Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 12, 2012, at 18:04:17
i just took it...god...today was a rollercoaster...moody, irrtibible, finally now the zyprexa sedation is coming on....my thoughts are numb...but my concern is I don't want to be constantly numb, because that's not living normally...like some person having to be on thorazine the rest of life...you can't feel the true you...im stable right now, its working but im thinking if I went back to my original mindset with no medications, what would happen...if I could of just went a couple days without zyprexa and see what happened, i think could deal with it, even though the anxiety from withdrawl would be vary high....its so funny, some docs are non benzo docs and says its addiction issues, and then when I stop zyprexa theirs already withdrawl signs that come. I feel so much calm right now...its like that don't worry about anything feeling but also I can't think in full gear.
so....I want to original mind back...from like 2003, at that time the only thing I needed and took was adderall. Later after distress started happening in high school was when I was put on Klonopin, and then later Ativan.
i just wished I could take zyprexa when I need it, and not flip out and have irrtibility and crazy thoughts when I don't take it...one day im gonna force myself to go without it maybe for a week and see what happens.
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1032915
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