Posted by Meltingpot on September 22, 2009, at 15:18:44
In reply to What do you do when you lose all hope, posted by Maxime on September 22, 2009, at 11:24:41
Yes it's awful isn't it when you are supposed to be on holiday enjoying yourself and relaxing but instead feel tense and suicidal.
I remember being in Portugal and whilst other peope were walking along the cliff enjoying the view (well at least I think they were) I was deliberating on whether or not I could bring myself to jump off.
I've had some horrible dreams lately where in my dreams I just have this awful feeling that I'm totally and permanently stuck forever in this hellish state of mind. I think this is because I'm off the clomipramine though, at least it was helping quite a bit just not enough.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the Parnate helps you.
Denise
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