Posted by Lepus on July 4, 2011, at 20:52:18
In reply to Re: Encouragement - Emsam » Lepus, posted by floatingbridge on July 4, 2011, at 13:31:27
I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time too and having to go to urgent care.
I think I have been on benzos too long. None of them really destroy the panic like they used to. Is that where you are now or are you having some dependency issues?
My doctor knows I'm suffering. Maybe she doesn't know quite how badly. I'm not sure how to get that across to anyone. The fact that I willingly checked myself into a hospital should be a decent clue. I didn't call her today. It is a holiday and what can she do anyway. I don't think there is anything left to do.
Honestly I'm starting to get suicidal but where do I go? Back to the hospital that victimized me? Forget it. I just can't believe this. I fight and fight and I'm getting nowhere.
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