Posted by kerria on August 10, 2005, at 16:49:13
Hi Everyone,
Having a very difficult time wanting to wake up in the morning and do another day.
Problems:
severe chronic pain with no dr to help- just a temporary dr that tortured me in a procedure on Mon. and is threatening to take medicine away that controls my pain marginally.It's impossible to live with the pain- it's overwhelming terribly bad. i can't be threatened to live in torture on a constant basis- no capacity for that.
i need a dr that can understand and help with the pain and there is no one i have found. We're in bad shape. Drs have not found a cause - a dx - because the pain comes from nerve damage from a fungicide spill at work- it's impossible to prove, so they don't want to prescribe anything that works.
Pain is making my PTSD and DID sx worse- losing time- forgetting so much of the day at work that it's almost like going into a black hole.
Feel hopeless about ever being able to find help.
T's on vacation.
Seeing psychiatrist tomorrow. He would never help with pain meds and only half believes me that my pain isn't psychosomatic.Is there any medicine to help with going on in this mess when it's impossible to live this way?
i'm not asking about a lethal dose of anything but is there some med that i can ask Dr for tomorrow to help function - not care that i'm being abused and threatened/disbelieved by my pain management dr and not care about living in constant pain. What is the scope of what the psychDr can do for me as far as medicine goes? i already have diazapam and it just makes me tired.
Cymbalta and antidepressants give me headaches.Anything helpful?
Thank you for any response,
kerria
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