Posted by ace on September 24, 2009, at 22:36:12
This post here pertains to Nardil's efficacy with regards to it's potent anti-SP properties.... I am trying very hard to parralel it's effects in this disorder via Nardil's MOA
I will not mention it's supreme supreme antidepressant or other anxiolytic effects for the moment. However, I Must hasten to mention also it's applicability in the treatment of OCD, and ruminative type problems.Before raising my dose back up to 90mg, there was an acute and painful self-consciousness which rendered my social life non-existant. "What are they thinking of me"? "Am I weird to them"? "If I wear these clothes will I be laughed at"?
"What do I say next"?All of this was not psychotic ideation. But painfully self-referential....The brain never stopped!
OK, raised my dose back to 90mg....by the Grace of God, I had just split with my girl not so long ago.....
Bang! Within 2 days.......
Talk about a day and night difference!
I can go anywhere and I DON'T CARE if people are thinking- actually- I hope they are!!!!
My natural exuberance, outgoing behaviour and zest for life is no longer thwarted...
I am free!
I can dance!
I can wear what i want!
I talk to any gals or guys!
And I get a LOT of phone numbers and dates!!!!!!
I can be myself and assimilate.....
Now, compare this to two months ago- little old Ace sitting in his room studying and too self-conscious to go out for fear of what others would think.....or what i thought they were thinking...
I state all of this to urge all of you to give this med a try!!!!!You all deserve the same happiness I have got from it.
I feel like an *ss sometimes letting you know how great I feel- 'cause I know you all are not feeling this. And goodness knows, I have been down that dark, stifling road too many times myself..
I just truly hope this helps....please never give in....!
Ace:)Nardil: 90mg
Xanax: CEASED (now used PRN)
Seroquel: CEASEDDepression
OCD (atypical)
Social Phobia
GAD
Depersonalization Syndrome (with phobic anxiety)Current Side Effects: Increased Appetite for chocolate, GI problems, anorgasmia (resolves in time always)
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