags go up to the doc that dosage escalation is occuring.
The addictionologist is sure to interrupt at this point.
Alan
Posted by Squiggles on October 21, 2002, at 8:02:43
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 23:28:11
If you mean they are prescribed long-term,
and that is the case we are discussing, as
a layman, i really think that is a mistake--not
only for benzos (though they particularly
addictive) but for all psychiatric drugs.
I suspect that the prophylactic business is
really a matter of expediency.Squiggles
Posted by Squiggles on October 21, 2002, at 8:45:30
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 23:41:44
I agree with this 100%. It would be ideal
if the drug companies provided drug doctors;
i think doctors are overwhelmed with
a new field for which they never trained-
psychopharmacology. Very often the drug
is just misadministered. (Euripides, Eumenides):=)Squiggles
Posted by Alan on October 21, 2002, at 9:35:46
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Alan, posted by Squiggles on October 21, 2002, at 8:02:43
> If you mean they are prescribed long-term,
> and that is the case we are discussing, as
> a layman, i really think that is a mistake--not
> only for benzos (though they particularly
> addictive) but for all psychiatric drugs.
> I suspect that the prophylactic business is
> really a matter of expediency.
>
> Squiggles
===========================================
Then I guess that chronic and severe (enough) don't warrant a compassionate response by doctors - the same as we were talking about re: opioids?For much of the panic population, sustained, stable, medical dependence is a norm that is here to stay as a realised, effective, and as the preferred form of treatment....especially, as you agree, the doctors learn more about the correct usage of the drug....without the spin of "addiction" added to their's and their patient's benzophobia.
Benzophobia is of course anxiety related and compounded with AD commercialism pushing the phobia over the top. Adding fuel to the fire of worry by using the "A" word is not helping the general population that would benefit from stable medical dependence on these medications that have by all non-commercial credible accounts including the W.H.O. (the most independent group left) that explicitly state that the saftey and efficacy for short and long term bzd monotherapy is not even in question.
Alan
Posted by Squiggles on October 21, 2002, at 9:58:04
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 21, 2002, at 9:35:46
With regard to benzos, there is good reason
to keep the patient on indefinitely or forever;
the withdrawals are so horrendous. Any argument
against this is an argument against all the
testimony and the Pharmaceutical Association's
caution about addiction; not to mention the
APA, the AMA, and all the texts. They all say
that benzos should be used short-term (3 months
and no more, or for crisis situations).There is nothing morally wrong with addiction,
but consider that if you start at a young age,
you will hit tolerance faster, which means you
will have to raise the dose indefinitely. Again,
with most benzos there is nothing wrong with that,
except that the side effects will accumulate with
age.As for putting someone on a psychiatric drug
for the rest of his or her life--this may be
necessary if the depression or mania or anxiety
is a life-long disorder. In some cases that
may be so. I was reading Kraeplin last night and
he kept charts on how often the swings occurred
in mania and depression. In some people it was
every 7 years, in some every 10, in some every 20,
in some only once in a lifetime, and in some almost
daily.With regard to anxiety, the disorder is so unnatural
that one must ask whether it is not infact a side effect
of a drug (i have witnessed this myself); whether it is
not infact a result of hyperthyroidism, or any other
20 or 30 possible causes OTHER than a disease itself.
To do that, the doctors must devote some more precious
time and eliminate the other possible and more likely
causes.Squiggles
Posted by Squiggles on October 21, 2002, at 11:54:05
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working » Squiggles, posted by Alan on October 21, 2002, at 9:35:46
Alan,
I should be frank with you. I am iatrophobic.
I don't wish to deceive anyone here, but I do
fear that doctors and drug companies are against
mental patients, in the sense that they do not
know or care about what they're doing.This is a dangerous flaw because it leads many
i am sure to experiment with their drugs and
maybe become very sick. It also has encouraged
the anti-psychiatry groups like benzo (parts of
it - because much of what is said is true) and
others.I try to be cautious, and i confess i have
sometimes caused myself some trouble because of
this.It's the damned side effects - that is the
cause, i'm sure. I hope you understand.Squiggles
Posted by Jefff on October 21, 2002, at 23:59:06
In reply to Re: My Klonopin (Clonazepam) isnt working Alan » Jefff, posted by Alan on October 20, 2002, at 12:18:15
>> Why are you consistently smoking pot? This, as alchohol, is usually used most of the time, in the way that you describe it, for self medication. If you finally did find a doc that you felt safe admitting this to, they would still have a hard time justifying prescriptins of a bzd...but then again, if there is some way of convincing yourself AND them that you are not gong to smoke pot while at the same time taking xanax they my at least be inclined to listen.
> Smoking pot to physicians is "drug-seeking behaivour" and almost immediately disqualifies you for xanax because of your penchant to seek highs. In their minds, "potential for abuse goes way up".
> That's not to say that you want to , with the help of an open minded doc that you are willing to be monitored as to your quit seeking this high, and substitute the xanax or ativan or whatever for the pot.
> It seems entirely up to you if you are serious about confronting these issues.
> Rehabilitate off of the pot first, prove that to your doctor, and hope that you have one compassionate enough to understand that you were self-medicating with pot.
> Many AA members are successful at making the switch from the bazooka-like effect of alcohol to the lazer-like effect of bzds to treat anxiety disorder (this is the diagnosis, yes?). Or is it depression secondary to the overwhelming anxiety?
>
> AlanAlan,
At my final visit with my Dr a couple weeks ago I asked him what my official diagnosis was.
He claimed this:
#1-Dysthymia...(which IMO is wrong as I dont have "MILD depression", I have life long, never ending moderate to severe depression which fluctuates in intensity).
#2- Social Phobia...(which IMO Id say was more like severe social anxiety along with general anxiety over many different things (perhaps GAD).
#3- Schizoid personality disorder... (which I may or may not be... but it does sound like I am when I read the online diagnosis. The actual term sounds pretty scary/crazy and not something Id like to admit to too many people).
#4-Body Dysmorphic disorder... (which again, I may or may not be... I tend to believe that Im not and that Im just extremely self conscious/anxiety ridden to the extreme point where I have never felt attractive or worthy enough to ever have sex/intimacy with someone Ive been attracted to. Ive never focused on one particular thing that was out of the ordinary... its always just been a conglomeration of things- such as too thin or too fator not toned enough or the acne or this or that.)
Regarding the pot issue, yes Im definitely self medicating with the pot. Its all I have to keep me from going crazy (can you imagine going through your whole life with those mental issues PLUS being only 33 years old and having spent the past seven years inside a very small house completely isolated from the entire world- aside from your cats, roomate and shrink?)
No way in hell Id tell my new (or old) shrink about the pot. Sure, Id gladly quit smoking it if I had no need to..and honestly (which I mentioned in another post ) the few days that I had the Xanax it interestingly very much curbed my "need" to smoke the pot. But I definitely dont trust, need or want any doctor restricting or withholding beneficial medications from me just because I smoke pot.
Im wondering though if it would be a good or absolutely stupid idea to tell me new med. prescriber that I had recently sampled Xanax? If she knows that it worked for me, and that the clonazepam really isnt, wouldnt she be more willing to let me use it?
Oh God...I cant even describe how much I resent and hate having my sanity/mental health regulated and under the control of someone else.
Jeff
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