Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 30, 2009, at 19:36:21
I need to ask, where can I talk to a social worker about current, what can I do, all the love at home has left.
Do you just go down to a downtown? I've already checked myself into a mental hospital at John Hopkins, and it didnt go well, and plus it's expensive. Could I go and check myself into a hospital because of fear of home? I feel i'm younger in developmental age, than chronical, which i'm 22. People are succeeding, and I read the bible and it say "thou has commited these abominations, thou reap what you sow", yet it gives Wisdom that show's the meaning of things indepth. God, isnt alway's love, he has mercy, but Judgement he will do. That's how I see it from the outside, I stay alot indoor's. I'm so scared nothing is going to help. I feel, i'm asking for a medication that has "addiction potential", yet it's vital for functioning.
Will the goverment [us], know of healthcare during hard times, because the visit one night to hospital was nearly 2000dollers, just estimating. And that, in it'self, I just thought I could go there for safety, and let out my emotions. Could I meet a social worker and explain directly what the issues are? I mean would that help or just be talking and not doing. My doctor doesnt know what's going on, and I made call's stating i'm having a hard time functioning, yet that was all "anxiety" from the day, made several calls and they became irrelevant because it's over and over, the same thing. From the time I wake up, it's not pretty, I see life as it's controlling me. Control has always been in my life.Just anything would be helpful, I've had support here to get somwhere in life. Please stay with me, I know that I burn out alot, on a project because chemically there is dopamine shortage. I'm taking Wellbutrin and it causes so much anxiety.
Anything...
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:919184
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