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Posted by Lorraine on July 16, 2001, at 10:26:03
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Lorraine, posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 0:27:49
> > >So this hasn't been a bad waiting period for me so far.
I'm glad to hear that. The transitions can really be the pits.
> > > It doesn't sound from your description that you would be a good candidate for opiate treatment.I know that this is true. We are all different though and I am glad it's working for you. You have your head up about the addiciton issue. So if you are watching yourself like a hawk hopefully you will be ok. Jensen gives a case example of a woman for whom Opiate Replacement therapy worked. She ended up taking Hycomine (opiate with decongestant and caffeine) one tablet 4x day for 5 years which cleared her fibromylagia, agoraphobia, depression, fatigue and ADD without any evidence of tolerance or addiction. She also took .5 Klonopin at night. He says "This house bound agoraphobic became an outgoing, happy, and frequently traveling airline stewardess". Just in case you are looking for a career switch < vbg >
> > What is ERT?
>
> Estrogen replacement therapy.Course now I am reading that an imbalance in the ratio of estrogen to progesterin can cause panic attacks and anxiety--which is a possibility for me because my hyperventilating started about 6 months after I started estrogen replacement therapy with no progesterin augmentation.
> > > I own a small business--I'm a fine arts (sort of) photographer, so I get to totally set my own schedule. During the worst days of my depression, I have only been able to work because I set my own schedule. When I shoot I am never depressed, no matter how I felt before the shoot. I am really lucky about that. It may have to do with the absolute focus that I must have.I think this is extraordinary and wonderful. I'm glad you see both the good and the bad. This is a great example of making a life even when your depression is not under control. I have been trying to force myself to make commitments and just "do" even when I don't feel good--because this waiting for tomorrow thing is not working. Sometimes I surprise myself and end up functioning pretty well despite the depression.
> > > It is hard to sort out work time from non-work time when you work at home. But I had a hard time with relationships and bordom when I worked regular jobs--I never learned how to be around someone everyday if there was tension between us and I hate repetition.You mean work relationships?
> > > If I had more initiative, I'd try to start a breakfast/brunch club for other people in the arts who work at home, maybe meet once a week.Even once a month would be good. What would be great would be if you could form a group and nominate someone else with more consistent energy to head it up. < vbg >
> > >There are business decision that come up that I have to deal with completely by myself, although I do ask my best friend for a lot of advise in dealing with a situation.
I have a law degree and a business degree burning a hole in my pocket. I don't miss the law so much, but I do miss the business planning and deal making. I have found that when I try to consult, I have a very hard time transitioning from the work to the non-work phase. I mean I get spacey and miss deadlines--which is so unlike me when I worked. And, of course, regular work in this area is very stressful and, I suspect that like a skier who has to protect his previously injured leg, I will no longer be able to put myself in situations of stress. So I have some rethinking to do..
> > Keep me posted on your Parnate trial.
>
> Well, actually I may try two things first. The estrogen patch, maybe, and I think I will run trying nardil again with cercerta by my pdoc. Nardil, concerta, and oxycontin could be good.Good luck with it. I hope the Nardil works second time around.
> > > There are a million volunteer things you can do, like even once a week, but I don't know if you can depend on yourself to have that initiative now.
Well, you are right about not being able to depend on myself--but this situation is just dragging on too long and I absolutely have to pull myself out of the house and make the first step. I think I'll look into the group that Elizabeth spoke about--the national depression support group. It will be a start.
> > >I don't have much initiative myself--luckily I don't really have to for my work. I did work very hard (but it was really fun) designing a website for my business and that has proved to a lot more helpful that I had anticipated. I should have done it years ago.
Yeah, I surprised myself by pretty much heading up the 6th grade graduation party at my son's school this year. Extraordinary long hours for about a month.
> > > One type of volunteer work I'd like to look into is mediation. Apparently there are both community and court programs that use volunteers. I don't like mindless things (like handing out food) even though I know they are important, so this mediation thing appeals to me because it uses both people and thinking skills. I may look into that after labor day.Mediation? That would be up my alley as well, although I don't know that whole law side is pretty blah for me right now. Still, it is worth looking into.
>
> Does your pdoc have any preference for nardil or parnate for you?
I speak to him today at 4pm. I'll see what he says. He has this odd belief that if the "right" medication is chosen for you, you will not have side effects. When I say things like "but don't people gain weight on Nardil", he'll say "my patients don't". Anyway, we'll see.> > > Keep writing...
Try to stop me < vbg >
Posted by Elizabeth on July 16, 2001, at 21:20:07
In reply to Re: hand holding » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 15, 2001, at 21:11:31
> > > >What's your understanding of the mechanism of action? (By "active ingredients" I really meant the chemical(s), not the name of the plant, BTW.) I looked it up in a few places; it sounds interesting.
>
> I was afraid you'd ask that and, of course, I haven't a clue.Of course I'd ask it! Seriously, I'm planning on looking it up myself at some point (it's right at the bottom of my things-to-do list < g >).
> GABA might help also.
I have trouble believing that oral GABA would ever make it into the CNS.
> > > > Although I don't generally have skin-picking problems, I developed one (temporary, thankfully) when I tried adding Cylert to Nardil (MAOIs can be expected to potentiate psychomotor stimulants).
>
> Good to know. So you tried Nardil with a stimulant? And, I take it has edgy results?Several stimulants, not just Cylert. Some people can tolerate it, some can't. The main risk is hypertension, of course.
> Isn't temperature intolerance tied to thyroid function?
Theoretically. But I've had a lot of thyroid tests and they've always been fine.
> Also, I read somewhere about excess dopamine causing this.
I have a feeling that's not a problem I have. < g >
> Yeah, it really sucks, but I think you have hit it right on the nose here. Serzone put me to sleep--even with Wellbutrin in the am. I hated it. Remeron and Nardil remain to be tried.FWIW, I didn't get tired on either of those. (Then again, I'm hard to sedate, as I mentioned.)
