Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 19, 2007, at 17:53:05
Today pdoc and I discussed how to transform myself from a blubbery unsexyfeeling person to a less munchy more sexyfeeling person. (My words, not his!) lol
Resolved: That the LlurpsieNoodle's weight gain is unacceptable to her, despite the mental stability gained while on 300mg seroquel
Resolved: That the unsexyfeeling LlurpsieNoodle is finding it difficult to live a "complete" life.
Resolved: That the LlurpsieNoodle is taking a lot of drugs, and maybe doesn't need to be taking so many.
Resolved: That klonopin will help with a lumpy throat and anxiety-crushed chest feeling. Should not be thought of as a drug of abuse. Should not be thought of as a sign of my loserliness.
Yesterday: 200mg provigil in the am, and 120 mg cymbalta, and 300mg seroquel in the pm
Today: I start tapering up on Geodon. I will take twice a day and then I will start to taper off on seroquel if all is well once I reach "therapeutic" level of Geodon. Then!! I can start to go off of cymbalta... in hopes of getting my sexyfeeling back.
So, I took my first dose already. I got all kinds of samples of different strengths of geodon and seroquel. It's gonna be fun sorting things out to make sure I take what I need to take, when I need to take it. I was feeling kind of loopyLlurpsie and dizzy a tad. kind of pleasantly intoxicated, when BOOM! My freakin' hubby IM's me and we got into a HUGE fight over something (I'm right, by the way. He allowed his passion to overcome his reason). And then... I had a LOT of bad thoughts. I haven't felt this many bad thoughts in a LONG time. BAD BAD BAD LlurpsieNoodle.
Trying to stay busy though. Trying to ignore the fact that the geodon is already acting on my system to do some funky things to my vision (feels like my left visual field and my right visual field are not speaking to each other.
Oh well. I'll keep everyone informed of upcoming events affecting my neurochemistry. Whether you like it or not. Mwa hah ah hah ha ha ha!!!
-Ll
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