Posted by kerria on August 23, 2005, at 18:05:05
In reply to Re: To Kerria » kerria, posted by ed_uk on August 23, 2005, at 15:37:21
Ed, hi.
i don't know if that will ever happen. That dr said he's maintain me but that's all.
We're in crisis after a very bad therapy appt . a part came that i hadn't seen/been for a long time. i knew her history as soon as she came today. There were flashbacks the past few days then she was here. Now my thoughts are filled with hers and we're in crisis. No one can help. tears.
tears
My T doesn't know how to help. He doesn't care that he doesn't help.
He says he's a 'contractor.' and if i don't get better to go somewhere else.tears.
It's more than that for me. it's my life. i can't know how to live with knowing these parts. It's horrific stuff and there's so much confusion about who we are now.
i can't believe my T tricked me into letting her come and now no one can help.
tears,
kerria
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