> So, this is the other piece of bad news. I know--just seems impossible so that probably means back to an all-purpose AD of some sort and your hunch about an MAO may be right.
I don't understand -- what was the bad news?
> I had a pretty bad reaction to Inderal. I think it worsened my depression, which Jenson says it's prone to do--actually he says that people who take it have a five-fold increase in their AD dosage.
That's interesting. What I've read has suggested that the "beta blockers cause depression" thing has been greatly exaggerated (because people with cardiac disease are at increased risk of depression to start with).
> Anyway, bad luck for me. But he also mentions long lasting Betaxolol and I'm wondering if that might be your long lasting Beta-blocker.
Betaxolol is a good one. It's considered safer if it's necessary for a person with asthma to take a beta-blocker. It's beta1-selective, as your doctor says (so is atenolol, which I found didn't work for panic).
> Well, that's funny because I think I thought I'd jump out of my skin on them.
On opioids? Why?
> Hypersomnia. Well, I'd say unmedicated I sleep a lot, always have and it got worse with depression. Leaden paralysis--that pretty much describes it to a tee.
Leaden paralysis is specifically supposed to mean a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.
> OK--I'm moving toward MAOs I think. Thanks for really sticking with me on this. It helps immeasurably.
Well, sure thing. It's nice to talk to you.
> > [re side effect sensitivity]
> > > Ain't that a b****. I suspect your right though. Still wish I hadn't opened that particular pandora's box.
> >
> > > > Huh. In what sense is it a Pandora's box?
>
> You can't close it.Wait -- what was "it" again? < g >
> Dudette to you < vbg >
Your Dudeliness.
-elizabeth
Posted by Elizabeth on July 16, 2001, at 21:21:23
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Lorraine, posted by Neal on July 15, 2001, at 23:28:09
> Elizabeth- I have some Temgesic .2mg sublingual tabs and I seem to be getting a good effect from just one. Is that possible? What is and "average" daily dose of this sublingual variety of bup?
I don't know. It's usually given to addicts who need much more than people without any tolerance. The amount I take is 0.3 mg (3x/day), intranasally.
-elizabeth
Posted by Elizabeth on July 16, 2001, at 21:24:41
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Lorraine, posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 0:27:49
> It doesn't sound from your description that you would be a good candidate for opiate treatment.
Why do you say that, out of curiosity?
> The only SSRIs I've tried for more than two weeks have been prozac, serzone, and luvox. I didn't gain weight on those three, but I've either not been able to take others (effexor, for one), and I've been unwilling to try the newer, weight gainers like remeron, celexa.
FWIW: Serzone isn't really an SSRI, and I seem to hear many fewer reports of weight gain related to it. (That could just be because it's not used nearly as much as the SSRIs and Effexor, though.)
-elizabeth
Posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 22:51:19
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Elizabeth on July 15, 2001, at 14:50:19
Hi Elizabeth.
> > I did have success with lamictal, but it gave me an immediate 15lb weight gain.
> I'll note that for future reference. I don't think I'd ever heard of weight gain from Lamictal.I called the manufacturer and they said there was something like a 17% weight gain, but I couldn't find any source where they were getting that information. Then they sent me a study with an N of 40, with 17 % having a weight gain over a certain percent of their body. It was too strange. I don't think they want to really know, only that it causes much less weight gain than some other anticonvulsants (sort of like the new AP and the old AP--no stats, just comparisons).
> > Yet in the long run, I am choosing next to try Parnate.
> I'd like to hear about how that goes for you. Are you going to continue taking Concerta and oxycodone?I've already dropped concerta. I may try it again, but I have this feeling that there was no synergy or whatever
between the oxycontin and concerta. And I am going to next try the estrogen patch that was so successful in
a study of perimenopausal women and the estradiol patch. I am of that age, and so far no physical symtoms, but
it seems worth a try since my depression got so much worse in the last two years.
>> > BTW, I think your idea of doing nardil with a stimulent is an excellent one. I loved nardil (when it worked) because I never felt shaky or drugged. And I didn't gain weight. YMMV!
> Lucky! But it stopped working for you too? (At least it didn't leave you with an extra 50 lbs!)But I never tried it with concerta. I rather try something I've know that venture into new side effects with parnate. So that may be an option. The question would be if I'd need to drop the oxy to take concerta. I don't think I'd be willing. It's getting me though life right now and I can't imagine feeling safe enough to let it go.
I don't know much about the tricyclic you're taking. I don't even remember what trycyclics I tried, it was so long ago and I was in Sheppard Pratt. My early twenties, centuries ago! I've never tried one since, and actually surprisingly, no one, including my present pdoc (the cocktail guy) ever brought it up. I'll have to ask him (in my eight minutes) if he ever uses them. Just out of curiousity.
Take care, Shelli
Posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 23:09:41
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Elizabeth on July 16, 2001, at 21:24:41
> > It doesn't sound from your description that you would be a good candidate for opiate treatment.
>
> Why do you say that, out of curiosity?
>
Certainly not out of intuitive sense. Actually, in response to this statement by Lorraine:
"Is oxycontin an opiate? Do you have anxiety, pain or autonomical symptoms? What does it do for you? Just curious. I cannot even tolerate codeine with tylenol. I makes me weepy and shakey and emotionally fragile"Why, do you think she can have that reaction to codeine and still be a candidate for Buprenorphine?
Shelli
Posted by Elizabeth on July 18, 2001, at 0:34:14
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Elizabeth, posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 22:51:19
That's a weird story about the Lamictal. Drug companies are rather unsavory, aren't they?
