Posted by kerria on August 21, 2005, at 10:17:50
In reply to Re: To Kerria » kerria, posted by ed_uk on August 21, 2005, at 6:55:56
Hi,
Yes, anti-psychcotics made me feel physically terrible and restless- except Haldol- that just felt terrible.
About hating them so much- i have parts so i don't have the control over behavior that most people do. The drs then didn't know why i was acting that way. (about hiding under a bed) It was probably a child part that took over because we didn't see any other way to get out of taking it.i stopped taking Prozac because i wasn't depressed anymore and i was going to the church where taking psych drugs was a moral issue.
Hopefully the Dr that offered to treat me will prescribe something that takes the pain away and that i can live with better than the Kadian. This is the strangest pain medicine i ever had- it prevents sleep almost, almost makes me feel restless and doesn't work well- there are times in the day when it does but there's no way to know when- it's not dependant on how much i take- even the IR. Anyways, i'm thankful i have something that works at all. i'll tell the new dr what worked best- there's no guarantee what he will give me.
No- i haven't tried trileptal. i'm not trying to take anything i don't absolutely need. It's so hard to have separate parts. Living is a confusing mess but therapy is so difficult. Everything is like torture, hurts so much and medicines only help physical pain. The other meds mostly make things worse.
Drs don't understand how to help my disorder and generally don't believe me when i report on meds effect on me. i geuss they can't help but be distracted by the behavior of my parts which i still am not able to control.take care,
k
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