Still here

Posted by Emme on September 16, 2003, at 12:53:24

In reply to Suicide or Other Ways Out » Emme, posted by Susan J on September 16, 2003, at 9:47:10

Huge thanks to those who've been writing to me. I'll write more if y'all don't mind. I still want very much to die and am still very afraid to. So I have to take it 6 hours at a time (forget a day at a time). I'm not sure how much more I want to stand. I set a deadline I don't know if I can keep. But I also set some obligations I should keep and will be seeing my therapist more freqently. My sleep is so out of phase and I'm so tired that my brain is almost useless. I see my pdoc tomorrow. I'm hoping we can get me less overtired. Maybe if I'm less tired I'll feel better.....I'm hoping for any form of relief.
Hugs to everyone who says they feel what I feel. We need a big slumber party for the baddest darkest hours of the night.
Emme

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:( Emme 9/15/03
Re: :( » Emme fallsfall 9/15/03
Re: :( Tabitha 9/16/03
Re: :( Emme 9/16/03
Re: no deadlines.. » Emme Tabitha 9/16/03
Re: :( ridesredhorses 9/16/03
Re: no deadlines.. kara lynne 9/16/03
Suicide or Other Ways Out » Emme Susan J 9/16/03
((((Susan and Susan's little dog)))) (nm) kara lynne 9/16/03
Still here Emme 9/16/03
Re: Still here » Emme Susan J 9/16/03
Re: Still here » Emme fallsfall 9/16/03
Re: Still here kara lynne 9/16/03
Re: Still here » Emme Dinah 9/16/03
ready to drop/crumble Emme 9/16/03
Re: ready to drop/crumble kara lynne 9/16/03
Re: ready to drop/crumble emmaley 9/16/03
Hey, Are You There? » Emme Susan J 9/17/03
Re: Hey, Are You There? Emme 9/17/03
Re: no deadlines.. » kara lynne Emme 9/17/03
Re: Hey, Are You There? » Emme Susan J 9/17/03
Re: Hey, Are You There? » Emme fallsfall 9/17/03
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Re: Clearing the decks » Emme octopusprime 9/20/03

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