> I've already dropped concerta. I may try it again, but I have this feeling that there was no synergy or whatever
> between the oxycontin and concerta.It sounds a little too much like a speedball to me. < g >
> And I am going to next try the estrogen patch that was so successful in
> a study of perimenopausal women and the estradiol patch. I am of that age, and so far no physical symtoms, but
> it seems worth a try since my depression got so much worse in the last two years.It might be, I don't know too much about that. I had a bad reaction to the pill (depression got worse all of a sudden, got better when I stopped the pill) so I'm not into taking hormones.
> > Lucky! But it stopped working for you too? (At least it didn't leave you with an extra 50 lbs!)
>
> But I never tried it with concerta.I don't really see why Concerta would prevent it from pooping out. Then again, what do we know about why ADs poop out, anyway?
> I rather try something I've know that venture into new side effects with parnate.
That makes sense. Although Nardil and Parnate are lumped together as monoamine oxidase inhibitors, they're really quite different -- Nardil is related to hydrazine, while Parnate is a phenethylamine (very similar to amphetamine, actually).
> So that may be an option. The question would be if I'd need to drop the oxy to take concerta.
I don't see any reason why that would be necessary.
> I don't think I'd be willing. It's getting me though life right now and I can't imagine feeling safe enough to let it go.
I understand, believe me!
> I don't know much about the tricyclic you're taking.
It's generally got the least side effects, although it's more likely to cause jitters than other TCAs. It's a fairly selective NE reuptake inhibitor.
> I don't even remember what trycyclics I tried, it was so long ago and I was in Sheppard Pratt.
What's Sheppard Pratt? And do you remember if any of the TCAs worked at all?
> My early twenties, centuries ago!
Shhh, you're dating yourself. ;-)
> I've never tried one since, and actually surprisingly, no one, including my present pdoc (the cocktail guy) ever brought it up. I'll have to ask him (in my eight minutes) if he ever uses them. Just out of curiousity.
Eight minutes -- jeez. Good luck!
-e
Posted by Elizabeth on July 18, 2001, at 0:35:42
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Elizabeth, posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 23:09:41
> Actually, in response to this statement by Lorraine:
> "Is oxycontin an opiate? Do you have anxiety, pain or autonomical symptoms? What does it do for you? Just curious. I cannot even tolerate codeine with tylenol. I makes me weepy and shakey and emotionally fragile"You have a much better memory than I do. I agree, then. I wonder what Stadol or ReVia would do for her, though.
-e
Posted by shelliR on July 18, 2001, at 22:46:02
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Elizabeth on July 18, 2001, at 0:34:14
Hi Elizabeth,
> What's Sheppard Pratt? And do you remember if any of the TCAs worked at all?
Sheppard Pratt is a private psychiatric hospital, outside of Baltimore. Zelda Fitzgerald had several stays there during her life. They have beautiful grounds there and a gazebo, where she apparently sipped wine to help her sleep through the night.
As far as the TCAs working, I never got past the first day on two different ones. They made me so disoriented, that I could barely dress myself. That hospitalization was the lowest point of my life. I had hit rock bottom, signed in there, and realized there was a basement to rock bottom. Soon after I was discharged to a day hospital, I started nardil ; TCAs have never come up for me again.
Sheppard Pratt has a good reputation, but the particular unit I was on (short-term evaluative) was awful. I was there for a month (which is what my insurance covered), but there were people in there up to a year. The federal government used to have awesome psychiatric benefits, so half of Washington was in psychoanalysis, and hospital stays, well they could be months and months. And it was nearly impossible to be fired from a government job once you'd been there for a few years, so there was no fear of coming out having lost your job. I was not really part of that era, and never part of the federal government at all.
From what I've heard Sheppard Pratt now gets through on endowments. It has a well known dissociative disorders program, but I always chose another hospital in Washington with the same type of unit. It's closer and I think almost everyone on that unit ends up with an MPD (DID) diagnosis. Someone I know from one of my hospital stays was in there with Rosanne Barr, during her "multiple period"--she was going on talk shows afterwards talking about how much fun it was to have different personalities. The woman who was in with her, did not believe that Roseanne was really multiple. Anyone that thinks multiplicity is a lot of fun is almost definitely not multiple.
What does are you hoping to get up to on desiprimine ?
Shelli
Posted by Elizabeth on July 19, 2001, at 11:59:19
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Elizabeth, posted by shelliR on July 18, 2001, at 22:46:02
> Sheppard Pratt is a private psychiatric hospital, outside of Baltimore. Zelda Fitzgerald had several stays there during her life. They have beautiful grounds there and a gazebo, where she apparently sipped wine to help her sleep through the night.
Ahh -- sounds much like McLean (a Harvard teaching psych hospital in Belmont, MA, about a half hour drive out of Cambridge, which has housed a number of celebrities -- the book _Girl, Interrupted_ takes place there). Good to know if I'm ever in Maryland again (I'm from Rockville originally) and happen to go insane. :-)
Is Sheppard Pratt affiliated with Johns Hopkins, by any chance? It sounds like a teaching hospital.
> As far as the TCAs working, I never got past the first day on two different ones.
Which two?
> That hospitalization was the lowest point of my life.
Hospital stays of any kind are no fun, and psych hospitals can be especially unpleasant in their own unique ways.
> I had hit rock bottom, signed in there, and realized there was a basement to rock bottom.
That's a great line. < g >
> Sheppard Pratt has a good reputation, but the particular unit I was on (short-term evaluative) was awful.
Again, sounds a lot like McLean! People I knew when I was in college who went there had awful things to say about it.
> I was there for a month (which is what my insurance covered), but there were people in there up to a year.
I don't know about Maryland, but Medicaid in Massachusetts will cover a lot, probably more than most private insurance. I've encountered people who had MassHealth and spent a year or more in the hospital.
> I was not really part of that era, and never part of the federal government at all.
What era was that? (chronologically, I mean)
> From what I've heard Sheppard Pratt now gets through on endowments.
