Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 5, 2020, at 19:52:33
In reply to Re: bromazepam beta gaba, posted by sigismund on April 5, 2020, at 4:45:37
i think have to be hopeful, sitting a comfort zone remissinging on fears and worries, just jump out and if i get nailed and run over, well ill find someone to help me. But i do think hope is good feeling, but i've met people who hoped all the time, but never did anything about it. And they didnt get the hope they wanted.
diazepam generalized anxiety, not severe anxiety. wish was on lorazepam or extended release alprazolam....have anxiety even with 10mg of diazepam
i think being hopeful, this is my screen name, i have alot of work and projects i do online, so this screen name is just here with babble. I can talk about real issues, not post them on professional sites. So, just know me as rj. Maybe things will fall into place, if i just continue and don't stop, typing someones name into google, will show up everything. I do get out of the house, just go to class....run up to the store, pick uo things, maybe go half price books and find a book that has loaded info to learn. Still at home, and basically that's it. Write my thoughts, study, sometimes help people, yup that's it.
Jumping into the world, the work force, first of all the coronavirus that's going on right now, many people are low on jobs, and its ... its bit tough right now. I would never join the army, even though, when i was in cross country in track, i started out freshman years at good pace, then later junior year, on some of the lapse and 5k 10ks i was the last one, not kidding. Found a product during early 2000s called T-bomb which was synthetic testosterone. I remember taking it, my performance was enhanced and i was in the middle of the pack, not lingering at the end. Made aggressive to keep going over the top notch people that were always at the front. Noticed rigorous performance, but then after discontinue, yup i was back at the end pack. I would not survive boot camp, not saying that to be panzie idiot, but same thing would happen in track and cross country.
So....might well just post insightful things, and maybe at some point instead of standing in comfort zone.. net is only thing i can talk too, no therapist, call me anytime friend, nothing. Isolation kinda taught me how think differently, and abstract, and not being a part of the crowd.
Anyways that's it....
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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