Posted by uncouth on August 11, 2009, at 22:13:23
In reply to Re: a sign, posted by SLS on August 11, 2009, at 20:42:11
Maxime,
I know the feeling like it's a sign. You and I are in similar states right now. Feel free to babblemail.
Yesterday, as if this terrible, suicidal cloud which came over me last week wasn't bad enough, I saw the girl who broke my heart driving on the street. She doesn't even live in town anymore, was just home visiting. OF all things that could have happened to me at that point in time, seeing her was probably the one worst possble thing. It was like God was playing a joke on me, and my suicide was going to be the punchline.
Stay strong, if only for me. I need you to not give up.
Just got back from my pdoc and therapy appointments. On a new drug I hadn't heard of before, Aplenzin, a new form of wellbutin. Doctor wants to try higher than normal doses evntually.
Like scott said, there is always logical hope. Stay away from superstition though it's so easy to be tempted.
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