Private psych hospitals aren't doing so well these days, with managed care and all.
> It's closer and I think almost everyone on that unit ends up with an MPD (DID) diagnosis.
At McLean, it's "borderline personality" (John Gunderson, who pretty much invented the concept as it's known today (in DSM-III and IV), has been there for many years).
> Someone I know from one of my hospital stays was in there with Rosanne Barr, during her "multiple period"--she was going on talk shows afterwards talking about how much fun it was to have different personalities. The woman who was in with her, did not believe that Roseanne was really multiple. Anyone that thinks multiplicity is a lot of fun is almost definitely not multiple.
That's pretty funny. I didn't know anything about Roseanne being in "the bin." If what you heard is true, I agree that she's probably not experiencing dissociation. MPD is a sort of fad diagnosis in some hospitals (just as borderline personality is at McLean), and some people who crave attention or are very suggestible probably pretend to have it, or are convinced by their therapists that they actually do have it. I think it's probably a real condition, but not nearly as common as some people seem to think.
> What does are you hoping to get up to on desiprimine ?
300 mg. I need to talk to my pdoc about getting my serum levels tested; there are some weird things in my history (like an oddball reaction to dextromethorphan) that suggest that I might not metabolise tricyclics normally.
-elizabeth
Posted by Lorraine on July 19, 2001, at 20:20:06
In reply to Re: hand holding » Lorraine, posted by Elizabeth on July 16, 2001, at 21:20:07
[re mechanism of action Stabilium]
> > > Of course I'd ask it! Seriously, I'm planning on looking it up myself at some point (it's right at the bottom of my things-to-do list < g >).Well, unless you are a skin picker, you must have lots of extra time on your hands. When I was in school--they kept us too busy to think.< vbg >
> > > Isn't temperature intolerance tied to thyroid function?Did you do the armpit test? (No, it's not a sniff test!)
> > > So, this is the other piece of bad news. I know--just seems impossible so that probably means back to an all-purpose AD of some sort and your hunch about an MAO may be right.
>
> I don't understand -- what was the bad news?I think the bad news was that the drugs that treat anxiety aren't energizing and the drugs that are energizing are terrible for anxiety.
[re inderal and depression]
> > > That's interesting. What I've read has suggested that the "beta blockers cause depression" thing has been greatly exaggerated (because people with cardiac disease are at increased risk of depression to start with).Who knows? My mood really spiraled down and I have to blame it on something--although it could just be cyclical. I am now charting my moods.
> > > Betaxolol is a good one. It's considered safer if it's necessary for a person with asthma to take a beta-blocker. It's beta1-selective, as your doctor says (so is atenolol, which I found didn't work for panic).This is good to know. My pdoc decided that trying another beta-blocker didn't make sense given my reaction to Inderal (although cause and effect are never clear). He put me on Valium 1 mg a day staying the course with my regular meds (Selegiline, Nardill and Adderal), but dropping the Inderal. We'll see, it's just day 2.
> > Well, that's funny because I think I thought I'd jump out of my skin on them.
>
> On opioids? Why?I don't know, they just make me aggitated, shakey, edgy, weepy and so forth.
>
> > Hypersomnia. Well, I'd say unmedicated I sleep a lot, always have and it got worse with depression. Leaden paralysis--that pretty much describes it to a tee.
>
> Leaden paralysis is specifically supposed to mean a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.That's too bad, about the definition. It really sounded like my mental state.
> > > [re side effect sensitivity]
> > > > Ain't that a b****. I suspect your right though. Still wish I hadn't opened that particular pandora's box.
> > >
> > > > > Huh. In what sense is it a Pandora's box?
> >
> > You can't close it.
>
> Wait -- what was "it" again? < g >I did laugh when I read this. But in case this was one of those senior moments, the it was anxiety. It sounds like once you have the motor running, it becomes a perpetual machine that can be controlled with meds but never really turned off.
Sorry to take so long to respond to you, Elizabeth. I was out of town the last three days.
Posted by Lorraine on July 19, 2001, at 20:29:44
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Elizabeth on July 18, 2001, at 0:35:42
[re bad reaction to opiates]
> > > You have a much better memory than I do. I agree, then. I wonder what Stadol or ReVia would do for her, though.So these are opiate antagonists?
Lorraine
Posted by Elizabeth on July 19, 2001, at 22:49:31
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 19, 2001, at 20:29:44
> > > > You have a much better memory than I do. I agree, then. I wonder what Stadol or ReVia would do for her, though.
>
> So these are opiate antagonists?Revia is naltrexone, an antagonist. Stadol is a mixed agonist-antagonist with a different profile than buprenorphine.
-elizabeth
Posted by Elizabeth on July 19, 2001, at 22:57:43
In reply to Re: hand holding » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 19, 2001, at 20:20:06
> [re mechanism of action Stabilium]
> > > > Of course I'd ask it! Seriously, I'm planning on looking it up myself at some point (it's right at the bottom of my things-to-do list < g >).
>
> Well, unless you are a skin picker, you must have lots of extra time on your hands.Sort of. I'm also a compulsive procrastinator.
> When I was in school--they kept us too busy to think.< vbg >
I went to a school that's considered very tough academically, but I found time to party too.
> > > > Isn't temperature intolerance tied to thyroid function?
>
> Did you do the armpit test? (No, it's not a sniff test!)Uhh...what is it, then?
> I think the bad news was that the drugs that treat anxiety aren't energizing and the drugs that are energizing are terrible for anxiety.
Ahh, ok. That's where antidepressants come in; they can be simultaneously activating and anxiolytic. (Nardil is probably the most extreme example of this.)
> [re inderal and depression]
> > > > That's interesting. What I've read has suggested that the "beta blockers cause depression" thing has been greatly exaggerated (because people with cardiac disease are at increased risk of depression to start with).
