Posted by peacefullwarrior on October 18, 2008, at 4:43:09
In reply to Blank mind, ''Loss of soul'', anhedonia, posted by PoolGuy on June 15, 2008, at 20:38:59
Wow. I have this exact experience.. and have been diagnosed with dp. Although I have extreme dissociation and depersonalization. In fact I can feel so little, and feel so blank, thoughtless, and soulless, I am finally at the point where I'm ready to kill myself. I just took valium for the first time. It's very vaguely making me feel relaxed.. the only pleasure i can feel. I am very curious now to try other things to see if they have an effect.. I would love it if you would email me, or if anyone that might have any suggestions or experiences with what might be helpful or at least make me feel good for a short time. I am in horrible suffering 24 hours a day every day.. and I feel so far gone at this point.. that life is barely worth living. This small pleasure i feel.. is worth living for.
If there is anything else that could help my mind.. or make me feel anything. I would try it in a heartbeat. I'm truly desperate.. any help or advice would be DEEPLY appreciated.thankyou.
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