Posted by pulse on June 6, 2006, at 17:33:35
In reply to Re: Sunday depression BIG TIME argh. » pulse, posted by CEK on June 6, 2006, at 12:17:02
i've lived alone for all but 2 months of the last going on 9 years now.
because i'm an only child, thankfully, i've always been able to entertain myself very easily; have very rarely experienced any loneliness.
honestly, but perhaps not pc, although i can get along with anyone, i'm certainly about as far away from a 'people person' as anyone could be. another truth: i don't particularly like most people, but that probably comes, mostly, from the types of people i've been exposed to far too often, and for far too long - and through no fault of my own. they seem to be drawn to me, as if by magnets. (i find them so very draining/ depleting, while they walk away buoyed by our 'interactions'). i now know why they're drawn to me, and have had to 'terminate' two recently. HA! i'm digressing, i suppose...
yet, i've also always had enough (for me) stable, long-unduring friendships, marked by trust, mutual respect, and much loyalty.
but these bloody sundays do get to me; i've just confirmed that a pattern is clearly evident: sunday is the day of the week i'm most prone to regress re: the above types, and i really have to watch myself.
pulse
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