>
> Who knows? My mood really spiraled down and I have to blame it on something--although it could just be cyclical. I am now charting my moods.That might not be a bad idea; see if there're any patterns (seasonal, circadian, etc.).
> My pdoc decided that trying another beta-blocker didn't make sense given my reaction to Inderal (although cause and effect are never clear).
I think that the cardioselective beta blockers would be fine if your reaction was strictly an "above the neck" one.
> He put me on Valium 1 mg a day staying the course with my regular meds (Selegiline, Nardill and Adderal), but dropping the Inderal. We'll see, it's just day 2.
1 mg??? That's a *really* small amount (it's half of the smallest strength pill). Valium is much less potent than Klonopin and Xanax are.
I take Klonopin sometimes to counteract the jitters from buprenorphine. It really helps. Inderal helps too but isn't as thorough.
> > > Well, that's funny because I think I thought I'd jump out of my skin on them.
> >
> > On opioids? Why?
>
> I don't know, they just make me aggitated, shakey, edgy, weepy and so forth.Oh, I see. Which one(s) have you taken that caused this reaction? It's true that some people (perhaps up to a third of the population) feel dysphoric on opioids.
> > Leaden paralysis is specifically supposed to mean a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.
>
> That's too bad, about the definition. It really sounded like my mental state.Feeling so lethargic that you can't move is how some people describe it.
> > > > > > Huh. In what sense is it a Pandora's box?
> > >
> > > You can't close it.
> >
> > Wait -- what was "it" again? < g >
>
> I did laugh when I read this.Good, it's nice to know I can still be entertaining. :-)
> But in case this was one of those senior moments, the it was anxiety.
"senior moments?"
> It sounds like once you have the motor running, it becomes a perpetual machine that can be controlled with meds but never really turned off.
Huh. I don't get the analogy -- in what sense is your anxiety like the contents of a box that you opened?
-elizabeth
Posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 10:29:50
In reply to Re: hand holding » Lorraine, posted by Elizabeth on July 19, 2001, at 22:57:43
> > > I went to a school that's considered very tough academically, but I found time to party too.
That's great, elizabeth. It shows that you have great confidence in your intellectual abilities. I did all my heavy partying in high school and managed to miss attending most of it. I had no idea that I was smart until I started performing well in college ( a local state school), but I don't think I was always a bit insecure about it and so didn't tempt fate by partying at school.
> > > Did you do the armpit test? (No, it's not a sniff test!)You test your basil temperature by putting a thermometer under you armpit for 15 minutes upon awaking but before leaving the bed. If you temperature is below 98 degrees consistently, then it suggests that there is a thyroid deficiency notwithstanding the results on the standardized thyroid tests.
> > > I think the bad news was that the drugs that treat anxiety aren't energizing and the drugs that are energizing are terrible for anxiety.
>
> Ahh, ok. That's where antidepressants come in; they can be simultaneously activating and anxiolytic. (Nardil is probably the most extreme example of this.)I'm confused. Doesn't the weight gain associated with Nardil indicate that it is not activating? I do wish that weight gain and sexual dysfunction were not part of the Nardil profile. I also wonder if I am more likely to have these side effects given the fact that I have had them on SSRIs.
[re charting moods]
> That might not be a bad idea; see if there're any patterns (seasonal, circadian, etc.).You know the pathetic piece is this--I need to track them in part because I don't "trust" my reactions to drugs. I mean when my pdoc says how is it going with ___, my reaction may very well depend on how things are going that day. The mood clouds everything. So the mood charts help keep me honest, so to speak, and provide me with some information as to triggers etc.
> > > I think that the cardioselective beta blockers would be fine if your reaction was strictly an "above the neck" one.
Well, I wasn't wild about my pulse rate fluctuations on it either. One day (early on), my pulse ranged from 120 to 58 during the day. And, I didn't like the amount of exertion I felt on running up the stairs.
> > > He put me on Valium 1 mg a day staying the course with my regular meds (Selegiline, Nardill and Adderal), but dropping the Inderal. We'll see, it's just day 2.
>
> 1 mg??? That's a *really* small amount (it's half of the smallest strength pill). Valium is much less potent than Klonopin and Xanax are.I know, but I'm very sensitive to drugs. (When I go into a new store, the first place I go is to the pill crushers to see if they have a better one than I use. By the way, the one at Kmart seems to be the best). I can go up on the Valium to 2 mg if I need to. I am just trying to control the physical anxiety. I have felt the hyperventilating decrease pretty significantly on it--but we'll see. Initial reactions don't alway pan out for me. I'm also concerned about the withdrawal issues. My pdoc's response to this concern was: "Lorraine, you take so little of these drugs I just don't think it will be a major issue for you." I'm wondering if this is true or whether the addiction issues are not absolute dose dependent but rather dose dependent relative to the amount that works for that person.
>
> > > I take Klonopin sometimes to counteract the jitters from buprenorphine. It really helps. Inderal helps too but isn't as thorough.I suggested Klonopin to my pdoc. His thought was that it was sedating and that Valium has a very long half life. By the way, I did take Xanax for about a week once. I hated it because I felt so drugged even at low doses.
[re: opiates reaction]
> > I don't know, they just make me aggitated, shakey, edgy, weepy and so forth.
>
> Oh, I see. Which one(s) have you taken that caused this reaction? It's true that some people (perhaps up to a third of the population) feel dysphoric on opioids.Codeine is the only legal one I have tried. Dysphoric may be too strong a word. My reaction to the drug was immediate (within an hour of taking it) and, of course, I took no more. It was prescribed for a root canal. I had thought I could go back to my staid law firm and work the rest of the day. Talk about a bad place to feel unsafe and vulnerable.
> > > Leaden paralysis is specifically supposed to mean a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.
> >
> > That's too bad, about the definition. It really sounded like my mental state.
