Posted by RjLockhart98 on March 26, 2005, at 21:58:55
i never know if i am, i stay up watching msnbc and all of a sudden start swaying back and forth becuase of terrify thoughts of instability.
I always thought i was socially maljusted.
I never go to social events if its my choice, and i always think why i am the way the i am.
Sometimes i get up and pace and chew my nails, pace in the same style for 20-30min, does this get an idea to anyone.
I still dont feel stable about myself, my own self, then my idenity, then my sanity, then my awareness that i am "here".
ok, well folks igotta roll, please post something if this is something similar that you can relate to.
I dont want to get locked up, record!!
RITCH
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thread:476054
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