Posted by Maxime on August 17, 2009, at 10:01:47
In reply to Re: Thinking about suicide, posted by ceres on August 17, 2009, at 2:53:05
Thank you for your kind words. I have a lot of trouble sleeping which makes everything worse. I've tried a lot of meds for sleep and not much seems to help. I highly doubt that my pdoc would give me a barbituate to sleep which is what I think I need.
I try to do things ... go to the movies etc. Sometimes I spend an hour on the bus to get to the cinema and then once I am there I cannot force myself in to go and see the movie. I get really anxious or something, I don't know.
The strange thing is that I am working on a reseach paper for my PhD application. I am able to force myself to do that. And it's weird that I on the one hand, I am planning to do my PhD, and on the other hand, I am busy writing suicide notes and obituaries. How can the two co-exist?
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