>
> Feeling so lethargic that you can't move is how some people describe it.OK, now we're cooking with gas! That's the feeling all right.
> > > > > > > Huh. In what sense is it a Pandora's box?
> > > > You can't close it.
> > > Wait -- what was "it" again? < g >
> > But in case this was one of those senior moments, the it was anxiety.
>
> "senior moments?"If you don't know what they are, then you are young and lucky.
> > > Huh. I don't get the analogy -- in what sense is your anxiety like the contents of a box that you opened?
OK, elizabeth, but don't say you didn't ask. It's like the bell that can't be unrung.
Lorraine
Posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 10:31:02
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Elizabeth, posted by shelliR on July 16, 2001, at 23:09:41
Shelli: How are you doing with your meds? Are they finally treating you right?
Posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 15:24:31
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 10:31:02
I really don't understand this. I feel like I am going to panic on the Valium. I've been flying off the handle--very aggitated, feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. Does that make any sense at all?
Posted by Elizabeth on July 20, 2001, at 15:36:26
In reply to Re: hand holding » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 10:29:50
> > > > I went to a school that's considered very tough academically, but I found time to party too.
>
> That's great, elizabeth. It shows that you have great confidence in your intellectual abilities.No, it shows that I was really stressed out and needed to chill sometimes!
> I did all my heavy partying in high school and managed to miss attending most of it. I had no idea that I was smart until I started performing well in college ( a local state school), but I don't think I was always a bit insecure about it and so didn't tempt fate by partying at school.
I didn't party much in high school at all. My high school experience was pretty dull.
> You test your basil temperature by putting a thermometer under you armpit for 15 minutes upon awaking but before leaving the bed. If you temperature is below 98 degrees consistently, then it suggests that there is a thyroid deficiency notwithstanding the results on the standardized thyroid tests.
Buprenorphine probably screws up my body temperature. But I could do the armpit test before taking my morning dose of buprenorphine. Thanks, I think I will try that. (Hmm, do I even have a thermometer?)
> I'm confused. Doesn't the weight gain associated with Nardil indicate that it is not activating?
The weight gain is due to appetite stimulation. Nardil is activating, especially for people who are very tired and slowed-down when depressed. It generally reduces your need for sleep, but some people who take it do get really tired in the afternoon, for some reason.
> I do wish that weight gain and sexual dysfunction were not part of the Nardil profile.
I didn't have any sexual problems on it. But then again, I didn't have sexual problems on Prozac, either. I have encountered a lot of people who say they didn't gain weight on Nardil -- it's clearly not a universal thing.
> I also wonder if I am more likely to have these side effects given the fact that I have had them on SSRIs.
I don't know about the weight gain; sexual dysfunction seems to be almost universal with SSRIs, though.
> [re charting moods]
> You know the pathetic piece is this--I need to track them in part because I don't "trust" my reactions to drugs. I mean when my pdoc says how is it going with ___, my reaction may very well depend on how things are going that day. The mood clouds everything. So the mood charts help keep me honest, so to speak, and provide me with some information as to triggers etc.That's not pathetic; of course how you feel about the drug depends to some degree on how you're feeling about life in general at that moment. But you're right, that is another good reason for keeping a "mood diary."
> Well, I wasn't wild about my pulse rate fluctuations on it either. One day (early on), my pulse ranged from 120 to 58 during the day.
Your pulse always fluctuates widely over the span of a day. Did you check your blood pressure at all?
> And, I didn't like the amount of exertion I felt on running up the stairs.
Propranolol did that to me a little bit, too; I got winded more easily when I was on it (I only use it occasionally, when I need my hands to be very steady, although I used it more often on Nardil because Nardil made my essential tremor worse). I also remember that I would get dizzy when I was working out.
> I know, but I'm very sensitive to drugs. (When I go into a new store, the first place I go is to the pill crushers to see if they have a better one than I use. By the way, the one at Kmart seems to be the best).
< g > I'll keep that in mind!
Do you think you metabolise some drugs poorly, or is your drug sensitivity more of an anxiety thing?
> I can go up on the Valium to 2 mg if I need to.
That's something. Although I've taken as much as 40 mg of Valium and it didn't do *anything*. (I take 2 mg of *Xanax*. < g >)
> I have felt the hyperventilating decrease pretty significantly on it--but we'll see. Initial reactions don't alway pan out for me.
That's not so surprising. Sometimes you might have a nonspecific ("placebo") response, or you might become tolerant. Beta blockers do help with hyperventilation and other sympethetic nervous system effects. I've used Inderal successfully for hyperventilation with MAOIs, stimulants, and opioids (that last one is pretty weird, I know).
> I'm also concerned about the withdrawal issues. My pdoc's response to this concern was: "Lorraine, you take so little of these drugs I just don't think it will be a major issue for you." I'm wondering if this is true or whether the addiction issues are not absolute dose dependent but rather dose dependent relative to the amount that works for that person.
I wouldn't use the word "addiction" to describe what you're talking about. But yes, I think that withdrawal symptoms can have something to do with how effective the dose you're taking is; for example, a large person may need a higher dose than a smaller person (or an extensive metaboliser may need more than a poor metaboliser), but they both may experience similar withdrawal symptoms upon discontinuing the drug.
> I suggested Klonopin to my pdoc. His thought was that it was sedating and that Valium has a very long half life.
That's sort of misleading, IMO. Valium is very rapidly taken up into the CNS, but it's then redistributed throughout the body. It does have a long-lived metabolite (nordazepam), but the anxiolytic effects can only be expected to last a few hours. It shouldn't be used once a day (unless you're just using it for sleep, of course).
> By the way, I did take Xanax for about a week once. I hated it because I felt so drugged even at low doses.
It's just as well; Xanax is a pain to use if you're going to take it regularly. (Then again, so is Valium.)
