Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 3, 2010, at 16:42:16
Tommorow or some time later I may go to a mental hosptail, im not on the correct meds and the doctor that I see won't do anyhting, she won't treat me because I'm an addict, accoriding to her. Listen I know that...it's such a burden to know I can never take stimulants again because I just saw on facebook people who are having fun and being productive and that is what set it off. See that's what really triggers me, and just right now I think its best to go get revaulated. I know I'll never have a stimulants again. I know what to do to get one but im not going to do that because I know right when I get my hands on it I will more than what is prescibed. But you know its so frustrating because I know plenty of people who get away with it. I just need to accept the concsequences of making a bad mistake, which got me here. I mean It could be worse, I could be in jail for drug charge, or you know there are so many more things that could be worse and that's why I need to grateful for what I have. I just do not have the drugs anymore that I want and I know that everyone now thinks....since i was put on xanax, dexedrine, temazpeam, that your a drug addict becuase those are highly addictive drugs. I just miss them so much and I htink its a grieving period for me. But I really need to get revaulated for depression. See this is why my doctor is bit cruel. She thinks that I'm depressed that im off stimulants, which is true but she will not treat the depression because she believes its part of the addiction, and will not increase my prozac or swtich me. She just leaves me there. And I've got to get away from her and get some real help for suicdal thoughts and depression.
Just please tell me what to say for them to take me in and revaulate me, just my current meds. I need to get on something that is going to help me better.
Here are meds:
Buspar 15mg X 3 daily
Prozac 60mg X 3 daily
Intuniv 4mg
Zyprexa 10mg
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