Posted by b2chica on August 23, 2017, at 8:49:40
my Corepharma is no longer in production. i have gone down fast and not having luck with replacement.
Adderall tended to help me with depression, concentration/focus, memory, and energy level that allowed me to function like a normal human being.i cry every morning, and in the afternoon....and again in evening. i think to get something, get up out off a chair (or floor) and forget... i eventually remember but i have to work and jog what i was thinking about.
i dont want to be around people. i want to ask for help...shout. but i feel i have no one.
pdoc is currently looking for solution but haven't heard anything. no point in asking T as she wont be able to fit me in this week and she cant do anything anyway.i'm not suicidal...i dont want to be. but i'm showing signs of ocd -obsessing on those that i have lost from suicide..and their methods. i do creative writing and anything i've written is so f-ing depressing no one would want to hear it...and that's if i can even when i can write. mostly i open my laptop and obsess over a couple songs that i have to hear again and again and again and again....
here is a list of the Adderall generics i've tried that didnt work (most of them i got TERRIBLE headaches-like waking in the night in pain bad- nausea to nth degree, and mostly none of them worked despite the bad side effects.
i know Adderall is some type of dopamine agonist? -i think...i cant even remember that... but i remember thinking that was why i thought it worked when ritalin and others didn't.
PLEASE I'm BEGGING ALL OF YOU, if you have been on corepharma mfg generic of adderall and know of another mfg similar (or ANY other medication simiar effects) please throw them out so i can suggest to pdoc.
I've tried the following mfg of generic adderall:
Corepharma(my life saver for the last 8 years);
Teva
Barr
Sandoz
AuroBindo
SUN
Mallinckrodtthe rest the insurance company mentioned they have access to are the following:
Mylan
PD-rx
Ranbaxy
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also started Trintellix.... may be making me worse?? or my present state is entirely due to lack of my CorePharma's...
Please help.
b2
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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