[re: opiates reaction]
> Codeine is the only legal one I have tried. Dysphoric may be too strong a word.It just means "crappy." :-)
> My reaction to the drug was immediate (within an hour of taking it) and, of course, I took no more. It was prescribed for a root canal. I had thought I could go back to my staid law firm and work the rest of the day. Talk about a bad place to feel unsafe and vulnerable.
That still seems really weird and alien to me, even though I know it's not all that uncommon.
> > "senior moments?"
>
> If you don't know what they are, then you are young and lucky.Uhh...okay.
> > > > Huh. I don't get the analogy -- in what sense is your anxiety like the contents of a box that you opened?
>
> OK, elizabeth, but don't say you didn't ask. It's like the bell that can't be unrung.I think I understand.
-elizabeth
Posted by Elizabeth on July 20, 2001, at 16:40:46
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand elizabeth shelli, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 15:24:31
> I really don't understand this. I feel like I am going to panic on the Valium. I've been flying off the handle--very aggitated, feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. Does that make any sense at all?
How much did you take, and when?
-elizabeth
Posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 17:38:36
In reply to Re: hand holding » Lorraine, posted by Elizabeth on July 20, 2001, at 15:36:26
> > > The weight gain is due to appetite stimulation. Nardil is activating, especially for people who are very tired and slowed-down when depressed. It generally reduces your need for sleep, but some people who take it do get really tired in the afternoon, for some reason.Do you know if it is specifically carb craving? I had that on Effexor, but I wasn't doing low carb at the time.
>
> > Well, I wasn't wild about my pulse rate fluctuations on it either. One day (early on), my pulse ranged from 120 to 58 during the day.
>
> Your pulse always fluctuates widely over the span of a day. Did you check your blood pressure at all?I checked my blood pressure a couple of times, but not when things were racing. I'm pretty aware of a revved up heart though. I think I would be aware of that much variation on a daily basis.
> > And, I didn't like the amount of exertion I felt on running up the stairs.
>
> Propranolol did that to me a little bit, too; I got winded more easily when I was on it (I only use it occasionally, when I need my hands to be very steady, although I used it more often on Nardil because Nardil made my essential tremor worse). I also remember that I would get dizzy when I was working out.On an as needed basis, it would be great. The problem is my physical anxiety is constant.
> Do you think you metabolise some drugs poorly, or is your drug sensitivity more of an anxiety thing?Well, this is a very good question. I find I can't really tolerate more than a glass of wine occassionally anymore. I generally am at the low doses of drugs. I really don't know. The Wellbutrin and Moclobemide had me crawling out of my skin (which sounds like anxiety). But then other drugs immediately make me feel druggy or sedated (like Depokote). I might try to track it through my drug usage and side effects and liver metabolism mechanism.
>
> > I can go up on the Valium to 2 mg if I need to.
>
> That's something. Although I've taken as much as 40 mg of Valium and it didn't do *anything*. (I take 2 mg of *Xanax*. < g >)I really can't imagine.
> > > I have felt the hyperventilating decrease pretty significantly on it--but we'll see. Initial reactions don't alway pan out for me.
> > > That's not so surprising. Sometimes you might have a nonspecific ("placebo") response, or you might become tolerant.Well, I try to figure out if I'm just being hopeful and you know I do get pretty hopeful generally, and, then, of course, the disappointment is just enormous. But a lot of drugs that I take have immediate bad effects--so then I wonder, where's my placebo effect here?
> > > I wouldn't use the word "addiction" to describe what you're talking about. But yes, I think that withdrawal symptoms can have something to do with how effective the dose you're taking is; for example, a large person may need a higher dose than a smaller person (or an extensive metaboliser may need more than a poor metaboliser), but they both may experience similar withdrawal symptoms upon discontinuing the drug.> > > I suggested Klonopin to my pdoc. His thought was that it was sedating and that Valium has a very long half life.
>
> That's sort of misleading, IMO. Valium is very rapidly taken up into the CNS, but it's then redistributed throughout the body. It does have a long-lived metabolite (nordazepam), but the anxiolytic effects can only be expected to last a few hours. It shouldn't be used once a day (unless you're just using it for sleep, of course).Well, it's "physical" effect--eg muscle relaxant etc last longer? Remember my anxiety is pretty physical in nature. I really just feel like my autonomic system is haywire.
> > > "senior moments?"
> > If you don't know what they are, then you are young and lucky.
> Uhh...okay.Wait, you did get it? Senior as in senior discounts at the movie theater?
Sounds like our metabolism and nature of illness may be very different given our reactions to drugs. Well, the race is on to find stabilization (although I feel hopelessly behind). I hope your Desipramine does the trick for you and your quest comes to a successful end.
Posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 17:42:29
In reply to jitters on Valium? » Lorraine, posted by Elizabeth on July 20, 2001, at 16:40:46
> > I really don't understand this. I feel like I am going to panic on the Valium. I've been flying off the handle--very aggitated, feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. Does that make any sense at all?
>
> How much did you take, and when?
I've been taking 1 mg a day for 4 days. I'm going to check Dr. Koop and see if there might be a drug interaction. I seem to be spiralling down and can't really locate the brake handle. Called my pdoc. Gone for the weekend. So there we have it. I'm sure I'm beginning to sound a bit daft, but I assure you I'm not--just on a very rocky boat at the moment.
Posted by shelliR on July 20, 2001, at 22:42:39
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » shelliR, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 10:31:02
> Shelli: How are you doing with your meds? Are they finally treating you right?
Hi Lorraine,
Right now I am still taking just oxycontin and then klonopin before I go to bed or as a prn. I actually have not had much depression. I more on an anxiety cycle now. I am premenstrual also, so I took klonopin before I went out to dinner with a friend, and had a glass of wine with dinner. So everything is feeling pretty good right at this moment. I am going to add estradiol (proscribed by my pdoc) when I get around to filling the presciption, either tomorrow or Sunday. Then when I see my gyn in August, she will add progesterone, definitely natural progesterone.
