Posted by jonh kimble on November 7, 2003, at 1:59:36
Ok, it started with social anxiety maybe 5 years ago (age 14) This has gotten worse, which has led to depression, which has led to generalized anxiety, which has led to attentional difficulties ect...
This was pretty unbarable say 2 months ago, but just recently (within 3 weeks) my brother, and one of the few close people in my life has been diagnosed with potentially fatal cancer. Now I completely understand that this would cause pain in anyone, but I am in complete horror!!! I feel like I am having a heart attack all the time(extreme chest pain) and I cannot comprehend even the simplest of sentences, to name 2 of many unbearable symptoms (i also havent slept in 2 nights). Ive wanted to write this for weeks, but this is the first time I dont feel like Im loosing my mind, considering Ive been dringking tongiht. I need something to keep me above water, cause IM drowning!! Please help, Ill be dead if something doesnt change.
poster:jonh kimble
thread:277376
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