Posted by francesco on March 28, 2004, at 13:28:58
In reply to zoloft's diary day four » terrics, posted by francesco on March 28, 2004, at 7:09:16
I took a benzo and the worst has passed. Today I've done nothing but staying at the computer, reading stuff about meds. I don't want to go out and see friends, I just wanna go to bed and sleep. I just can't see an alternative, being on meds is awful, and being off is awful too. I just have to decide which 'kind of awful' I prefer, while daydreaming to be someone else, the one I am. I feel like I'm doomed and I'm just 28. I know, this is depression talking, but it would be better when I'll be undepressed and unable to feel true feelings ? Will I always experience Prozac feelings, Anafranil feelings and so on for the rest of my life ? I just want to love my girl as I could do when I was not on meds when a caress was a caress and not a Zoloft caress.
When making love was making love and not trying to ejaculate. Ok, maybe I'm a bit exaggerating,
but I get depressed when I'm am on antidepressants.
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