The big question will come when my waiting period is over and I have to decide whether to go back on nardil, try parnate, or just keep going with the oxycontin. I'm leaning toward nardil because I don't really want to try something new (and deal with new side effects), and I'm worried with the oxy alone, if I become habituated to it, my pdoc will not be willing to raise it and I'll be in trouble. So far though, I am still getting the full effect, but it's only been six weeks.
I read your post about your reaction to valium. That sounds really strange. Were you able to figure anything out about it. You were doing okay on the valium until today, right? By the way, I find valium much more potent and helpful for use as a prn than klonopin. If I'm really anxious, I can take 3 mg of klonopin and feel nothing. 5-10mg of valium always kicks in for me, but it does make me more tired than klonopin.
Hope you are feeling better now, Shelli
Posted by Lorraine on July 21, 2001, at 10:47:46
In reply to Re: I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine » Lorraine, posted by shelliR on July 20, 2001, at 22:42:39
> > >I am going to add estradiol (proscribed by my pdoc) when I get around to filling the presciption, either tomorrow or Sunday. Then when I see my gyn in August, she will add progesterone, definitely natural progesterone.
Good luck with the estrodiol. Stahl is high on estrogen therapy during perimenopausal transitions.
> > > The big question will come when my waiting period is over and I have to decide whether to go back on nardil, try parnate, or just keep going with the oxycontin.I was just reading an article on anxiety that said that the MAOs are 60-85% effective with anxiety and, surprisingly, said that a their clinic at least, the preference was Parnate over Nardil. www.anxietynetwork.com/pdmed.html This is encouraging to me because the sexual dysfunction and weight gain has me shying away from Nardil from now. It's great that you did not have these side effects.
> > >I'm leaning toward nardil because I don't really want to try something new (and deal with new side effects), and I'm worried with the oxy alone, if I become habituated to it, my pdoc will not be willing to raise it and I'll be in trouble. So far though, I am still getting the full effect, but it's only been six weeks.Jeez, how long is your washout? If you have a med that works (sort of), I understand your reluctance to try something completely new.
> > > I read your post about your reaction to valium. That sounds really strange. Were you able to figure anything out about it. You were doing okay on the valium until today, right? By the way, I find valium much more potent and helpful for use as a prn than klonopin. If I'm really anxious, I can take 3 mg of klonopin and feel nothing. 5-10mg of valium always kicks in for me, but it does make me more tired than klonopin.It's interesting how we all respond differently to meds. No, I haven't figured out what's going on, and I think I will take it today and see how I do. I hate to just jump on and off the train without giving the med it's full shot at working, but then again, I am not in a great place so I may have to bail prematurely. We'll see--thanx for your concern.
Lorraine
Posted by Elizabeth on July 21, 2001, at 22:01:39
In reply to Re: hand holding » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 17:38:36
> > > > The weight gain is due to appetite stimulation.
>
> Do you know if it is specifically carb craving? I had that on Effexor, but I wasn't doing low carb at the time.For me it was cravings for sweets.
> I checked my blood pressure a couple of times, but not when things were racing. I'm pretty aware of a revved up heart though. I think I would be aware of that much variation on a daily basis.
Your pulse and blood pressure fluctuate depending on the time of day, your level of arousal and activity, and various other factors. The variation really can be huge.
> > Do you think you metabolise some drugs poorly, or is your drug sensitivity more of an anxiety thing?
>
> Well, this is a very good question. I find I can't really tolerate more than a glass of wine occassionally anymore. I generally am at the low doses of drugs. I really don't know.Have you had liver function tests recently?
Consider the possibility that you're just extra-sensitive to feelings in your body. A lot of people who have panic attacks are that way.
> > That's something. Although I've taken as much as 40 mg of Valium and it didn't do *anything*. (I take 2 mg of *Xanax*. < g >)
>
> I really can't imagine.What, taking 2 mg of Xanax?
> But a lot of drugs that I take have immediate bad effects--so then I wonder, where's my placebo effect here?
Perhaps you're experiencing placebo side effects? It does happen, especially if a person is nervous about taking medication or obsesses about side effects. The placebo effect doesn't always work in your favour.
Of course, it could easily be that with time you simply adjust to the side effects.
> Well, it's "physical" effect--eg muscle relaxant etc last longer? Remember my anxiety is pretty physical in nature. I really just feel like my autonomic system is haywire.
That's misleading, I think. (There's a reason it's called the autonomic *nervous* system.) Many "physical" effects can be mediated by the CNS. Anyway, the recommended dosing schedule when it's used to treat muscle spasm is 3-4 times a day.
> Wait, you did get it? Senior as in senior discounts at the movie theater?
I think I sort of get it, yeah.
> Sounds like our metabolism and nature of illness may be very different given our reactions to drugs. Well, the race is on to find stabilization (although I feel hopelessly behind). I hope your Desipramine does the trick for you and your quest comes to a successful end.
Thank you. I hope so too.
-elizabeth
Posted by Elizabeth on July 21, 2001, at 22:07:27
In reply to Re: jitters on Valium? » Elizabeth, posted by Lorraine on July 20, 2001, at 17:42:29
> > How much did you take, and when?
>
> I've been taking 1 mg a day for 4 days.Only once a day, right? Is the jitteriness worse at some times of the day than others?
> I'm going to check Dr. Koop and see if there might be a drug interaction.
I don't think that's it. Although did I read that you're taking Nardil, selegiline, and Adderall at the same time???
> I'm sure I'm beginning to sound a bit daft, but I assure you I'm not--just on a very rocky boat at the moment.
You sound fine to me, especially given how bad your anxiety must be. I wish you well.
-elizabeth
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