Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 21, 2011, at 1:03:58
I have known I am drug addict for about a year now. Before that I would hide all of my addiction so no one would ever find out and it hit me so hard when reality exposed my addiction. I would post various posts here about drugs I wanted. See what I need to get clear is there is something I do need but everyone here and alot of people i've met in rehabs think Its a pure drug addicted excuse to get what I want. My attnetion span is very low and its hard to retain information. And my plans are to move out and to get what I need from a doctor. Adderall, Vyvanse, which ever one works better I will take AND I will ask for Tenex for anxiety not a benzo. I mean if they are benzo friendly doctors it wouldnt hurt but I would stick to the tenex for anxiety because it is good for ADD and anxiety. I think this would be a very good combination but again I am trying to build something to early and I have to get with a doctor that will meet my needs for stimulants. I'm very sure the first time I will get my hands on them I will take more than what is prescibed but im telling you I can make it work and take it right because I did do it with long periods of abstanince of not abusing my medication.
I just need some courage and support from some people and I want to know what you think about this situation. All imput and advice are going to be apprieciated, and thank you for your time.
regards,
Matt
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