Posted by animalib on October 11, 2007, at 23:36:33
In reply to Re: ssri/snri induced bruxism: what didn't help, posted by animalib on August 25, 2007, at 0:00:17
I am still here. Back on cymbalta 20mg once a day and Klonopin twice a day, every twelve hours. I can deal with school but I still have crying spells and panic attacks, and anxiety that lasts for hours. I still have chest pains once in a while but school and work are keeping me so busy. I am trying to stay busy and not think about how sh*tty I feel. My cat is still alive and I will ride this until the time comes when things get bad again. I quit therapy but I am still going to the psychiatrist. People around me have been less than supporting even encouraging me to kill myself and to quit whining since my life "is not that bad". I guess its difficult for people to understand that no matter how good one's life looks from the outside, it seems unbearable from the inside. I don't trust my "friends" who think meds are bad and who think that I should just "get over it". I feel alone and with the weight of the world on my shoulders. But I am still alive. That is neither good nor bad, it just is.
I still wear a mouthguard at night for the bruxism and I am seeing a chiropractor for it. He thinks he can help, we'll see.
Thanks for reading.
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