Posted by Enigma on August 14, 2010, at 14:41:35
In reply to Re: Need treatment resistant deppression pro in MA/NH, posted by Phillipa on August 14, 2010, at 12:27:27
> Enigma right now it sounds more psychological with the female problems. Just my thought. Phillipa
I got both going on. The crying is from the lack of love issues, but I wouldn't be crying if I had an AD that was working.
The crying "attacks" I had, no other way to really describe them, horrendous, physical and mental almost convulsion like balling your eyes out is what happens to me when I don't take any meds at all. I got a couple of those while ON Nardil and before, when Nardil was working better, I would never get suicidal. Now I think about it more than 2-3 times a day.
I'm ready to bury "instruments of death" around my yard, in the next town over, etc, in case things reach a critical point and I'm being chased by cops trying to put in me a hospital. These are my back-up plans. I'll never go back in. Never.
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